posted July 11, 2015 07:04 PM              

Since November 2013 (mid 23 for me), I have been going through knock after knock after knock. I've managed to get back on my feet like the little fighter I am, but honestly... I just feel things are not as I want them and my mid 20s feel like either an extension of my teenage years, or my REAL teenage years. In a way, I feel like I won't get a harsh Saturn Return at 29 because my early/mid 20s have been soooooooooo **** e.g. Failed relationship, depression, family breakdown, family illness, arguments with friends, financial issues etc. However, are there any aspects in my natal chart that I can blame for the last 2 and a half years????

Natal Chart

Transits on the day things became extremely ****

posted July 15, 2015 08:12 AM              

You're amazing!
I didn't even know I had T Squares in my chart. I thought I just had squares and oppositions and I thought that was hard enough!!! Your explanation makes sense. I was reasonably fine up until about February 2013. Then I had a disastrous date and then eventually went on to dating my ex. That blew up and then my dad got sick and then there were financial issues and it kept going, going, going. It's winding down now, but I still feel annoyed because things aren't as I want them.

posted July 15, 2015 09:26 AM            

Hope things get better for you

Edit: http://mandilockley.blogspot.com/2013/01/uranus-in-aries-wakes-up-your-mars.html

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posted July 15, 2015 06:55 PM              

I literally have tears in my eyes because I can relate to your story so much; and the ending makes me SO happy.

I definitely feel like I'm no one's cup of tea. It's literally punch, after punch, after punch and it's exhausting. Also, like things and people are intent on getting me so annoyed. Probably doesn't help that my chart is also ruled by Mars.

I'm feeling too emotional after reading what you have written, so I'm going to have a think on it overnight. I really appreciate you sharing with me. I have to find a way to email this conversation to myself.

❤️

Thank you also to EmpressMendez! I had a look at the website, the site makes Uranus/Mars sound soooooo glamourous - I wish it felt like that!!!!

posted July 16, 2015 01:10 AM              

Feel free to edit now xxx

posted July 16, 2015 01:40 PM              

I'll put it on my list of things to buy for next week.
I'm so glad that I can root the way I'm feeling in something. For such a long time now, I just haven't felt very happy and knowing that there's stuff going on outside of my circumstances is helpful to me. More than you know, reading your story really did make me consider some of the battles that I am fighting at the moment and I'm wondering whether I should let one of them go. It seems that the only thing I'm good at is "fighting" whether that be organisations/establishments; but when it comes to social interactions etc. I feel like I'm always losing and people don't meet me in the middle. It's so frustrating!!!!