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cr0nus13
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posted July 23, 2015 09:20 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for cr0nus13     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Can anyone read me? I feel like I'm trapped in my life and don't know how to start again.. I quit my job and one of the major reasons I did was because I was being harrased by a lot of people and it left a trauma on me. I don't know why I keep attracting a lot of negative people. It's like I'm a magnet to them. I have social anxiety and adhd I think. I also don't feel like doing the same job anymore. I wan't to do something that would help feed my soul or something like that. I don't know if that makes sense to anyone..lol. Yet here I am still stuck. I really really don't know what to do. I have people to support to but I'm just so confused. I want to heal myself first so I can get back with my life but I don't know because of these financial issues I have.. I could search for work but I want something where I'm good at so I can at least focus and get inspired. Anyone who can read my chart below and tell me about these things and maybe what I should do? Also if I were to get a job, what type should I pursue?

Thank you so so much! <3 <3 I'd be happy to give you my feeedback..

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SoaringLeaves
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posted July 23, 2015 10:54 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SoaringLeaves     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I'm sorry, Cronus, I hear your pain. With all that 12th house packed and MC in Libra, you should do great in careers involving helping others or in politics: agent/broker/representative, or maybe lawyer, journalist, focusing on activist matters. I'm not sure if any of these professions fit your dreams.

I've been having a really hard time professionally speaking too, so in spirit of solidarity I pulled a Lenormand Celtic cross and asked in general terms about your career situation.

Card 1 Ring
Card 2 Snake
Card 3 Lady
Card 4 Mountain
Card 5 Stars
Card 6 Roads
Card 7 Child
Card 8 Flowers
Card 9 High Tower
Card 10 Ship

I can see that you had a hard time with the SNAKE in 2 and MOUNTAIN in 4, but I believe this is all for the best. the SHIP heralds a positive spiritual journey (also possibly career opportunities and some money) and the STARS are a good omen. Stay positive and follow your dreams. Just be realistic.

Good luck!

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FmVenusWLove
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posted July 23, 2015 07:12 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for FmVenusWLove     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi cr0nus,
First, I just want to say that I completely understand what you're going through right now. I'm also having issues with my job/career situation and...well...just progressing in life in general lol. Know that you're not alone and that things will get better. Sending you lots of hugs and support!!!!

So, I'm still a beginner with astrology but I took a look at your chart and a few things jumped out at me:

Like Solar already mentioned, you have a stellium of planets in the 12th House - including your action planets. You have Saturn in your 1st House (like me ), ruler of your chart and your Capricorn Ascendant conjunct your 12th House Neptune.

Without writing a dissertation here, I think what these aspects might mean for you (broadly speaking anyway) is that you are a very powerful and intuitive person. You are capable of great compassion with the potential to accomplish wonderful things here on Earth, but you may not always see yourself that way. Additionally, you may have a hard time figuring out how to accomplish what you desire or it may take you a bit longer than some to accomplish these things.

Would you describe yourself as being an introvert? Do you consciously or unconsciously give a lot of attention to your own thoughts, feelings, and dreams but little attention to the outer manifestation of those things? Stelliums highly charge one area of the chart with lots of energy which can lead to an imbalance - since your stellium is in a realm of mystery and and all that is hidden, I think this might at times prevent you from seeing or making proper distinctions about your own behaviors, motives, or influences.

You may have blind spots around how you affect others. With the Sun and Mars especially in the 12th House, you may not be fully aware of or conscious of these energies in you life. Your ego (Sun) and your initiative (Mars) may not be fully realized by you, so it will be hard for others to see these things about you realistically as well. This can lead you to feeling misjudged, used, or even victimized by some people in your life. You are likely a very open-hearted and compassionate person and I imagine you are a great friend But you also tend to keep a lot hidden (this can be conscious or unconscious) from others which again can cause confusion.

The key for you I think is to be more discerning about who you let into your life and learn to be more conscious of yourself. Once you are conscious and aware of your own boundaries and limitations you can start to develop an outward identity that matches what you feel inside. Did you grow up in a home where individuality or independence was for some reason discouraged? Or were you taught to just go with the flow and "don't rock the boat"?

Look to the 6th house (opposing your stellium) to learn how to balance your dreamy, highly sensitive nature. Find ways which you can be of service to others in practical ways, take care of your health, exercise, fix things around your home, find ways to make yourself feel useful and engaged in your environment somehow. Practice being more present in your daily life and use meditation when you feel you need to withdraw and connect to yourself.

As far as a career or job is concerned, I agree with what Solar mentioned. If you don't know what you want to do or have no clue as to what you'd like to accomplish, again focus on the 6th House and the skills endowed to you by your Capricorn ascendant. Take this time you have off from work to ground yourself and start exploring and testing your limits. I think you are capable of so much more than you might realize. Capricorn in the 12th House to me feels like you are here to materialize something wonderful, that will benefit all of us.

You also have your moon in the 10th House (again, like me ) so being emotionally connected to what you do for a living is definitely important to you. This also gives your great insight into the masses - their wants/emotions which is definitely helpful in certain career avenues. Some other professions that might interest you might be motivational speaking; ambassador; advertising, like a PR agent, or something that involves writing and a lot of creativity; working in a museum as a docent, cultural teacher or leader; hospitality, maybe more of a concierge services director than a hotel manager; or artist.

Hope some of that was helpful. Like I said I'm no expert, but maybe this will give you some ideas. I would definitely recommend reading about a Sun in the 12th House placement. I tend to follow the belief that the sun's placement shows our greatest potential and "purpose" in this life. It has definitely helped me in defining my career/life goals

All the best to you XOXOXO

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cr0nus13
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posted July 24, 2015 08:15 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for cr0nus13     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by SoaringLeaves:
I'm sorry, Cronus, I hear your pain. With all that 12th house packed and MC in Libra, you should do great in careers involving helping others or in politics: agent/broker/representative, or maybe lawyer, journalist, focusing on activist matters. I'm not sure if any of these professions fit your dreams.

I've been having a really hard time professionally speaking too, so in spirit of solidarity I pulled a Lenormand Celtic cross and asked in general terms about your career situation.

Card 1 Ring
Card 2 Snake
Card 3 Lady
Card 4 Mountain
Card 5 Stars
Card 6 Roads
Card 7 Child
Card 8 Flowers
Card 9 High Tower
Card 10 Ship

I can see that you had a hard time with the SNAKE in 2 and MOUNTAIN in 4, but I believe this is all for the best. the SHIP heralds a positive spiritual journey (also possibly career opportunities and some money) and the STARS are a good omen. Stay positive and follow your dreams. Just be realistic.

Good luck!


Hi SoaringLeaves, thank you so much for the reading. My mom used to tell me that I should be a lawyer because I question things a lot..lol..
I don't know if it's realistic to find a job relating to spirituality..right now that's what's on my mind.. but I don't know what specifically. I grew up as a christian and most people here in our country are christians.. I want to know about buddhism, astrology, and a lot of things, and so maybe I could share it with others in future, but I think it would be hard to take that path when I'm in this place...

I'm not familiar with the Lenormand Celtic cross.. but I do hope to be on that positive spiritual journey..

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cr0nus13
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posted July 24, 2015 09:43 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for cr0nus13     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi FmVenusWLove, thank you too for your reading.

quote:
Without writing a dissertation here, I think what these aspects might mean for you (broadly speaking anyway) is that you are a very powerful and intuitive person. You are capable of great compassion with the potential to accomplish wonderful things here on Earth, but you may not always see yourself that way. Additionally, you may have a hard time figuring out how to accomplish what you desire or it may take you a bit longer than some to accomplish these things.

I think it's my lack of confidence that holds me back on just everything or maybe the thought that no one would understand me..

quote:
Would you describe yourself as being an introvert? Do you consciously or unconsciously give a lot of attention to your own thoughts, feelings, and dreams but little attention to the outer manifestation of those things? Stelliums highly charge one area of the chart with lots of energy which can lead to an imbalance - since your stellium is in a realm of mystery and and all that is hidden, I think this might at times prevent you from seeing or making proper distinctions about your own behaviors, motives, or influences.

Yes I believe I am. I always get stuck swimming in my own thoughts thinking about things up to the point that it's doesn't seem realistic..

quote:
You may have blind spots around how you affect others. With the Sun and Mars especially in the 12th House, you may not be fully aware of or conscious of these energies in you life. Your ego (Sun) and your initiative (Mars) may not be fully realized by you, so it will be hard for others to see these things about you realistically as well. This can lead you to feeling misjudged, used, or even victimized by some people in your life. You are likely a very open-hearted and compassionate person and I imagine you are a great friend But you also tend to keep a lot hidden (this can be conscious or unconscious) from others which again can cause confusion.

That's so spot on. I feel like people are ending up not liking me because they get confused of who I am. I hide some things that I know they just won't understand. My social anxiety, etc... I've been used by someone I've considered a friend. I always question myself what it is that they dislike about me. All I know is that I don't have any ill intentions on anyone who befriends me. Maybe it's because they don't see what they expect of me to be.

quote:
The key for you I think is to be more discerning about who you let into your life and learn to be more conscious of yourself. Once you are conscious and aware of your own boundaries and limitations you can start to develop an outward identity that matches what you feel inside. Did you grow up in a home where individuality or independence was for some reason discouraged? Or were you taught to just go with the flow and "don't rock the boat"?

I'll take note of that..

It's a part of our culture here, that strong relationship with your family.. Even when people are old enough to be independent they still stick with their parents..

quote:
As far as a career or job is concerned, I agree with what Solar mentioned. If you don't know what you want to do or have no clue as to what you'd like to accomplish, again focus on the 6th House and the skills endowed to you by your Capricorn ascendant. Take this time you have off from work to ground yourself and start exploring and testing your limits. I think you are capable of so much more than you might realize. Capricorn in the 12th House to me feels like you are here to materialize something wonderful, that will benefit all of us.


You also have your moon in the 10th House (again, like me ) so being emotionally connected to what you do for a living is definitely important to you. This also gives your great insight into the masses - their wants/emotions which is definitely helpful in certain career avenues. Some other professions that might interest you might be motivational speaking; ambassador; advertising, like a PR agent, or something that involves writing and a lot of creativity; working in a museum as a docent, cultural teacher or leader; hospitality, maybe more of a concierge services director than a hotel manager; or artist.


I'll try and check that out.. Like I said to her, what I think of right now is a job maybe something relating to spirituality but I'm not sure if it's realistic for me..

quote:
Hope some of that was helpful. Like I said I'm no expert, but maybe this will give you some ideas. I would definitely recommend reading about a Sun in the 12th House placement. I tend to follow the belief that the sun's placement shows our greatest potential and "purpose" in this life. It has definitely helped me in defining my career/life goals

All the best to you XOXOXO[/B]


Yes it was.. I'll try and do some research about the sun in 12th house. It's interesting.. Thank you so much.. It's good to know that there are people who can somehow relate with my me.. Thank you! <3 <3 <3

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SoaringLeaves
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posted July 24, 2015 09:47 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SoaringLeaves     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi Cronus and FmVenusWLove!

Glad I could help. I believe you can integrate your spirituality in a lot of jobs. For instance if Law attracts you, I know that you can't become a lawyer overnight (and in some countries it is also very expensive). However you can work for a law firm specialized in spiritual or racial or even health issues in an entry position. If you like it, you can decide to pursue a career in it.

For something like journalism, you can write articles about your spiritual journey. I have to warn you that journalism doesn't pay well at all (at least in the country where I live now). But if this attracts you, it might be worth looking into the possibilities (work in an entry level position for a magazine, which may let you blog for them or write once in a while).

FmVenusWLove suggested PR. (BTW, her interpretations and advice are great!) If this seems interesting, you may be able to work for a firm that promotes spiritual causes.

Anyways, you get the idea--you can work your calling into many professions, blend your dreams with a realistic approach.

About the reading, I copied for you the explanation of the cards from somewhere. Here they are.

Card 1 (Heart of the matter): The Ring
The ring signifies that you will perform well in team work. There are chances to enter into business partnerships or signing contractual agreements. You would derive much pleasure from family or university reunion. Wedding bells will ring for unmarried people. On the flip side, the ring may also represent the drudgery of routine work.

Card 2 (what’s crossing you or what gets in the way): The Snake
The snake warns you to about any kind of base qualities, greed, jealousy, avarice or dark instincts raising their ugly heads in your mind. This is not a positive card, so you must be very cautious in your relationships with others. Guard against treacherous friends, betrayers and liars around you.

Card 3 (root cause): The Lady
This is a neutral card pointing toward a lady playing a very significant role in your life. She can be a friend, your wife, a loving sister, beloved, your mother or a motherly character. The real meaning of the card can be deduced by considering the recent trends in your life.

Card 4 (recent past): The Mountain
You will be in a fix as the current set of problems may seem too hard to be solved. You can experience roadblocks and obstacles hindering forward movement. The stalemate situation can give rise to frustration and discouragement. You must realize that sometimes the going gets really tough. You have to exert loads of efforts to complete even the smallest task.

Card 5 (possible/alternate outcome): The Stars
This is a magical time when your wishes can come true. The stars are auspicious and always bring good fortune, optimism and success with them. The card also indicates mystical qualities, visions and flights of imagination. You would feel some kind of development in your psychic power. This will ultimately lead towards a better understanding of cosmic order.

Card 6 (immediate future): The Roads
You have reached a crucial point of your life, a crossing, from where different roads lead to different directions. You may feel hesitant about taking the right direction. An abundance of choices has created difficulties about making right decision. You may be performing multiple tasks at a time. You can discuss others to find out the right way.

Card 7 (yourself): The Child
You will feel curious and consider everything around you with childlike enthusiasm. Keep yourself open to new things and possibilities. Your simplicity and playful nature will be appreciated by others. The card shows that you would feel young at heart. Small things will keep you occupied. However, do not encourage childish naivety or trust strangers readily.

Card 8 (the others or your environment, so *you* is *they*): The Flowers
Life will be a bed of roses for you now. Your heart will be overwhelmed b by sweet emotions of love and kindness. You will be in high spirit and receive some kind of pleasant surprise or gifts from your friends. Radiating charm and grace you will celebrate your success by throwing parties.

Card 9 (hopes and fears): The High Tower
The tower represents a long life. Something or someone from your past can re-emerge in your life now. The card also indicates things related to some kind of institution, military academy or university. If you are involved with court and legal matters, the proceedings will be in your favor. The tower also indicates solitude.

Card 10 (the outcome): The Ship
In symbolic level, the ship indicates a positive journey of soul from material worlds to a higher spiritual realm. Nurture your dreams, consider your hopes and aspirations so that you may not expect anything unrealistic from life. The ship heralds a good time when opportunities will show up and a bit of money would come your way. You can enjoy a pleasure trip with your loved ones.

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SoaringLeaves
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posted July 24, 2015 10:12 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SoaringLeaves     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I just had another idea. You can be a literary agent specialized in spiritual books. Basically you'd help the writers of spiritual books to find a publisher and negotiate their contracts. This seems to me a perfect way of combining your talents and calling (at least what I see in your chart), but be warned that the competition in this field is brutal.

Whatever you decide, I wish you quick spiritual recovery and the best of luck! ♡

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cr0nus13
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posted July 24, 2015 10:39 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for cr0nus13     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi SoaringLeaves!

You got a point..thank you again!.. <3

Thank you so much for the suggestions and also on the card reading.. right now I'm still thinking of what I should pursue..but you definitely gave me lots of ideas..

<3 <3 <3

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