posted August 01, 2015 04:21 AM            

Last night, I found out that a friend of mine passed away. We weren't close in the sense that we saw eachother everyday, but we met at school in 2007 and he quickly became a best friend to me. I went through some rough times at school and he was always there to spur me on and tell me to keep going. When we left school, we met up once and although we didn't keep the meetings going... We were in contact over the years and spoke about nonsense and what we were up to now. Despite the time that passed though, we always made time for eachother and even about a year ago, he posted me on Facebook saying 'I love you.' It saddens me that I never got to thank him properly and that we didn't actually make more of an effort to meet up. However, one of his REALLY close friends messaged me and said that he really 'loved and respected me' so... I'm glad the feeling was mutual.

One thing I've realised about me is that I don't forget a helpful or loyal soul in my time of need either, so... Again, I think his passing has shocked me system a little bit. I held him in high regard. He was a sweetie.

I THINK I know how he passed away, but I don't want to dig deep and ask too many questions at this time. So, I was wondering if anyone could provide me with more information into the circumstances of his passing? I just want to know that he wasn't in pain for too long? I also want to know that if he was alone and where he was? ...But I'm not sure how good cards can be in relation to things like this.

posted August 01, 2015 04:29 AM            

Please take this with a grain of salt, but I am feeling a female next to him in the last moments/last day, not sure but I am getting she has wavy blonde hair, long.
I am feeling he went in his sleep but maybe this came to me as a feeling of him being calm.
I dont get pain around him, he even feels to have slight calm smile.
You will soon see sign about him, his name or dreams may come to you. As he will come show in some way that he is fine.
I feel a kiss being blown to you and a wink and him saying " Hun chin up " I feel he was quite a joker.
I also get a feeling of him holding your hand and kissing your hand.
I am getting he will become your angel, not so much guiding but more a protective angel keeping you safe and happy.

posted August 01, 2015 06:22 AM            

I've been told there is going to be a party, so we will be celebrating his life really soon.

From what I know, he passed due to a heart condition. It definitely sounds like it was something "peaceful" because there isn't much outcry on social media. People aren't SHOCKED, they are just more saddened by his passing. I still haven't asked anyone directly, but I know who I will ask when the time is right.

You are right about the 'Hun, chin up' phrase. He was such an easy going guy, even when he was angry... his voice was still quite soft! That's what I loved about him. He had attitude, but it wasn't like mine, it was much more easy going lol and easier to handle.

I always seem to attract people with earth (especially Virgo) placements; and he was a Virgo moon. So, in hindsight, it makes sense why we got on so well!

posted August 02, 2015 09:34 AM            

Apparently he complained of chest pains, then collapsed and never woke up again. So, you're right. I think there was someone else with him and the sleeping thing resonates now x

posted August 02, 2015 01:26 PM            

@PeacefulClouds
Honestly, it's like one minute I'm up and I'm okay and the next minute something else comes that throws me back to the past. Forcing me to relive it and understand it more. It is draining, but thank you for your reading in your thread. I'm going back to comment on it very soon! Thank you for the concern and guidance x

@TQ

Thank you sweetheart! Me too, this world is too cruel. He is definitely in a better place!

@FD75

Honestly, I was sooooo shocked to find out. The last time we spoke he was happy and looking forward to the future. To know that he is no longer walking and talking is very sad to me because he was such a great spirit and character. Please also accept my condolences for your lost. May their spirits live on xxx