posted August 06, 2015 10:00 AM            

Here are some interpretations for aspects that you have in your natal chart.

I hope that it helps.

THE HOUSES

CAPRICORN ON 1ST HOUSE CUSP
Responsibility and reserve often feature as your natural mode of self-expression. Life is met with caution and careful planning. Others may see you as overly serious. You need to learn to take some risks, even if you carefully plan them.

PISCES ON 2ND HOUSE CUSP
You may feel confused about money matters and have difficulty making ends meet. You value your sense of compassion.

ARIES ON 3RD HOUSE CUSP
You are a fast-talker. You are better at initiating ideas and communications, rather than following through.

TAURUS ON 4TH HOUSE CUSP
You are a reliable and responsible family member. You value your home and family, particularly the family traditions. Your home may reflect your earthy and sensual nature.

GEMINI ON 5TH HOUSE CUSP
You are a trickster. You like to play, especially games that amuse your quick-thinking mind.

CANCER ON 6TH HOUSE CUSP
You like to take care of loved ones on a daily basis. You find routine comforting and safe.

CANCER ON 7TH HOUSE CUSP
You enjoy being in a warm and caring relationship. You like to take care of your partner and vice versa. You tend to smother your partner.

VIRGO ON 8TH HOUSE CUSP
You like to have clarity when it comes to shared resources, knowing the exact details of any contracts. You are also very conscious of the need for cleanliness in sexual relationships.

LIBRA ON 9TH HOUSE CUSP
You like to travel with your partner. You enjoy egalitarian philosophies.

SCORPIO ON 10TH HOUSE CUSP
You have an intense need for recognition in your work. Your ability to dig deep is brought to your professional life, and you may attract crises at work. Research and resources often feature strongly in your career.

SAGITTARIUS ON 11TH HOUSE CUSP
You are an enthusiastic and fun-loving friend. You like to travel and explore the world with your friends, or with groups of people. You like to set your own personal goals for the future.

CAPRICORN ON 12TH HOUSE CUSP
You are likely to inhibit and ignore you inner urges, and could even be paranoid. You need to reconcile yourself with those parts of yourself which you have cut yourself off from.

CHART POINTS

THE MOON

THE MOON IN LEO
With the Moon in the sign of Leo you love to be the centre of attention. It's not necessarily that you like to be on stage in front of lots of people, but that you like to take centre stage in the lives of your loved ones. You want to play, and know all the tricks of the trade when it comes to getting others to join you. This can make you delightful company. When life gets tough you like to play in order to lighten up the situation. Parties, festivals, picnics and other fun events are the food of life, as far as you're concerned.

THE MOON IN THE 7TH HOUSE
The Moon is placed in the 7th House of your birth chart suggesting that your primary relationship plays a key role in your life, dominating your moods and actions. It's likely that you marry at a young age, but if not you put a lot of time and energy into searching for the right person to share your life. The life of the single person isn't an easy one for you and you
can be quite restless in your endeavours to find a partner. Once you're married then you're sensitive to the feelings of your partner and keen to put them at their ease. You're likely to either adapt your behaviour to please your partner, or to rebel against his or her influence. You simply need to reassess your priorities and to work towards a balance between loving compromise and self-assertion.

HOUSES RULED BY THE MOON
RULES 6TH HOUSE (Modern)
The Sixth House is about day to day life. It is about work, health, the service you give and your habits. It also relates to small animals. Other exoteric and esoteric keywords include: health, daily routine, working environment, skills, pets and animals, service

RULES 7TH HOUSE (Modern)
The Seventh House is about partnerships. This can be partnerships in business, marriage or a committed relationship. Other exoteric and esoteric keywords include: business partnerships, marriage, long-term associations, open enemies, the animus, the relationship between soul and personality.

ASPECTS OF THE MOON
SQUARE JUPITER Orb 4°50' Applying
You have a tendency to be apathetic and self-indulgent, preferring to ride on the camel's back as it is more fun. You need to learn self-discipline to achieve your goals.

SQUARE PLUTO Orb 1°43' Separating
You are intense and emotional. You find yourself caught up in emotional dramas wondering how you will make your life quieter, or if you really want life to be quiet. The answer is to direct your need for intensity into creative pursuits.

THE SUN

THE SUN IN GEMINI
Your Sun is in the zodiac sign of Gemini indicating that you're curious, lively, versatile and talkative, with a need for constant stimulation. You're adept at keeping your finger on the pulse of several things at once, like a juggler. Many times you weave your way successfully and skilfully through your many activities leaving others in somewhat breathless awe of your abilities. However, there are also many times when everything comes tumbling down around you and you're left to pick up the pieces which have been scattered throughout your life. Communication is a key element in your life, taking the form of lively conversation, letter
writing, study, numerous telephone calls or even travelling to various destinations to satisfy your curiosity. You've a tendency to liven up even the quietest environment, sometimes even introducing a chaotic element. Life is never dull around you.

THE SUN IN THE 4TH HOUSE
Your Sun is in the 4th House of your birth chart meaning that your home and family play a key role in your life, as they are the vehicle for you learning about life. For this reason you expend much time and energy working out your role in the family. Family life, and even family conflict, provides you with opportunities to learn about your own resources. Love
them or hate them, you can't seem to escape them unless it is to form a new family of your own. Although you are attached to your original family members, as you mature you also feel a strong urge to leave the nest and put down roots of your own. You benefit from purchases of land,
houses, and property, and may also benefit from working in jobs connected with property.

HOUSES RULED BY THE SUN
RULES 7TH HOUSE BY INTERCEPTION
The Seventh House is about partnerships. This can be partnerships in business, marriage or a committed relationship. Other exoteric and esoteric keywords include: business partnerships, marriage, long-term associations, open enemies, the animus, the relationship between soul and personality.

MODERN DISPOSITOR: MERCURY
DISPOSITOR'S HOUSE: 5TH HOUSE
The Fifth House is about creativity. This can include artistic pursuits, hobbies, recreation, children and lovers. Other exoteric and esoteric keywords include: Creative self-expression, love affairs, procreation and children, leisure, hobbies, games and sports, self-fulfilment, joy and bliss.

ASPECTS OF THE SUN
SQUARE MARS Orb 1°19' Separating
You love to take risks and can be accident prone. You have difficulty discerning the difference between assertion and aggression. You may believe that you are simply stating your own case clearly, while others claim that you are being pushy. You need to find a healthy outlet for your enthusiasm and energy.

QUINCUNX SATURN Orb 0°10' Applying
You have difficulty adhering to rules and regulations in your life. You need to make adjustments so that you can incorporate reasonable structures.

QUINCUNX URANUS Orb 0°55' Separating
You have difficulty coping with anything out of the ordinary. You need to make adjustments to allow yourself to express your unique talents and original thoughts.

OPPOSITION THE MIDHEAVEN Orb 6°25' Applying
Your identity is intricately linked with your family. As a young child your family, in particular your father, played a prominent role in influencing your personality, decisions, values and all facets of your life. Depending on other aspects of your birth chart this could have been a positive or negative experience. Either way you see yourself as part of a family system. Whereas friends and colleagues may have struck out on their own path early in life, you are more likely to have stayed close to home and hearth. Even if you moved out of the family home, it is likely that you stayed in the neighbourhood or in close touch with family members. Quite simply family is of utmost importance in your life. All that you achieve is likely to be as a direct result of the positive, and perhaps negative, influences of your experiences growing up in the family home. As an adult you are likely to find a home and start a family of your own, as this is more important to you than establishing a career, travelling, or other such public adventures. You may be a private person, preferring to gather a few close friends or family members in your own home. Even if you enjoy social and professional forays you are still likely to require a safe haven - your home. You are likely to shine at any family occasion, and may prefer to work from home or be the household manager.

MERCURY

MERCURY IN GEMINI
You love conversation and information. You are a fast talker, who likes to collect and network knowledge and data. You enjoy books, letters, magazines, the media, computers and anything else that helps you learn and communicate.

MERCURY IN THE 5TH HOUSE
You have a need to express yourself through something creative or artistic. You will enjoy busy creative projects and mentally stimulating hobbies.

HOUSES RULED BY MERCURY
RULES 5TH HOUSE (Modern)
The Fifth House is about creativity. This can include artistic pursuits, hobbies, recreation, children and lovers. Other exoteric and esoteric keywords include: Creative self-expression, love affairs, procreation and children, leisure, hobbies, games and sports, self-fulfilment, joy and bliss.
RULES 8TH HOUSE (Modern)
The Eighth House is about the support you receive from other people. It is the house of regeneration, and covers death, sex, legal matters, and metaphysics. Other exoteric and esoteric keywords include: Transformation and regeneration, resources of others, sexuality, death, transmutation, battles, the Path of discipleship.

MODERN DISPOSITOR: MERCURY
DISPOSITOR'S HOUSE: 5TH HOUSE
The Fifth House is about creativity. This can include artistic pursuits, hobbies, recreation, children and lovers. Other exoteric and esoteric keywords include: Creative self-expression, love affairs, procreation and children, leisure, hobbies, games and sports, self-fulfilment, joy and bliss.

DISPOSITOR'S SIGN: GEMINI
Agile, versatile, inquisitive, flowing, conversational, airy, many ideas. Can be volatile, superficial, changeable, restless and inconsistent.

ASPECTS OF MERCURY
CONJUNCTION VENUS Orb 7°30' Applying
You express yourself in a loving manner. You enjoy talking with people, and they find you a warm and welcoming listener.

TRINE MARS Orb 6°50' Applying
You are quick to grasp new ideas. You are an adept communicator and enjoy a good discussion.

OPPOSITION URANUS Orb 7°14' Applying
You have a tendency to thrust your own original thoughts and ideas onto other people. You wilfully defend your right to have different views and can fail to appreciate other people's points of view. You need to learn to respect all forms of communication and thinking.

VENUS

VENUS IN CANCER
You place emphasis on family relations. You will form strong emotional bonds within your own tribe. You may have an emotional need for financial security.

VENUS IN THE 6TH HOUSE
You will enjoy a peaceful daily work environment. You want your relationships with co-workers to be harmonious. You enjoy healthy living and everyday life.

HOUSES RULED BY VENUS
RULES 4TH HOUSE (Modern)
The Fourth House is about home and family. It describes your roots, your heritage and your private life. Other exoteric and esoteric keywords include: home life, roots, family and relations, psychological foundations,biological inheritance, place of abode, the ashram, karma.
RULES 9TH HOUSE (Modern)
The Ninth House is about higher learning. It covers academic subjects, law, religion, publishing, foreign culture, sport, overseas travel and philosophy. Other exoteric and esoteric keywords include: Philosophy, religion, higher education, distant travel, cultural learning, publishing, the journey along the Path, the Ageless Wisdom, akashic records.

ASPECTS OF VENUS
TRINE MARS Orb 0°39' Applying
You have a talent for relating to other people. You are a loyal and fun loving partner with an ability to balance intimacy with independence. You may take your own creative talents for granted and fail to make the most of them.

OPPOSITION SATURN Orb 0°49' Applying
You have an inability to trust and show your love for other people. This probably stems from childhood experiences with your parents. You may have felt unworthy of your parents' love. Alternatively you may have perceived your parents' as cold and unloving. As an adult you may become involved in relationships with an older person or someone who offers you financial or emotional security. You need to develop your own value system and develop compassion for yourself and other people.

OPPOSITION URANUS Orb 0°16' Separating
You are torn between a need to be loved in an intimate relationship and a desire to be your own person. You are wilful in your desire for freedom and find it difficult to commit yourself to one relationship. You need to develop an appreciation for your own and others' unique talents.

MARS

MARS IN AQUARIUS
You will fight for just causes. You are unpredictable, but will probably be a group leader. You may become rebellious when angry.

MARS IN THE 1ST HOUSE
You have a strong drive for self-expression and independence. You meet life head on, and may become aggressive if your path is blocked. You could be rash.

ASPECTS OF MARS
SEXTILE SATURN Orb 1°29' Applying
You have opportunities to express your energy in a self disciplined way. Self control is one of your talents.

SEXTILE URANUS Orb 0°23' Applying
You enjoy being able to express your enormous energy. In any field you are able to bring enthusiasm. Avoid the mundane.

SQUARE THE MIDHEAVEN Orb 5°06' Applying
You have much energy for your chosen profession. You are ambitious, and possibly competitive in your field. Sports may feature.

JUPITER

JUPITER IN TAURUS
You are on a persistent search for the truth. You have the ability to be a loyal and wise teacher. You have a strong desire for abundance.

JUPITER IN THE 3RD HOUSE
You are a great thinker and talker. You seek ever-increasing communication networks and inspire others through your insight. You are always seeking to expand your mind.

HOUSE RULED BY JUPITER
RULES 11TH HOUSE (Modern)
The Eleventh House is about your friendships and relationship with groups of people. It is also about your hopes and dreams. Other exoteric and esoteric keywords include: Friends and social acquaintances, groups and organisations and their activities, the New Group of World Servers.

MODERN DISPOSITOR: VENUS
DISPOSITOR'S HOUSE: 6TH HOUSE
The Sixth House is about day to day life. It is about work, health, the service you give and your habits. It also relates to small animals. Other exoteric and esoteric keywords include: health, daily routine, working environment, skills, pets and animals, service

SATURN

SATURN IN CAPRICORN
You are conservative and authoritarian, and have strong worldly ambitions. You are a responsible worker.

SATURN IN THE 12TH HOUSE
You fear anything hidden. This may be because you feel that your own boundaries are constantly threatened. A serious examination of hidden realms may help you to conquer your fears.

HOUSES RULED BY SATURN
RULES 1ST HOUSE (Modern)
The First House is about identity. It describes your personality - how you see yourself and how others see you. It can also describe your physical appearance. Other exoteric and esoteric keywords include: the self, ego, anima, projected image, expression of inner motivation, physical appearance, soul purpose, initial approach to life, the aura.
RULES 12TH HOUSE (Modern)
The Twelfth House is about endings. It is about your hidden strengths and weaknesses. It is also about institutions such as hospitals, jails, libraries and the armed services. Other exoteric and esoteric keywords include: Institutions, fears, hidden enemies, the collective unconscious, spirituality, unredeemed karma, selfless service to humanity.

ASPECTS OF SATURN
CONJUNCTION URANUS Orb 1°05' Applying
You are independent and self-motivated. You want to do much for humanity or the business world and have the self discipline to achieve. You have good organising powers and may have a talent for mathematics and science.

URANUS

URANUS IN CAPRICORN
(1988 - 1996) It is important to note that Uranus spends a long time in each sign, and therefore the interpretation applies to a generation rather than the individual. For a more individual interpretation look at the house position. This generation will introduce new structures, possibly governmental or business structures. It indicates a time of consolidation of original ideas and a practical building of new ways.

URANUS IN THE 11TH HOUSE
You will surround yourself with unusual and eccentric friends. You may also appear to be the odd one out in groups. You may wish to liberate groups of people.

HOUSE RULED BY URANUS
RULES 1ST HOUSE BY INTERCEPTION
The First House is about identity. It describes your personality - how you see yourself and how others see you. It can also describe your physical appearance. Other exoteric and esoteric keywords include: the self, ego, anima, projected image, expression of inner motivation, physical appearance, soul purpose, initial approach to life, the aura.

MODERN DISPOSITOR: SATURN
DISPOSITOR'S HOUSE: 12TH HOUSE
The Twelfth House is about endings. It is about your hidden strengths and weaknesses. It is also about institutions such as hospitals, jails, libraries and the armed services. Other exoteric and esoteric keywords include: Institutions, fears, hidden enemies, the collective unconscious, spirituality, unredeemed karma, selfless service to humanity.

NEPTUNE

NEPTUNE IN CAPRICORN
(1984 - 2000) It is important to note that Neptune takes about 164 years to make a complete cycle, spending about thirteen years in each sign. Therefore the interpretation of Neptune in the Sign applies to a generation rather than the individual. For a more individual interpretation look at the house position. This generation possesses the ability to apply discipline on the spiritual path. They will possess the wisdom to incorporate both the old and new spiritual values to form a firm foundation for future spiritual growth.

NEPTUNE IN THE 12TH HOUSE
You feel overwhelmed by the undercurrents of the world. You may escape from reality with daydreaming and fantasies. You have a strongly compassionate nature at times.

HOUSE RULED BY NEPTUNE
RULES 2ND HOUSE (Modern)
The Second House is about your own resources. It describes what you value ranging from physical possessions and money, to personal self esteem and talents. Other exoteric and esoteric keywords include: resources, both personal and financial, values and attitudes, possessions, self-esteem, acquisitions, prana.

MODERN DISPOSITOR: SATURN
DISPOSITOR'S HOUSE: 12TH HOUSE
The Twelfth House is about endings. It is about your hidden strengths and weaknesses. It is also about institutions such as hospitals, jails, libraries and the armed services. Other exoteric and esoteric keywords include: Institutions, fears, hidden enemies, the collective unconscious, spirituality, unredeemed karma, selfless service to humanity.

ASPECTS OF NEPTUNE
SEXTILE PLUTO Orb 0°51' Applying
You belong to a generation which is able to bring about social change. You are part of the changes in government and the approach to human rights. Spirituality and the occult are given more credence or power. Alternatively, some of your generation will choose to drop out of the system.

PLUTO

PLUTO IN SCORPIO
(1984 - 2000) It is important to note that Pluto takes about 248 years to make a complete cycle, spending 12 to 32 years in each sign. Therefore the interpretation of Pluto in its sign applies to a generation rather than the individual. For a more individual interpretation look at the house position. This generation possesses the ability to initiate change on a world-wide basis in order to rise above the basic desires of humanity. They may experience conflict on a world-wide basis. They will be forced to learn the right use of the world's resources.

PLUTO IN THE 9TH HOUSE
You have a powerful drive to discover higher meanings in life. You need to beware of becoming dogmatic in your personal philosophies. You may become obsessed with travel, study or religion.

HOUSE RULED BY PLUTO
RULES 10TH HOUSE (Modern)
The Tenth House is about your public life. It shows your standing in the community, career, social status and can reflect your attitude to parenting. Other exoteric and esoteric keywords include: Honor, authority, career and profession, life direction, achievement, Masters and Hierarchy.

MODERN DISPOSITOR: PLUTO
DISPOSITOR'S HOUSE: 9TH HOUSE
The Ninth House is about higher learning. It covers academic subjects, law, religion, publishing, foreign culture, sport, overseas travel and philosophy. Other exoteric and esoteric keywords include: Philosophy, religion, higher education, distant travel, cultural learning, publishing, the journey along the Path, the Ageless Wisdom, akashic records.

DISPOSITOR'S SIGN: SCORPIO
Intense, magnetic, penetrating perception, power to confront. Can be destructive, vengeful, jealous, overly dramatic.

THE ASCENDANT

THE ASCENDANT IN CAPRICORN
The sign of Capricorn is considered to be "feminine" by Ancient astrologers suggesting that you're more likely to wait until you feel comfortable before pursuing your purpose. You're also likely to depend on other people to take the initiative. Capricorn is also a Cardinal Sign denoting enterprise, enthusiasm, self-assertion and initiative. You're ambitious, persistent, cautious, prudent and self-reliant. Responsibility and reserve often feature as your first choice of self-expression. You approach most things in life cautiously, making careful plans before starting anything new. You're a plodder, and take life rather seriously. Your ambitions are attainable through hard work and perseverance.

THE MIDHEAVEN

THE MIDHEAVEN IN SCORPIO
You have an intense need for recognition in your work.Your ability to dig deep is brought to your professional life, and you may attract crises at work. Research and public resources often feature in your chosen career.

THE MIDHEAVEN IN THE 10TH HOUSE
The midheaven forms the 10th house cusp in most house systems, so this placement has no particular meaning.

posted August 06, 2015 02:49 PM            

0 Cancer Venus (H6-work/health)
0 Capricorn Uranus (H12-hidden/womb/subconscious)
1 Capricorn Saturn (H12)
1 Gemini Sun (H4-home, more emotional parent,another womb of sorts)

I have many similar aspects, angles, and near identical axis, so I'll just say what I feel and have studied! It may not all be true for you... just a point to jog what you need.

Capricorn AC - businesslike face to the world, maybe even perceived as cold whether you intend to be or not. Project delicate sensitivity in relationships or in your "sundark" times... delicate because 0 degree Venus in Cancer seems so maleable?

House 4 Sun, in Gemini and at 1 degree. A chameleon. Especially with the duality ability of Gemini. Like both twins, hidden in a mysterious depth of H4.Secrets of midnight variety that may emerge later in life. (I think the quiet Beatle had a H4 Sun and lived most his life thinking his birthday was the wrong day.)(I also have a H4 Sun..and Moon.)

A midnight sun and a sundown moon.
Curious how you'd feel at midnight and/or sundown.

A wound (Chiron) in what's usually a pleasure house (5), and sandwiched between Mercury in Gemini (good communication skills, and a joy in it as well), and a very small?vulnerable? Venus in Cancer.
(I have Saturn close to where your Venus is, and if I dont think too much about it, I always get in trouble. So I maybe confusing mine with yours.)

You have the same "second horizon" that I have -- Beginning H12 with 0 Capricorn... commonly known as the "hidden house" or the "subconscious"... I've found it to contain my womb memories. Beginning H12 is the point of conception. You also may have had an impulsive birth. . . As retrograde Uranus is at 0 Capricorn.

There's something with the father (Saturn in its native Capricorn, early in the womb cycle at 1 Capricorn, but which opposes Venus almost directly. Venus often represents the mother. And she, or rather the 0 degree Venus, enters the house of work/home, conjunct Chiron, which represents a soul wound. This is delicate. Maybe the feeling I was picking up on. I have some similar family emotional "splitting" of sorts. And I tend to relive relationships similar to my true parents' dynamic -- which was hidden under guise of "appearing to be a happy nuclear family". Observe how you react in relationships, and healing can occur over parental emotion you likely felt keenly as an emotional infant. To be honest, it almost seems like there always is an archrival effect in relationships producing children nowadays, which is unfortunate. A sudden sexual encounter, oops we produced a kid, and the kids (us) have to deal with heavy emotions about a lack of supportive bond to grow into!

I also have Taurus IC (roots) which has proven to show many many secrets in connection with my roots. (Secrets I would have flatly denied outright most my life, so certain it was the way I was told.) Taurus is known for being very stable but not always in touch with emotions? rather wearing them on their sleeve, so as to avoid the darker, heavier ones.

I also have Scorpio high in the MC noonday sky. Ugh. I've had a hard time here. All the things taboo, hidden, deep dark mysteries, instead are straight out in noonday light. I am scared, cerebral in the dark of my home, but feel comfortable walking in public when I cry. It's so weird, feels backwards to where I was taught to express deep pain, but it feels so right for me.

Scorpio MC is ruled by Pluto. My Pluto is strong in Pluto's native house (H8 taboo, etc.), where yours is strong in Pluto's native sign (Scorpio). You'd likely also have a deep intuitive knowing that bores easily with superficial? It opposes expansive Jupiter in Taurus, so you'd have good perspective as you bounce between the earthy depths and the deep skies.

I'm curious about the 29 degree Mars in house 1... mostly because, back to the parenting (Impulsive Father energy Uranus-Saturn opposing wounded Venus... and Mercury... maybe she wasnt heard just before you were born. Like, I dont know if you were adopted or something and she didnt feel like she had a voice? Because the "critical degree" 29 degree Mars in baby house 1 is trine the wounded Venus (female intent energy), and also sextile (a choice) to the impulsive masculine/father energy...which signifies a fight.of critical.importance.

And this critical fight holds you..your identity (1 degree Gemini Sun)... in the balance... as 29 degree Mars is square your 1 degree Gemini Sun.

I feel sort -of melancholy. Overall, it feels like the parenting issue is the main cause of self-destructiveness, as without stable engaging parents, we are at a crossroads for life... and even though we smooth it all over nowadays, but the body never fully forgets our true start.

I have a similar feel and its only been reliving the parental dynamics at conception (fly-by night or engaging) and how the mother felt while in her woomb (ambivalent, or in your case, Mars so present in the middle, a seemingly only release between two opposing people?).

One last .... Rigidity? Yes. Your Leo Moon would feel like that. It is square your Plutonian depth, and square it's opposite, the grounded Taurus open-arms in siblings/communication H3. It might help to study this T-Square (Pluto-Jupiter-Moon) for original childhood wounds. Moon often pertains to the mother or the more emotional parent.

The Moon is also in aspect to Neptune, which is also in the womb house H12 near Saturn. Neptune is fortunate here (in his native house), however it may clue in to spaceyness/drugs/alcohol/etc of the father/Saturn parent, which the emotional/Moon parent slightly disagreed with.

Moon in Leo would be firey. In H7 would be prone to relationships, but all the ways to release tension seem to also have challenges to overcome (i.e., aspects to Pluto,
Neptune, Jupiter, Uranus)..... It's also your only Fire planet, and its Fixed. Not going anywhere.

But your True Direction (North Node) is in H2 Pisces. House of possessions, usually earthy (ruled by Taurus). Solving your roots may be something you feel drawn to at some point. Along with 4 retrograde planets, it may be later, as retrogrades take awhile to manifest. You may be quite psychic. And may, like me, speak to ancestry spirits later in life to solve roots which are unwritten anywhere.

(I'm 15 years older than you but born the same day.
I feel such uncanny familiarity in your natal stars!)

posted August 07, 2015 05:45 AM            

I think chameleon is a good description of me. I am very confused about my identity sometimes. I think maybe different people see me in completely different ways. I feel like there are so many different facets to me (all very different from one another), and sometimes I think "But which one is the 'proper' me?". It doesn't feel normal that I have so many differences/contradictions within myself I guess? It's something that really confuses me if I actively think about it.

Communication wise, I do feel it is something I am good at, without meaning to sound like a braggart. Communication between me and my husband is great (he has Sun in Virgo, Moon in Scorp, and Aries Ascendant), and very important to me. I cannot leave things unsaid- I'd rather tell him things, no matter how difficult or awkward they may be, because I want him to know exactly how I feel. At times, I think I need him to know how vulnerable or insecure I feel? Though I must say, he is a wonderful person, I just happen to have a number of insecurities.

Superficiality does very much so bore me! I cannot abide superficial things for long, I find them mind numbing, draining and depressing. Things need to have depth and make me feel something- that's very important for me. Maybe this sounds bad, but if something doesn't make me feel anything, then it is almost like it is worthless to me?

Hmm, the father thing you mentioned. My mum was very young when she became pregnant with me (16) my dad was a few years older. It wasn't planned as far as I know. I can imagine this really tried their relationship, and I know they certainly had their difficulties when me and my brother were growing up. My parents stayed together (and still are...though they did separate for around 5 years when I was 18. I am a huge family person and that was something that affected me deeply and sent my life into turmoil for a while. I think some of my experiences from around this time have had an affect on my own relationships.)My dad does have his demons (namely alcoholism), as does my mum, and there was a lot of storminess in their relationship when I was a young child. The alcoholism certainly was always one of the biggest problems between them. Things from those times shaped me and my own interactions with other people, and this is something I only even realized in the last couple of years. I definitely now realize the importance of observing my own reactions in my relationships to heal- it is difficult and sometimes upsetting, but I know it is the way forward, and also my husband deserves it.

"Moon in Leo would be firey" Oh yes, lol. I am not proud of it, but I know I have a terrible temper. Prone to explosions. Overreactions. The things I feel/believe, I do so very passionately. My husband has said numerous times I should be a speaker of some sorts....but the other side of that is my feelings and beliefs change frequently, nothing is fixed....this can be frustrating, and almost makes me feel like a fraud at times!!