posted August 15, 2015 06:18 AM            

I have been trying to get over a deeply significant heartbreak with a man who still constantly enters my life. I posted our charts in Interpersonal in this thread:http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum35/HTML/002749.html

This past week he begged me to try again with him, and fought for three days with me about the details of our break up - claiming innocence and giving me many excuses for the things that had led me to walk away, not knowing what to believe. He has told me he loves me and wants me in his life, and that he is sure. This is one of many times he has asked me to give him another chance. I'm not sure if I ever will again (and the conversations didn't end well because I'm still too angry about a number of things). HOWEVER, this relationship was the one that made me realize I want to get married to someone I love this much. And, that I want to get married soon and have kids. This was not something I cared about as a focus of my life until him. Now, it's something I think about every day and feel emotional about. I'm not desperately searching, but I feel like there's someone missing from my life. I'm not sure he's it, but it is hard to ignore his prominence in my life and the way he has changed me, whatever happens.

ANYWAY. I decided to take a look at my natal/transits chart and noticed the following:

I have Mercury (in Virgo), and then Jupiter, Venus, Sun, Moon and Juno (in Leo) all transiting my 7th house (7th house is split between Leo and Virgo for me). Mars is also very close to my DC in my 6th house,and my North Node is just about to enter the 7th house as well in Virgo (while these planets will still be in it). What the heck does this mean? Is it just indicating where this new awareness is coming from?

I'm also going through Venus-Neptune right now until about 2016, so I feel super confused about my relationships on the whole. I just moved to Europe to jump start my career and to try to heal,so I didn't anticipate this being a big year to get married even if it's something I want now.