posted September 20, 2015 11:30 AM            

The past/ what ends
The star

Did you had some hard times in the past, Or maybe you was struggling with something? The star seems to say that you will had/have hope about something or to renew something in your life.

The present
4 of cups

Are you not happy about something? Or maybe you could be bored because something in your life is not making you happy. The 4 of cups seems to say that you should not be afraid to move forward and to seek new paths to make you happy.

The future/ what begins
6 of swords

What ever happened before or what made you upset, which was the worse is over now an its time for you to have a better future up ahead. This card also means for you to understand yourself or it could mean that you will travel.

The path to take
6 of cups

This card tells me that you might look back in the past. This card also tells me that a old friend or past lover will return an make your life even happier.

The outside influences
5 of coins

I think you may feel loneliness in your life or you're worrying about something an you losing your faith in it. This card also could mean losing a job or some type of loss.

The hopes or fears
Queen of coins

Do you have an Earth sign? This could you, that you're very nurturing but this could also mean that you will make more money and have financial success.

The outcome
3 of coins

This card is about work, so it could mean you may start a new career or your career will be great, a very good outcome in your work area.

Okay.. This was very um confusing to me but tell me what you think. I know this is not a long reading but I tried to at least put this together lol

posted September 20, 2015 11:35 AM            

I do have a job now, and will be getting a new contract/renewal.

Its been hard but its hard even now.. so idk.

I mostly happy with my job/ love could be better, love life is what makes me sad more than job

I do at times feel lonely and worry, have lost faith in a love situation

No earth sign, I am mostly water

In my job I will do some new/extra things so maybe this is what cards is showing

posted September 20, 2015 12:08 PM            

Here's my second try

Death - The tower - The star - Judgement - 4 of wands - The chariot - Ace of wands

I think there will be a new beginning or a transformation in your life. What ever past that keeps a hold of you, you need to put it aside an open another door to a better future. I think the tower is saying that something will happen unexpectedly an you need to prepared what ever happens, this card also talks about a change as well. The star seems to tell me that you will feel more hopeful about something or it could mean an opportunity will come your way, so feel special. Judgement is about change or maybe making a big decision that will change a new part of your life which would make your life even better. The 4 of wands says that after the big change you would have happiness or start a new beginning in a relationship. What it may be, it will be a good thing for you. The chariot tells me that you might experience some setbacks and bumpy roads but it will be worth it, so don't lose hope of what you are trying to do. You will have success or this card could mean you will travel. And the ace of wands says that you will start a new beginning.. So if you haven't started on something, now is a good time to do so.

posted September 20, 2015 12:13 PM            

All of what you wrote to me feel like both job and love.
There is a kind of new thing at work, I will go through new improvements.
But love is something that has a hold on me from the past.

well, most I can say is I can let you know when new things start happening.

some sort of did start: living on my own, the job thing and getting myself a pet bunny
which can all bring new things as a result

posted September 20, 2015 01:13 PM            

I really dont like the past an present spread since I seem to get the situation kind of right but not all the way right but I'm glad it does make sense to you for the second one.

posted September 20, 2015 01:37 PM            

Page of wands - 10 of wands - 9 of cups - 7 of cups - 5 of cups - 8 of cups - Ace of swords

Well the first can be interpreted in some ways. Is there a younger woman there that is helping you with your work? Or this could mean that you need to stay focus on what you are doing. The 10 of wands says that you seem to put too much pressure on yourself by working too hard or you think you can do so much but really can't, take your time. The 9 of cups tells me that what ever you want to accomplish will come true, long as you put your head into it, you should have nothing to worry about, this card also indicates happiness, so you might just be happy. The 7 of cups tells me that you might be confused with your work as well, you might have too much going on. So be cautious on how much you taking on. The 5 of cups talks about some type of loss about something.. Or it could mean regret about your work. I'm not sure what it could talk about.. But what ever it may be, you will feel sad. The ace of cups indicates a new promotion or a new job coming your way or it could mean that your work will be appreciated an valued by others, you might not see it right then but it will be coming soon. The ace of swords tells me that you might try something different or you might just leave your job. It could also mean that something good will help improve you and others at your work. To make things easier for you.

posted September 20, 2015 02:16 PM            

It will be a success but this tells me you will be challenged by this so try to get plenty of rest an try not to go over board..

Clarify
2 of cups
I think this card tells me that you will be appreciated at work an that you will feel comfortable there as well.. Dont know how this fits in but I think you understand more.