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From: canada
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posted September 21, 2015 03:23 AM            

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It's been 5 months since the breakup & for the most part, I am feeling better than I was before but lately especially at night I have trouble sleeping. During the day, I am distracted but at night I think about my ex alot & I start feeling sad again. All the repressed anger & dissappointment come out again.

Part of me is angry, because when I left him, he promised we would stay friends...I just didn't like the way things went down after the breakup. I wish things didn't end this way.

All I want is inner peace...It's so hard. My question is: Will things ever get better between my ex & I? I just want him to stop haring me.

I hate asking readings about him but at this moment I just feel...weak.

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posted September 21, 2015 03:32 AM            

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So sorry you feel this way I totally understand you and had those night myself, yes nights suck !
-hug-

Will things get better? Yes
This is all a healing process for both, only thing is one person cries at night and the other tries many things to distract even at night.
So I feel him and his ego being very hurt and doesnt like the fact YOU broke up with HIM. This is something that got his ego hurt bad.
He thinks about you more than he would admit to anyone.
Now, when will things get better, I am getting towards winter time. I get yours and his healing will be along its way around then and you will start to relax a bit more. I still feel you getting the feeling of lonlieness and hurtfulness but I get you accepting everything more.
So I do see you letting go of the pain and accepting this has to happen.

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posted September 21, 2015 03:55 AM            

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Thank you so much intuitivefish <3 I am the person that cries at night & he obviously distracts himself with probably drugs & trying to sext with other women *roll eyes* lol quelle surprise.

I am a better place then where I was months ago, I am starting to accept it but at night thats when my repressed anger & sadness comes out.

It's good to know that I'm not the only one hurting. When I saw him in the past he seemed so in control like he didn't care about me anymore. Last time I saw him he couldn't even look at me.The fact that he didn't answer my past texts...It explains so much, his ego is hurt. He has so much pride.

Sometimes I try to move on & not think about him but I can sometimes feel his energy & he would. appear in my dreams.

I am glad that things will get better between the two of us. I just didn't want it to end....bitterly. I really want to stay friends with him because I do care about him but I can't be in a romantic relationship with him.

I really wish that he would stop hardening his heart. We came in each others lives for a reason & if I would want to leave an impact in his life its for him to learn how to love, forgive & unharden his heart...

I'm wondering how in the world will me & him be friends in the future. He pretty much ignores me all the time

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posted September 21, 2015 04:03 AM            

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Go at your own pace, dont rush the process, try to force yourself to be with friends, to go out and not to let into the crying. Its one thing to be sad for a day/night but dont let it go into depression. Noone is worth all those tears!
Try to start doing more things that make you happy.

Well for now, no I dont see friendship sorry.
I think some more time will have to pass before you and him can be honest friends.
Let things unravel in their own time.
Healing needs to be a healthy process but acceptance is important
knowing why you broke up and why it cant work now.

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