posted October 20, 2015 07:14 AM            

Because I respect your Intuition and card reading so greatly, I was hoping you could give me a final confirmation reading. You are one of, if not the best reader here. Can you please give me a reading about D (Cusp)? Can you please confirm if there is any hope for a reconciliation between us in the future or is it time for me to move on from him for good? I'm tired of hanging on by threads with hope. I know in your GT you did for me, you said I had the wrong idea about him and I was deluded. Maybe I am. I just want to know if it's over for good? If so, is there any way your can give me an indication of his feelings about me at this time as I face the fact I may never see or hear from him again.

This is part of the healing process for me and I truly appreciate any insight you are willing to give. I'd gladly pull cards for you in exchange.

posted October 20, 2015 08:18 PM            

I'm not sure if you'll remember or not, but I was in a similar situation for over 9 years. It was absolute torture to go through. Despite the fact that I loved my now ex (and still do), I could not escape my persistent longings for the other man. I felt so guilty about having these feelings, and it definitely took it's toll on my relationship. Not one single day passed without thinking of the other guy, and dreaming of what could have been. This started in 2005, so I feel like it was my dark decade of the soul. I am happy to report that I have closure on the situation now. I still think of him fondly, and I understand that meeting him changed me in many ways for the better. I'm actually at a place where I don't know that I would even want a romantic relationship with him if given the chance. Although it would be nice to be able to catch up as friends once in a while, but the romantic longing is gone. I'm so grateful for this. I finally feel free!

I find it quite interesting that many of us that were in the same boat for a number of years have been able to let go, seemingly all around the same time. I hope that you will find this same peace of mind, and be able to move on from the heartache. I've always sensed that Cusp was a catalyst, meant to change your life direction. Not necessarily to have a happy ending with him, but to shake up your life in order to learn valuable life lessons. I know that it's been an incredibly painful journey, but I hope that one day you can look back with gratitude for the whole situation, knowing that it changed you for the better. I'm thankful to have reached that state of mind myself.

I don't know how powerful this ritual is/was in my case, but I did a candle spell in January. I asked to draw my true love into my life, and to heal my heart from my past wounds. I wrote this on a piece of paper, and burned it under a red candle. I have felt a sense of peace since doing this. My ex also came back into my life a few weeks later (on a strictly platonic basis) after not being on speaking terms for months. It brought up a lot of old hurts, but it's been very cathartic, and I've been able to let go of so much pain and resentment from the past. He is even talking about getting back together, but I think the real purpose of this reconciliation is to heal before I enter a new relationship. I would not be ready if I didn't heal from my past wounds first. I believe that this candle spell, as well as mediation has helped me find peace with the whole experience, and look forward to a new chapter in my life. As a Scorpio and 8th house dominant person, I truly believe that it's always darkest before the dawn. I am stronger, wiser, and more spiritual after going this tough situation. I'm grateful to have experienced it, but I'm sooo relieved to be moving on from it.

I feel that you may be reaching this same turning point right now. I wish you the best of luck in getting closure, and letting go so that you are open to new opportunities and experiences. I'm sending some love and light in your direction.

posted October 22, 2015 04:30 PM            

HEART CLOUDS SUN MICE
clarifier on Sun: Rider

I asked if you and Cusp will get together and be in a romantic relationship.
I see the answer of this spread as a no
But I think the most important message of this spread is that it shows you finding clarity and joy from within. I think the spread shows you, how you have suffered from depression, loneliness, heartache about this matter (Clouds + Mice), and maybe a strong Neptune vibe of this romance - Clouds being the card for Neptune in Lenormand, and perhaps not seeing things clearly, the future, him, or simply being clouded by incertitude and all the events that have surrounded this issue, clouded events. This has brought a gloomy side into your life, although, of course, a lot of learning too What I see here, apart from the no, is the mice eating the clouds and the Sun coming up again for you. I see this Sun as intense personal clarity about the matter, but also hope and excitement for your own personal future and personal happiness and an indication for a new man with Rider.

I also asked if you and Cusp will get to be friends again

I think there is an open alternative in your destinies to get in touch again and be friends, to talk to each other, especially intermediated by someone else. It seems this happens at least after a year from now though.

I hope you find love and happiness, Tgem

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