posted November 04, 2015 03:46 AM            

here is a tons of questions i ask myself because of heavy stuff going on in my life right now, and aside of questions i asked elsewhere in that forum) :

1/ i asked a Financial help to administration in september, and i am waiting an answer in mid november, what will be the result ? and how much can i expect ?

2/i have to attend lecture in a theology university but i am afraid to go because i dread to be brainwashed, so will it be good for me to go to this conference series ?

3/my ex gf is still haunting me in a bad way, she makes me suffer a lot and i am afraid she will try to come back into my life as i try to avoid her and want to maintain distance as far as i can, do you think i will be freed from her one day ?

4/so i said i am leading to a phd both psychoanalysis and theology, but i still Wonder myself if i will be a better psychonalyst or a priest. i Wonder a lot about becoming priest...

should i become a psychonalyst or a priest ?

5/my family is very unstable and shrinking last years because of transiting pluto in the IVth but in 2016 pluto will enter Vth house. My parents must leave soon their hometown and maybe my brother and i dont myself if i will stay where i live

posted November 07, 2015 02:41 AM            

here is a tons of questions i ask myself because of heavy stuff going on in my life right now, and aside of questions i asked elsewhere in that forum) :

1/ i asked a Financial help to administration in september, and i am waiting an answer in mid november, what will be the result ? and how much can i expect ?

I am getting that you will get a moderate amount.

2/i have to attend lecture in a theology university but i am afraid to go because i dread to be brainwashed, so will it be good for me to go to this conference series ?

it feels totally fine. you can avoid all chances of brainwashing by maintaining an open conversation with anyone about what you're experiencing! even discussing it here, or with a mentor. with some friends.

3/my ex gf is still haunting me in a bad way, she makes me suffer a lot and i am afraid she will try to come back into my life as i try to avoid her and want to maintain distance as far as i can, do you think i will be freed from her one day ?
shift your energies away from fear if you can. i am getting the feeling that by reacting to her in this fearful way you are almost worsening the situation. she doesn't feel like a terribly bad energy to me, just intense and in pain. can you do a cord-cutting between the two of you? release the fear, send healing and love to her higher self. set energetic boundaries for yourself so that you aren't picking up on anything you don't want. you thinking about her so much (even in a negative way) is part of what keeps her in your life

4/so i said i am leading to a phd both psychoanalysis and theology, but i still Wonder myself if i will be a better psychonalyst or a priest. i Wonder a lot about becoming priest...

should i become a psychonalyst or a priest ?

my guides tell me that you do not need to know the answer to this at this point, follow your interests... don't be afraid to delve into what interests you. your path will lead you to a place where you will be fulfilled. i would avoid committing to one path for now if you can, or at least follow the path that leaves you with the most options

5/my family is very unstable and shrinking last years because of transiting pluto in the IVth but in 2016 pluto will enter Vth house. My parents must leave soon their hometown and maybe my brother and i dont myself if i will stay where i live
-this is hard for me to answer, i do see a bit of a split, but it does feel like the nucleus is intact, that you will all come back together.. doesn't feel too out of the ordinary. some people could fall out a bit more

posted November 07, 2015 03:52 AM            

you're awesome !!! plus you answered all my questions !!! in a time i need so much answers because of confusion. But i learned to deal with it, sometimes we have to accept confusion it's a part of life ! Thank you so much for telling me that conference is good because it's very important point to me since this conference count as a part of my final exam end of the year and actually going to theology university will free some times end of the year i need to finish my pychonalysis report.

i asked about family split because my father is now retire from his job and is ready to live another home he built last years some mile away. it will make som physical distance and my brother could leave his town if her wife find a job elsewhere...