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bella_taurus
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posted November 28, 2015 06:41 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for bella_taurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Its always this time of year life gets hard for me. The days are darker, and the nights are longer. It's not my job, my friends, or my family. It's my divorce. It's been since 2009 and I'm ashamed to say I'm still grieving. It occurs the holidays because it around this time I found out a few things that contributed to the demise. I'm perturbed with my sister because she still has communication with my formers sister. I feel alone. I really do. It's beyond me that after all this time I am still grieving this. In my heart I have moved on but, it's the ghosts that are still lingering around. I have had the worst time with dating like you wouldn't believe. Sometimes I wonder if this is all karmic. Lord knows I'm tired of dealing with this. I just want to be free of all of this and to be able to find love again. It hurts like hell.

Can someone please do a reading for me and help shed some light on this matter? Thank you ❤️

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Julz87
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posted November 28, 2015 06:44 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Julz87     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
(hugs)

Whats the question/s?

Why don't you post your chart with time? I want to see your solar arcs etc...

If it takes me long to answer its because I'm tying up my other thread but I'll be back.

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St@r2013
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posted November 28, 2015 06:51 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for St@r2013     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hey Bella, I took a card for you from the soul cards and this was the message:

Fear brings fear
Anger brings anger
Hatred brings hatred
Which brings violence
That brings suffering
That brings death
That brings grief
That brings separation
Say no to darkness
Joy brings joy
Esteem brings esteem
Love brings love
That brings oneness

Say yes to the light
The universe.

***
From my point of view I think the message is you need to look at the positive - don't go over all the negative things in your life but maybe start looking at the positive things you have so that you will attract more positive things?

It's very easy to remain in the dark place when you surround yourself with negative thoughts - I do it myself and can relate.

Perhaps meditate on the card above and see if it speaks to you?

On a different note, I can relate because it's been so difficult lately and I can't wait for the new year start! *hugs*

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bella_taurus
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posted November 28, 2015 07:00 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for bella_taurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Here is my chart, I'm responding from my iPad, so I am not sure how to post the image. My question is will I ever heal from this and will I ever fall again? Thank you Julz!

Here is my info:
4/21/1980
Mpls, MN
2:26am

Thank you

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bella_taurus
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posted November 28, 2015 07:10 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for bella_taurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you St@r2013. Your response means a lot! I'm in a dark place...I'm weary. But I know it won't last forever.

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Julz87
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posted November 28, 2015 07:20 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Julz87     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

I'll brb,
Btw you're an old soul, look at all those retrogrades<3

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bella_taurus
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posted November 28, 2015 07:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for bella_taurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Julz87:

I'll brb,


Thank you Julz!

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bella_taurus
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posted November 28, 2015 10:32 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for bella_taurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by Julz87:

I'll brb,
Btw you're an old soul, look at all those retrogrades<3


Anything yet???

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Julz87
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posted November 28, 2015 10:34 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Julz87     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Ok I'm here, taking a break from my other thread...
What questions do you need a reading on? And then we will move on to your chart ok?

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bella_taurus
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posted November 28, 2015 10:47 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for bella_taurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Julz87:
Ok I'm here, taking a break from my other thread...
What questions do you need a reading on? And then we will move on to your chart ok?

I would like to know if I will ever find love again?

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Julz87
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posted November 28, 2015 11:05 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Julz87     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Yes you will Bella,
Page of Swords
Nine of Wands
Lovers- World

You will find love again, someone who you really will connect with on a soul level, you may also have some choices as well. You are definitely pushing on to find love and you will get it. But I feel like this next person coming into your life will be it/the ONE for you, the beginning of a new cycle and the completion ending of you being lonely..

When: I get someone coming in for you within the next 4-6 weeks.

I'm taking a look at your chart, as I see some solar arc transits aspecting some of your relationship planets..some solar arcs will soon be exact with in the next 4 weeks for love...I'll brb writing all this down....

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bella_taurus
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posted November 28, 2015 11:19 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for bella_taurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Julz87:
Yes you will Bella,
Page of Swords
Nine of Wands
Lovers- World

You will find love again, someone who you really will connect with on a soul level, you may also have some choices as well. You are definitely pushing on to find love and you will get it. But I feel like this next person coming into your life will be it/the ONE for you, the beginning of a new cycle and the completion ending of you being lonely..

When: I get someone coming in for you within the next 4-6 weeks.

I'm taking a look at your chart, as I see some solar arc transits aspecting some of your relationship planets..some solar arcs will soon be exact with in the next 4 weeks for love...I'll brb writing all this down....


Oh my! Are you serious??? Or are you just saying that so I can stop crying in my icecream??? lol

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Orange
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posted November 28, 2015 11:53 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Orange     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Solar Arc Venus is approaching to conjunct your natal Moon. That's Love. It's at less than 2' degree in orb now, so it will be almost exact in 1 year and a half. Expect love to enter your life in an year.

Transiting Saturn will oppose you natal Venus in March 2016, so prepare to hit the bottom in all matters of heart at that time. Keep in mind the transits will go away eventually and if you feel bad around that time, just blame it on Transiting Saturn and wait for it go away. Saturn will hit your Venus three times next year, so 2016 is not going to be easy in the matter of love.
But.,....in 2017 the Solar Arc Venus will arrive on top of your Moon, so there is the bright light at the end of the tunnel. At the same time , in 2017, your progressed Venus will be sextilling your natal Sun, so that's a doible whammy there, all good.

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bella_taurus
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posted November 29, 2015 12:13 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for bella_taurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by Orange:
Solar Arc Venus is approaching to conjunct your natal Moon. That's Love. It's at less than 2' degree in orb now, so it will be almost exact in 1 year and a half. Expect love to enter your life in an year.

Transiting Saturn will oppose you natal Venus in March 2016, so prepare to hit the bottom in all matters of heart at that time. Keep in mind the transits will go away eventually and if you feel bad around that time, just blame it on Transiting Saturn and wait for it go away. Saturn will hit your Venus three times next year, so 2016 is not going to be easy in the matter of love.
But.,....in 2017 the Solar Arc Venus will arrive on top of your Moon, so there is the bright light at the end of the tunnel. At the same time , in 2017, your progressed Venus will be sextilling your natal Sun, so that's a doible whammy there, all good.


Oh so I guess I still quite the journey to go...gotta stay strong I guess.

Thank you

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bella_taurus
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posted November 29, 2015 10:27 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for bella_taurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by Julz87:
Yes you will Bella,
Page of Swords
Nine of Wands
Lovers- World

You will find love again, someone who you really will connect with on a soul level, you may also have some choices as well. You are definitely pushing on to find love and you will get it. But I feel like this next person coming into your life will be it/the ONE for you, the beginning of a new cycle and the completion ending of you being lonely..

When: I get someone coming in for you within the next 4-6 weeks.

I'm taking a look at your chart, as I see some solar arc transits aspecting some of your relationship planets..some solar arcs will soon be exact with in the next 4 weeks for love...I'll brb writing all this down....


Did you find the same things in my chart, Julz87???

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Julz87
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posted November 29, 2015 04:01 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Julz87     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi BellaTaurus..
Ok you mentioned a divorce I'm guessing that was yoru first marriage? so I'm looking at your 9th house solar arcs & transits to that house ruler for second spouse.
Also you said you are feeling kind of down now more so than before. It could be because of your solar arc Pluto is almost exact a few seconds off from your Uranus in the 9th house of optimism, faith, dreams etc..you're going through a death and regeneration in that area more so with Uranus retrograde (its internatilzed) it will pass...Pluto transits are my fave because it changes things, strips them down to the bare minimum to make way for the birth for a new and better, Pluto is preparation and readjustments specially to your 9th house..Uranus is your chart ruler so there you go m,ajor change to yourself and philisophy/spirituallity. Not to mention (pluto) is activating that aquare you have Mars/Jupiter. Solar ARC pluto to Natal mars in hard aspect may be a good time for you to go after something/ work towards something that has meaning/value to you, you need an outlet with that solar arc square, put down the ice cream and invest all that enegry into something/anything that you can gain from (yourself or monetary gain Aries on 2nd house cusp)...
Dates High Porbability for love/meeting someone/significant events and or people happening in your life.
Solar Arc Moon will be exact on your Mars as we near your birthday- (Dates April 15-21: 2016) Solar Arc venus sextile natal Saturn (Dates May 10-15::2016)
Sun/Moon midpoint- not activated- will check back on this though going through your charts real quick.
Venus/Mars midpoint will be activated by solar arc Venus towards the end of next year so (Date 12-2016/2-2017)
I noticed you have an intercepted 1st house of self and 7th house of relationships energies of the signs intercepted may have difficulty in expressing. learn to decipher reality (Virgo try to not be as critical or judgemental of other or how you relate to others) from fantasy (try not to decieve yourself).
Solar Arc Jupiter enetering your 8th house, increase and luck in gaining from others, increase sexual activity may be as well.
Solar Arc Jupiter is enetering your 8th house- gain through other people resources,
Btw, I did notice you had Saturn in the 7th, and around 2009 you were experiencing your Saturn return - as transit Saturn was going back and forward over your natal Saturn, I did read that its never good to marry before the first Saturn return for those who have Saturn in the 7th. With Saturn squaring Venus you may go about in a cavalier manner when encountering romantic relationships, and you may be quite discriminating when chosing a sig other. I think the next long term relationship you have will be long lasting.
P.S my tarot timing for love maybe off on 4-6 weeks/you can take it as 4-6 MONTHS as well (not lining up with your Solar arc times pertaing to Venus-Moon my focus is on your 7th house planets 9th house and Leo) BUT it wouldn't hurt to keep your eyes peeled. Btw I took a quick look at your solar return using your place of birth as reference/current location. Neptune was badly afflcited in your 7th house of partnerships so if anything this past year has been full of disspointment in dating and men appearing in your life who are elusive/hiding something and or not appearing who they really are not to mention Saturn was opposing your Venus/Moon (and if you did meet someone in 2015 thus far it was someone whom you wanted/got only to after just lose interest in them) so yes, no love and or dissapointments or delays for 2015-2016 relationship wise...please note this paragraph is pertaining you SOLAR RETURN for 2015..come 2016 SOLAR RETURN though you will get a nice Trine from Saturn to Venus so some stability in LOVE should surface after next years b-day since your DSC will fall in Taurus for that year. I honestly believe long term love can happen for you next year. With something definitely formalizing in 2017

I hope this is of some use to you ..I'm not done D: there's still lots I know I'm not covering..just trying to tie in all the meanings still.. but I hope this gives you some sort of general idea..my bad if its all a bit disorganized/typos wrote it real quick..

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bella_taurus
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posted November 29, 2015 05:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for bella_taurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by Julz87:
Hi BellaTaurus..
Ok you mentioned a divorce I'm guessing that was yoru first marriage? so I'm looking at your 9th house solar arcs & transits to that house ruler for second spouse.
Also you said you are feeling kind of down now more so than before. It could be because of your solar arc Pluto is almost exact a few seconds off from your Uranus in the 9th house of optimism, faith, dreams etc..you're going through a death and regeneration in that area more so with Uranus retrograde (its internatilzed) it will pass...Pluto transits are my fave because it changes things, strips them down to the bare minimum to make way for the birth for a new and better, Pluto is preparation and readjustments specially to your 9th house..Uranus is your chart ruler so there you go m,ajor change to yourself and philisophy/spirituallity. Not to mention (pluto) is activating that aquare you have Mars/Jupiter. Solar ARC pluto to Natal mars in hard aspect may be a good time for you to go after something/ work towards something that has meaning/value to you, you need an outlet with that solar arc square, put down the ice cream and invest all that enegry into something/anything that you can gain from (yourself or monetary gain Aries on 2nd house cusp)...
Dates High Porbability for love/meeting someone/significant events and or people happening in your life.
Solar Arc Moon will be exact on your Mars as we near your birthday- (Dates April 15-21: 2016) Solar Arc venus sextile natal Saturn (Dates May 10-15::2016)
Sun/Moon midpoint- not activated- will check back on this though going through your charts real quick.
Venus/Mars midpoint will be activated by solar arc Venus towards the end of next year so (Date 12-2016/2-2017)
I noticed you have an intercepted 1st house of self and 7th house of relationships energies of the signs intercepted may have difficulty in expressing. learn to decipher reality (Virgo try to not be as critical or judgemental of other or how you relate to others) from fantasy (try not to decieve yourself).
Solar Arc Jupiter enetering your 8th house, increase and luck in gaining from others, increase sexual activity may be as well.
Solar Arc Jupiter is enetering your 8th house- gain through other people resources,
Btw, I did notice you had Saturn in the 7th, and around 2009 you were experiencing your Saturn return - as transit Saturn was going back and forward over your natal Saturn, I did read that its never good to marry before the first Saturn return for those who have Saturn in the 7th. With Saturn squaring Venus you may go about in a cavalier manner when encountering romantic relationships, and you may be quite discriminating when chosing a sig other. I think the next long term relationship you have will be long lasting.
P.S my tarot timing for love maybe off on 4-6 weeks/you can take it as 4-6 MONTHS as well (not lining up with your Solar arc times pertaing to Venus-Moon my focus is on your 7th house planets 9th house and Leo) BUT it wouldn't hurt to keep your eyes peeled. Btw I took a quick look at your solar return using your place of birth as reference/current location. Neptune was badly afflcited in your 7th house of partnerships so if anything this past year has been full of disspointment in dating and men appearing in your life who are elusive/hiding something and or not appearing who they really are not to mention Saturn was opposing your Venus/Moon (and if you did meet someone in 2015 thus far it was someone whom you wanted/got only to after just lose interest in them) so yes, no love and or dissapointments or delays for 2015-2016 relationship wise...please note this paragraph is pertaining you SOLAR RETURN for 2015..come 2016 SOLAR RETURN though you will get a nice Trine from Saturn to Venus so some stability in LOVE should surface after next years b-day since your DSC will fall in Taurus for that year. I honestly believe long term love can happen for you next year. With something definitely formalizing in 2017

I hope this is of some use to you ..I'm not done D: there's still lots I know I'm not covering..just trying to tie in all the meanings still.. but I hope this gives you some sort of general idea..my bad if its all a bit disorganized/typos wrote it real quick..


Omg, this is A LOT to take in...thank you!!!! Julz! Today was still a heavy one...but I'm trying. Can't wait to hear more! You are amazing! And yes, it was my first marriage.

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