posted December 02, 2015 03:32 PM            

I hate my job but I need to save up for school. There's a coworker that I don't get along with, who tries to run things. She makes me feel stupid and want to quit. I wouldn't be surprised if she suggests that I leave.

I'm also starting to think that I'm going to be single for the rest of my life or I'm either going to marry a guy just for money or just because I didn't want to be alone. The suitors that want something serious aren't people I'm physically attracted to but I love their personality. I know looks aren't everything and maybe I'm being too picky, but I just want a nice looking guy with some personality.

I try to put on a happy face but I'm just so unhappy. I don't know where to begin the path towards happiness.

If anyone can shed some light, it'd be greatly appreciated.

posted December 03, 2015 12:51 AM            

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Originally posted by FruityLlama:
Hey sorry to hear you're feeling bad :/ I had a quick look at your transits and the first thing I noticed was that stellium in your 5th house of fun and dating and stuff. Saturn there can put a bit of a serious tone onto things, almost a bit of a downer at times. Though it depends how you look at it. Being serious about dating can help you weed out the less so awesome candidates, so keep that in mind as Saturn will be in your 5th for the next year or so. Mercury here possibly makes you feel restless and picky and make you think about these things more logically- but don't despair about this because Merc will move out in the next month or so. Same for the sun which is also prodding this house and highlighting it for you.
Pluto, the ruler of your 5th house is transiting the 6th house and will do for the forseeable. This is a time for renewal in matters relating to health and work. This will be an ongoing process, but its all about transformation. You must look deep within yourself to find out what is you really want to do.
Pluto will push you to face the truth and nothing but- he can be quite ruthless in his quest for absolute truth, but remember it’s all in order to become better, more powerful. Pluto also asks you look within for the answers. Pluto rules the subconscious of course. Its also squaring your natal moon which will be making you unhappy with things that are too superficial with people. On top of that you have mars conjuncting Nat.Moon and transit moon just coming out of a conjunction with natal mars! so we have a bit of aggravation here, particularly with communication and feelings about your appearance or personality.
Love will become way more interesting in the near future when Venus conjuncts your natal Pluto. Things could get dramatic with someone. But then after that as she moves into your fifth house, things will become more fun  Also your 7th house ruler is in the 6th house so it looks like your partner will be met at work, so don’t give up yet!
These feelings will pass, you will feel much calmer soon even if actual situations at work and whatnot don’t improve in the way you’d like. Just give yourself time to feel what you feel and you’ll soon come to a new perspective on things 
I hope this helps. I am pretty mediocre at astrology but I felt compelled to reply as I feel bad too aha :P

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Thank you, fruityllama. I like your name by the way lol

I like how you said that Saturn would make me weed out candidates for dating. I didn't really see it that way beforehand. Just felt that my love life has been depressing lol Definitely felt like I'm being more logical.

About pluto. I know there are some stuff I need to change about myself in order to be a better person. It's just Pluto needs to give me a break! Lol I hate having the square to my Mars and Venus natally and the Pluto transits haven't been fun. I just really hate Pluto right now lol

I've always felt like I would meet someone through work but I try to keep to myself and can be anti social at times so who knows how that's going to pan out lol

posted December 03, 2015 05:20 AM            

Oh yeah pluto can be a bit OTT but don't worry because there will be opportunities soon to have so.e serious fun later when venus gets round to join saturn aha so dont worry about feelinv too antisocial now- you nay feel different but if not, know that the bext couple of months will be great for socialising