posted January 13, 2016 02:02 PM            

And, why are there so many obstacles in my life? And when will life get better?

posted January 14, 2016 12:22 PM            

pluto in first house - can help to explain a lot of things about your personality. it tends to be intense and there's a lot of purging and rising from it.

stellium in the 7th house - for relationships with venus and sun and mars and mercury.... so optimally, you should have great relationships in general. im not sure how theyre aspected to other things, but this pretty much is a good indicator for meeting someone venusian - beautiful pleasing all that good stuff.

your ascendant says virgo, but its on the cusp so it might as well be libra - this means outwardly you like a lot of peace and balance... but with the pluto in first house, theres a lot of deep seated angst too. its kinda conflicting.

a big transit you have is the uranus conjunct sun. this is good if you want to make some changes in your life. see things differently. shake up whatever you thought before into something new. like a break from dependency. embrace the change. only problem with uranus is that there is no ... regularity to things. so watch out for that.

posted January 14, 2016 05:22 PM            

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Originally posted by mattva:
some aspects you can look towards understanding yourself better.

pluto in first house - can help to explain a lot of things about your personality. it tends to be intense and there's a lot of purging and rising from it.

stellium in the 7th house - for relationships with venus and sun and mars and mercury.... so optimally, you should have great relationships in general. im not sure how theyre aspected to other things, but this pretty much is a good indicator for meeting someone venusian - beautiful pleasing all that good stuff.

your ascendant says virgo, but its on the cusp so it might as well be libra - this means outwardly you like a lot of peace and balance... but with the pluto in first house, theres a lot of deep seated angst too. its kinda conflicting.

a big transit you have is the uranus conjunct sun. this is good if you want to make some changes in your life. see things differently. shake up whatever you thought before into something new. like a break from dependency. embrace the change. only problem with uranus is that there is no ... regularity to things. so watch out for that.

(im a total noob. so take it with a grain of salt. double check on your own. and then let me know how it resonated with you! im a libra ascendant with a pluto 1st house, but mines in scorpio so that kinda gets crazy at times.)

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You are correct.

Pluto does give me some intensity during bad times. I was going through my Saturn Mahadasha and it was horrible mentally. I think Saturn activated Pluto. I hated it. I think deep down, I am a pretty chill person, but circumstances has changed me, but I am trying to revert back to the old me. It is a hard process. Right now, I am going through my Mercury Mahadasha, so I am hoping that it will activate my Sun and Venus.."a new me."
As for the stellium, I feel like most people who have come into my life have been very aggressive people. People who just want to pick fights. So many people like this have come into my life that I try so hard to lay low, but yet I somehow attract them. And there is no balance; very few Venusian people come by. I really really want some Venusian influences in my life. There was one person that I would describe Venusian, and she taught me a lot. She taught me to be more calm. I picked up a lot of her good qualities. I admire Venusian people, and hate the people who have Martian qualities because I feel like when they are around, I become some I hate and I feel like they take me away from the person I SHOULD become.
I feel like I am a Virgo ascendant, but I do not know much about Libra ascendants so I don't know how many of my qualities are Libran.
I hate that Uranus transiting in such an important house during an important time in my life. I feel like Uranus is going to bring me all kinds of people that I do not want in my life. I want stable Venusians in my life, instead I feel like I am
going to get erractic weirdos with Martian qualities in my work, love life.
Thanks for your reading.

posted January 16, 2016 06:46 PM            

I just want to know why things don't work out for me. Why is everything so complicated? If it is Pluto, then when does it end?

What can I do to overcome the internal blockages caused by others and myself? And when will good come into my life? When will Jupiter's effects be seen in my life?

And plus, you had said that I will have Venusian people in my life and that relationships will be good. But how about the effects of Sun and Mars in Aries? Will I get married? And marry someone who is Venusian?

What will be the effects of having seven planets lined up all in a straight line and it's all squaring my moon? And how do I interpret the t-square in my chart?

Also, what are the effects of Saturn being so close to the ascendant? Any significance that it is the highest degree planet on my chart, and what is the significance of Venus being the lowest degree on the chart?