posted February 04, 2016 12:31 PM            

You came along just when I need a soft shoulder to cry on. I will do your reading first.

ace of swords, temperance, 5 of cups, *the star

The ace of swords is always showing something new so I would say this is wanting to tell A about your dream. Temperance is about balance. Hmm...this reading is a bit hard because your final card is the 5 of cups. Not good. It shows some sorrow involved. If you tell him you might not get the reaction you are hoping for but I feel it is something going on with him. Perhaps he is not quite over his depression. So the reaction might be something like "that's nice". You do have the star as your clarifier which would show that he would be happy to hear from you but I would just say "hi" for now or something casual. Hope that helps.

posted February 04, 2016 01:06 PM            

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Will try to cover all areas as it comes to me, if you have firther then please ask more.

posted February 04, 2016 01:37 PM            

As with J, I guess the attraction is there(on my side) because it's something I am not getting from my M. Just feeling good in his presence and him making me feel attractive. He is 10 years younger than me and when I told him my age he thought I was in my late 40's. I have been told many times that I look young for my age but it sure felt good when he said that. I am almost 65. Just a question when you say he is scattered in his thinking, does that mean he is still thinking of having an affair with me and balancing out the pros and cons?

I can let you know the results of my blood work tomorrow or Saturday for you. I would be shocked to find out I have it Thank you again dear one for being there for me.

O.K. for you.

Tower, sun, 7 of wands, *8 of wands

I know the tower looks like a scary card but it also shows that things are about to change and I would definitely say for the better because we have the sun right beside it. There were no Queens in this spread so don't worry there is no one else involved He is slowly coming out of his depression with the 7 of pentacles showing. It's also showing a positive change coming. I think I mentioned this in another reading for you. The 8 of wands as your clarifier is showing that you have to be patient, UGH haha. Everything is progressing nicely but slowly. Just give him time. You will be seeing him soon, right? Oh be still my beating heart

posted February 04, 2016 01:59 PM            

For J.. this felt more general not just about you. Scattered as in having many things going on with him now. I dont feel he would plan an affair it would most possibly happen as a result of built up sexual tenssion.

No I wont see him until after Easter as he said. Dont think it will happen sooner.
Do you still see a reply soon to a text sent on monday

posted February 04, 2016 02:26 PM            

As with J, the passion is definitely there, on both sides, so I am watching him like a hawk. I once asked you if you feel he might be going in that direction without me asking you, if you should pick it up in a casual reading so please if you do let me know.

I am going to give M his space as he is a Cancer and it is one of his traits to begin with. I will let him come to me when he is ready and just leave him alone for now.

Now for you sweet one...

8 of cups, knight of swords, 6 of swords, *5 of wands

The 8 of cups is showing how A was/is feeling now. He is still dealing with bad feelings and feeling sad. You might not hear from him right away (Monday) but 6 of swords is another positive progression card so I would say just shortly after. The bad news is that stupid 5 of wands cards again. I pulled it in your other reading. So when you do hear from him, it'll be short. I pulled a wands card for you in my last reading not a pentacles. The reading is the same.

posted February 04, 2016 02:32 PM            

Sorry not sure if I understood.. i sent the text on monday (1st) and there wasnt any reply even shortly after. So nothing today either..
So this shows it may still come?

On j.. neither will ask or say it. I feel a burst of energy will happen and it will "just" happen unless you stop it.

Thank you

posted February 05, 2016 04:11 PM            

Its weird to outside he wants to show he is well but to me he usually shows the down side his truer feelings.

posted February 05, 2016 04:37 PM            

The star, knight of swords, the chariot, *5 of pentacles.

The star is an excellent card so I think this is showing the energy between you two. Knight of swords is showing swift movement so although I said in a previous reading that you might not hear from him much this month, the energy is changing. The chariot is showing how you are feeling right now, that things are at a standstill but they really aren't. I really feel he is going to be opening up more little by little and he feels he can do this with you.

posted February 05, 2016 05:24 PM            

Whenever you have time.

I told him it will all be good to which he said he hopes so.
I then told him Im sure it soon will trust me. And joked saying - its not all black just the shirts you wear.

Did he think anything of the little joke?

posted February 05, 2016 06:27 PM            

On my front, M is still basically doing his own thing and I've noticed that he is rarely home. At times I feel happy that I don't have to deal with all his dramas and then I wish he was home. On the J front, I saw him today and is still being flirty with me. I will be seeing him on Tuesday as well as next Friday. I can't see him reverting back to being cold but who knows. Perhaps you could do a reading on J. I am letting M come to me when he is ready because I know if I approach him he will just get angry so I feel he is just not ready. I was thinking of writing a letter to him and leaving it on his bed stand hoping that might force him to open up. So perhaps a reading to see how he will respond.

posted February 06, 2016 05:08 AM            

for you
Im sorry to say but you cannot force him to be open when you are ready as he is not ready now and this is why he retreated. I do think a talk or some form of conversation is needed but, I feel its a bit too early right now and try and give him space like you said.With a bit more time you should see when it would be time for a letter, but right now, it feels to me to be a bit early and he wouldnt respond to it well, it would push him away and it would make him feel like you are trying to manipulate him or push him into a place where he isnt ready to be.