posted February 17, 2016 09:57 AM            

I was very anxious and curious about something. I needed an honest answer. I am not looking for reassurance or comforting, just your honest reading of the cards, or whatever intuitive ways you use. I will be very grateful for that.

My question is, what will be the outcome of my education in college? Most probably by the end of this year, what what will be the condition of me in relation to my education? And will I have more stability or will there be more stress?

posted February 17, 2016 10:20 AM            

I've done a spread for you so hopefully this helps some.

Past: It looks like you have been having alot of work on your hands. This definitely tells me that you were stressed out with this. You could of been depressed too because this tells me you had alot of stuff to do and that you wish to take a break or break free from this.
10 of wands

Present: Hmm, I for the present, I could say that you are maybe spreading time alone with your self. Maybe you needed to get away from alot of times so you can do the things that you need to focus on. It could also mean trying to have peace in your life.

The high priestess

What is hidden: It looks like you dont know that you are able to get through this. You have the tools to get through anything and to be able to become what you want to be or just to be able to show your ability. To make things happen.

The magician

Obstacles/challenges: Usually I don't think this card is bad in a way. I thought it was always about happiness.. But since this card is about emotions... Maybe its telling you that you shouldn't let your emotions get in the way of how you want things to happen in your life. Dont let things stress you out. Try to be happy and have joy.
Ace of cups

Surroundings: Maybe things are falling down on you just like out of nowhere? Things in your life just seems to be a surprise to you or maybe around your school?
The tower

Advice: This will be a bit tricky to me so I hope this may help with what this part is saying to me. It looks like you're holding on to something.. It could be money or that you're afraid of some type of loss? It could also mean you are closed off to other people.. But I kinda feel like its about money.. (maybe)
4 of pentacles

Outcome: I guess from the advice up there, its telling me that you shouldn't hold on so tightly, because in the end you get the rewards that you have earned. So it could be anything that will make you feel happy and good. You will enjoy in the end.. If you take the advice.
9 of pentacles

posted February 17, 2016 12:58 PM            

Wow. Thank you so much ilovepoems, the reading really helped me and the cards are pretty accurate. I am glad about the outcome card, nine of pentacles.

It's true that it's hard go me to open up. I don't enjoy or like college. I'm not able to like it.

I've been feeling depressed and so bored in life recently. It feels like there's no progression, I'm being pushed into goals and so many conditions are set on me by my mother, and so many expectations from other people that I can't live up to. I always get discouraged by everyone. I just want to get away from all this, from my family and relatives, I want to escape them, and find people with similar thoughts as me, those that believe in spirituality, self love and care, instead of goals and society. The problem is that I have nowhere to go to.

No one knows me, and I have no one at all.

posted February 17, 2016 07:41 PM            

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Originally posted by soren:
Well I hope you find someone to take care and look after

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posted February 18, 2016 05:36 PM            

I think maybe we had an energy exchange because I felt really bad and bored before but now I feel good and more relaxed. So I'm really sorry about that.

Everything is real. Nothing is in your head. It's all alive.

I just wanted to tell someone that

posted February 18, 2016 07:12 PM            

Some flirt, while others fall to the diRrt.

posted February 19, 2016 12:50 PM            

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Originally posted by soren:
God has the ability to line up two random events happening, such as 2 people running into 2 other people so they meet. If the first 2 people just stayed in their house 30 seconds longer they wouldn't have met. I see the synchronisity (things happening that aren't just coincidence, but are more like the law of attraction) every day.

I think maybe we had an energy exchange because I felt really bad and bored before but now I feel good and more relaxed. So I'm really sorry about that.

Everything is real. Nothing is in your head. It's all alive.

I just wanted to tell someone that

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posted February 19, 2016 12:52 PM            

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Originally posted by soren:
God has the ability to line up two random events happening, such as 2 people running into 2 other people so they meet. If the first 2 people just stayed in their house 30 seconds longer they wouldn't have met. I see the synchronisity (things happening that aren't just coincidence, but are more like the law of attraction) every day.

I think maybe we had an energy exchange because I felt really bad and bored before but now I feel good and more relaxed. So I'm really sorry about that.

Everything is real. Nothing is in your head. It's all alive.

I just wanted to tell someone that

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posted February 19, 2016 10:12 PM            

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Originally posted by Orange:
are u still exchanging?

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Yes, I am. I would like to know if becoming an air hostess will be good for me? How will it go?

posted February 20, 2016 07:03 PM            

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Originally posted by Orange:
I have one question on my mind tonight, and it is - when will I finally cut the cord of my old relationship so that I can give a chance to my new love to blossom. I am stuck in the middle and tired of it.
Will I cut the cord, finally? I am afraid to leave my comfort zone.

brb with yours

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I used the diamond method using Osho zen tarot cards.

The issue - the mind. The problem is that you are being too logical right now instead of listening to your heart and intuition.

Internal influences you are unable to see - letting go. This means that deep down inside you want to move on and let go. This is what your heart is saying. This is what you want.

External influences that you are aware of - playfulness. I think that you think that moving on to a new relationship means being non practical and you are just afraid to climb on a new journey.

What is needed for resolution - the outsider. In order for the best outcome, and to go with your heart is to have courage and dare to go out of your comfort zone. The outsider, is someone who doesn't feel belonged or cozy, around people they know. The outsider feels out of place. It can be hard, but you will need to face and accept this fear. Because this feeling of being "the outsider" is only temporary.

Resolution: the understanding - innocence. Innocence has a lot to do with authenticity and innocent is how we usually feel whenever we are doing something new. This is what your heart wants deep down inside; to be innocent, to learn something new and being with someone new in a relationship, so that you can let go of what you already know, and everything you're used to, so that you can live innocently again by being in a new relationship/situation/person.