posted February 25, 2016 01:50 PM
Sorry for taking this long, here is your reading I pulled 10 cards in regards to love. I did Celtic Cross Spread.
1.First card represent your personality and how you approach to love: You are very firey, passionate, it seems you approach love situations with great force. It seems you are currently dissatisfied in regards to love, you are not enyoing yourself and feel overburdened.
2.Present obstacles: I feel you constantly feel you need to sacrife something to get who and what you want. But you also let a lot of opportunities get pass by you cause you were attached to the person who was not the best choice for you
3.Present Situation- You have difficulties with expressing yourself, as if you think no one will be interested in what you say or that you will maybe act as too emotional. Something is bringigng you down, you need to work on your confidence, the situation is not as bad as may seem.
4.Root of the matter- what made you feel this way is the appearance of a man (possibly water sign or dominant) and who is untrustworthy. I see him as selfish and not so honest to say al least. He made you feel bad about this all situation concerning love and relationships. It's not your fault, you can't change him, there is not a good wibe I'm feeling about him.
5. Past Influences- Seems that in the past you used to be happy, you were with the man of your dreams. At least you think he was the man of your dreams. He provided you warmth, comfort and stability. I think in the past you were happy in a relationship.
6. Influences in the near future-
You will go trough significant change in regards to love, you will possibly meet a new person. This card often shows marriage later in life, so I would say you'll get married but later ( I don't know how old are you now).
7. How will your attitude influence circumstances- You will be quite suspicious of others. You are in fear because you want to gain control over circumstances that can't be controled. This may prevent you from achieving what you want.
8. Views of others- they might think you want to hold them too tight (this is maybe the man you are in love). This card is ofering you advice that you have to make a decision based on your sense what is right, not trough the others opinion.
9. Fears and hopes- Eventually you want to gain emotional stability, this is very important for you. You want a relationship based on trust, flowing emotional connection. This card indicates a fulfillment of a dream. As we consider your dream of getting married, this is a strong yes.All your efforts and steady commitment will be revarded. This will be the time of the great happines and emotional fulfillment. This may come in 9 months from now, or September.(as the timing, take it with a pinch of salt)
10. Outcome- there is a stable mature man in your life that you'll marry. He seems to be quite wealthy, possibly an earth sign. He'll be steady, reliable and practical. He complets whatever he set his mind to. He'll be loyal to you, and you'll feel you can trust him. There will be a nice romance that would lead to a stable and happy marriage.
I hope this resonates, I did my best, it seems it will go well for you. Let me know what you think!