posted March 01, 2016 11:43 AM            

i have had nice reading and draw here from autumn 2015 from members. But as i am going under rough heavy transit pluto square pluto, transiting saturn in square to my ascendant, neptune square Midheaven and chiron square neptune, it's like a little bit too much to undergo for me, i am at low battery like never, feeling lost yet having some direction but i really doubt of the outcome since my country disregard highly any people coming from literature university even with Phd...but that's what i am good at so i am afraid of what i will do when i'll finish my degrees...and feel heartbroken etc...

at the moment, i can't relate with anyone, neither friends nor family, they don't understand me and are much more interested by their own life, they are fed up with me easily, and i feel they are forcing themself to come at me...i feel the same my way, so i have to keep going on inside the tunnel but too many years since no light in my sight...