posted March 12, 2016 01:08 PM            

What I wonder is why he did that I mean I don't get it how he feels about me, this was just weird...All I was trying to do was to help him and have a good time.

posted March 12, 2016 02:34 PM            

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Originally posted by Leonisces:
Ok so you gave me a reading about TQ. You said he does not stand well he is not energetically in a good place and that I should try to send him love. I did a few times, wished him well that he goes past trough all that is been bothering him. Yesterday we had conversation, and he called me crazy beacuse I believe in enery (I didn't told him that I was doing this) I just said something regarded to energy. We had a debate about it and he called me crazy as I am a believer of some kind of Sekta and he even claimed energy doesn't exist which is nonsense. He started to insult me and I insulted him also, anyway it was a HUDGE blow up, he even made me cry.
All I wanted to to is tto help him and be on good terms with him while he was acting crazy, wanted to check my messages on my phone, like who is that, he was tooking my phone. He knows I have anther guy now, as I got tired waiting for him.We are close neighbourds so he knows. He was asking me even who is that and he was behaving like he is my father. So now I don't even wanna talk to him I am so thrown out of balance. What made him do that? I don't get it why he doesn't like me, I was always nice to him and had the best intentions.

What I wonder is why he did that I mean I don't get it how he feels about me, this was just weird...All I was trying to do was to help him and have a good time.

If you have time to answer this, I'd be grateful.

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oh sweetheart, I am so sorry that this happened. What a dark place he is in to be saying all of these things to you, you must understand that! You trigger him. When people bring out deep emotions in us, it takes a very clear, conscious person to be able to navigate those emotions properly. Even I sometimes find it difficult to maintain composure around certain people that reveal the deepest emotions within myself... Certainly someone who is in a dark place and disconnected would be acting out of pure impulse. He feels bad, so he acts bad. He does not have the clarity to know that it is something within himself that makes him feel bad (at least he doesn't for the time being) so he blames it on you and will pick on anything he can grasp. From his lower state, of course he cannot perceive anything related to energy. My advise would be to allow yourself to heal from the personal pain that this has caused you. In a way, he has helped you, because he has shown you your vulnerabilities. If you were totally healed what he said would not have hurt you, you wouldn't have taken it personally because you would see so clearly that he is in darkness, and you would know it had nothing to do with you. So allow yourself to now heal those parts of you that you see are still wounded. In the meantime, you can pray for his welfare and send love and peace to his higher self. Something nice to do is to ask his higher self permission first "may I send you love and healing?"

It is quite an interesting thing when we have our emotions entangled with people that are in really low states... How do we deal with their outbreaks when we know that it is not them? When we can see their pain behind it? It's a confusing place to be in, and I deal with it too.. Just know that his behavior is no reflection of you, only of him. The only reflection of you is how you feel about it.

now let me pull some cards,
All of the cards I am pulling are signifying him being only involved with and concerned with materials and the material world. It seems that he is only getting his self worth, and judging others of their worth solely based off of what they have achieved materially. This is such a LOW, "reptilian-brain" level of consciousness.. Understand that he is there now because that is where he needs to be, but don't allow yourself to be pulled into it. He is feeling weak, worried, and powerless and perceives that material success is what is going to get him feeling whole again. You and I know, this is not true.. Could only be a temporary bandage on his feelings of inadequacy at best.
I am seeing it affirmed multiple times that he is lost in this material consciousness, and also that he is feeling worried, vulnerable, and defensive.. Remember these things next time you choose to interact with him..

posted March 12, 2016 02:55 PM            

The thing is I asked his higher self for approval before sendig him blessings and I got approval. The thing is I feel he could be in such a better state but I can't open his eyes. He was interested in what I had to say, he was listening but he didn't LISTEN what I was saying. He is not open enough to get what I was saying. I was so disappointed and knew there is no way to show him that.

I also felt he likes me but don't know what went wrong that he isn't interested anymore.

Yes I know, I will get past it, I am strong. I know that I have control of my feelings only, but sometimes it is so hard to realise and remeber that this is his reflection. Thank you for reminding me of that. I felt like he was doing injustice to me cause I couldn't explain him my point of view.