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posted April 18, 2016 01:21 PM            

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anyone?

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posted April 18, 2016 01:25 PM            

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posted April 18, 2016 01:27 PM            

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-Why do I feel so alone

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posted April 18, 2016 02:02 PM            

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you feel alone because there is a part of you that is never able to be touched by human connection. I feel you really longing for a human connection that you can fully open up all parts of yourself to, and I do see this coming to you.. But for now, there is a valuable lesson in this experience and it is to find that you are never alone even when you feel most alone.. And unfortunately, even human companionship is not always going to be able to take away this feeling of loneliness. My suggestion is to meditate and think of your guardian angels, your guru, your god, the universe, the inter-connectedness of us all (whatever resonates and makes sense with you). Connect in with your highest self, the part of you that was alive before you came into this body and the part of you that will be alive still once you die... Use this feeling of loneliness to find strength and connection even amidst the feeling that you are alone... We ALL feel lonely in this human experience, because we come here alone and we leave here alone.. and sometimes, due to circumstances, those feelings are highlighted and become quite painful. But please know that feeling of loneliness is an illusion...

Do your best to tap into your imagination here, imagine like when you were a child and your parents were ignoring you and you started giving personalities to your toys, the trees the flowers. You really are NEVER alone <3 <3

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posted April 18, 2016 02:49 PM            

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missblyss... you always answer my threads and you always tell me such kind words, which help me a lot... Im really thankful, and I will try my best to follow your advice because it feels really healing.. Its most healing to hear "lonelinness is an illusion" than "you are alone because you cant get no one to love you" or things like that

thank you so much, please tell me what can I do for you, if you want some reading or everything, Ill be glad to help you with anything

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posted April 18, 2016 03:10 PM            

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Originally posted by lilypad18:
missblyss... you always answer my threads and you always tell me such kind words, which help me a lot... Im really thankful, and I will try my best to follow your advice because it feels really healing.. Its most healing to hear "lonelinness is an illusion" than "you are alone because you cant get no one to love you" or things like that

thank you so much, please tell me what can I do for you, if you want some reading or everything, Ill be glad to help you with anything

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aww you are such a sweetheart <3 thank you love!!! I will ask, how will O feel when he sees me on Wednesday (first time we will be seeing each other in 7 months :O)

I am so glad if I am able to help you in any way. The only way I have some decent advice is because I have felt these feelings myself and those are some things that have helped me. I hope those negative feelings leave you soon

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posted April 18, 2016 03:50 PM            

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no need too thank me!

6 of wands - Rx judgement - Moon

I think he has been waiting a long time to see you and it will feel really good at first, he will feel "fireworks" when he sees you at first. As the hang out goes by, I think he will be really worried and he will keep on thinking you are mad at him, and that will make him really sad.. He will be confused, but not about his feelings, about yours and how YOU perceive him, because he will probably expect you to be more cherish, more happy, but you won't, and then he'll get worried... Also, all this worry will make him not enjoy the event, while it could have been a really nice moment because I think from your side there is good energy, but he will be confused.

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posted April 18, 2016 03:54 PM            

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harmonicvibes
yes, they went. I got 6 of Pents

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posted April 18, 2016 03:59 PM            

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Do you want me to pull for the sane question still?

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posted April 18, 2016 04:00 PM            

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Originally posted by harmonicvibes:
Do you want me to pull for the sane question still?

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nope, tell me: - What should I expect if I go into business with my uncle

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posted April 18, 2016 04:00 PM            

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no need too thank me!

[b]6 of wands - Rx judgement - Moon

I think he has been waiting a long time to see you and it will feel really good at first, he will feel "fireworks" when he sees you at first. As the hang out goes by, I think he will be really worried and he will keep on thinking you are mad at him, and that will make him really sad.. He will be confused, but not about his feelings, about yours and how YOU perceive him, because he will probably expect you to be more cherish, more happy, but you won't, and then he'll get worried... Also, all this worry will make him not enjoy the event, while it could have been a really nice moment because I think from your side there is good energy, but he will be confused. [/B]

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thanks so much sweetie! I will be sure to update you all once I am back

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posted April 18, 2016 04:02 PM            

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awesome! I'm nervous to see what will happen, and I hope everything goes well for you!

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posted April 18, 2016 04:40 PM            

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would you like to excahge again with me?
whats your Q?

- Id like to look into what has A been thinking about me now that we had a few texts since that day..
so basically now that the dust has settled?

thank you

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posted April 18, 2016 04:44 PM            

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@intuitive sure! I'll be right back with your question!

my Q: -What can you see if I accept the project that my uncle wants me to do? It's something creative and I'd sure enjoy it, but something is telling me not to do it... my uncles initials: CO

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My first reaction was yes it would be fun and really creative, I mostly feel that it may take up time you will need for something else, I feel like he may think he can rule your time as it suits him, giving you less space to say you cannot or have something else. He feels as though since its family "normal" rules of doing such things dont really apply. so this may be why you feel not to, I dont feel too much bad around this, but to be firm and stand your ground with him if you chose to do it.

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posted April 18, 2016 04:52 PM            

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Ace of Swords-The Fool-Rx 4 of Pents
What I see is that he is really enjoying talking with you, more than ever I could say. it seems that the conversations between the two of you are really interesting and stimulating for him, this is a really good sign. Also, I see him wanting to start something new with you, a new beginning, kinda like to forget about everything bad that has happened to you two and start again, and this is because of your texts and conversations. But, even if he wants to start again with you, he literally does not know what is the first step, and he may be trying to do things that he did before with you, trying to make them now to start again, but he doesn't realize that this isn't going to work. It's like that thing, if you want something new stop doing the same things, or something like that. There is intention but there isn't knowledge. Maybe he is too impulsive sometimes and a lil tensionate towards you, but it's def not bad

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posted April 18, 2016 04:54 PM            

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My first reaction was yes it would be fun and really creative, I mostly feel that it may take up time you will need for something else, I feel like he may think he can rule your time as it suits him, giving you less space to say you cannot or have something else. He feels as though since its family "normal" rules of doing such things dont really apply. so this may be why you feel not to, I dont feel too much bad around this, but to be firm and stand your ground with him if you chose to do it.

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hahahahahaha yes, that's probably it, it really makes sense now....

wanna exchange again?

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posted April 18, 2016 04:55 PM            

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lol how funny, how our energy changes readings. last time you saw him going his own way.. which made sense at the time.

What you wrote about trying things he did before to start new, it makes so much sense you have no idea.

many moons ago ( lol) he got under my skin by sending me songs, which is literarly what he did again after sucha long time of not doing it.

so yes it resonates.

thank you.

Im off to bed, but I can do more with you tomorrow/when I wake up.

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posted April 18, 2016 04:56 PM            

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hahahahaha I'm really happy it resonated

great, tomorrow then!

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posted April 18, 2016 04:59 PM            

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hahahahaha I'm really happy it resonated

great, tomorrow then!

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I literarly got your uncle going " But I am your uncle not somoene from the streets I thought you would help me "

lol good luck

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posted April 18, 2016 05:00 PM            

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hahahahahah that makes me laugh, it's so him. I could also say he feels entitled somehow to everything

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