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posted April 20, 2016 10:31 AM            

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<3

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posted April 20, 2016 10:43 AM            

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Best of luck, Missblyss. Let us know . Will he be able to match you?

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posted April 20, 2016 10:50 AM            

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sweetheart!! thank you SOOoooooOOoooOoo much <3 <3

I am really excited to see how things go! I will certainly keep you updated. My hopes are high, but I am also prepared for anything and won't be shaken by even the worse-case scenario...

your love and well-wishes are really meaningful to me thank you!

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posted April 20, 2016 10:56 AM            

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Good luck missblyss!
I wish all will turn out for the best!

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posted April 20, 2016 10:56 AM            

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posted April 20, 2016 10:57 AM            

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^
Haahahaahahahah
This is so sweet!

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posted April 20, 2016 10:59 AM            

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Good luck Missblyss hope everything goes as you dreamed

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posted April 20, 2016 11:03 AM            

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thank you my loves!!!

I know that he and I are not going to get back together now, I just KNOW that he is not in a place where I could feel comfortable allowing him back into my daughter and mine's life... BUT my biggest hope would be a shift in him.. a desire to start working to reunite with his true self, so that one day he could be the man of the house for BOTH my daughter and I again. I am patient, and if I see that shift I will gladly wait, but as far as anything happening now, I don't see a chance of it, because I will need to be proven that he is ready before I would allow it

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posted April 20, 2016 11:04 AM            

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hey girl! I hope everything goes well for you! my best wishes!

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posted April 20, 2016 11:05 AM            

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thank you!! not sure if any of you saw LeeLoo's post on my week in her Psychic case studies thread.. How insane that I "won" this reading from her, and the topic was the week of april 19-23, when I am visiting my ex from the 20th to the 23rd!!

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posted April 20, 2016 11:06 AM            

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LOVE
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KING OF PENTACLES KNIGHT OF PENTACLES 9 OF WANDS 3 OF WANDS KNIGHT OF SWORDS QUEEN OF WANDS

In love, the general theme of the week is…waiting. And getting ready. There is this strong, pervasive feeling that you are waiting for someone, for this King-Knight, or this King to turn into a Knight again, to abandon his throne where he is dozing in grapes perfume and bring the pentacle back to you, where it belongs. My feeling is that this King is from the past, but maybe he is just a mind/heart image you carry inside, this voluptuous, a little lazy King suddenly leaving a state in which he has the luxury to sit and think or dream and becoming young again, and put back on in his armor, and turn into a suitor ready to battle new battles for you. You are wounded in love, but not giving up, and this makes you stronger and more beautiful now and in fact you seem to be preparing for a battle, and you are ready for it. The first half of the week seems to be about waiting, and then for the second part, the rhythm changes, pentacles turn into wands and you will have the occasion to show yourself as the Queen of Wands that you are, charismatic, attractive, dazzling, to whoever Knight or King dares to visit you. The only problem I see here is that this King disguised as a Knight is going to make a proposal that looks more like the past than the future, while you are ready for a new path, despite being determined to keep what is gold, from the past, you still want it to be new uncharted territory, a new map, you want to be wooed in a different way. But the wands are very promising, in the end, and despite the friction here, and the fact that the results might not come this week, the rhythm changes and you will feel the fire and there is speed and movement by the end of the interval, and lots of passion filling the air.

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posted April 20, 2016 11:07 AM            

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I hope the visit will go well and your daughter will have some quality time with her father.

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posted April 20, 2016 12:12 PM            

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good luck! please tell us how it goes.

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posted April 20, 2016 12:40 PM            

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Nice, I hope it all turns out well! I wish you all the best!

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posted April 20, 2016 12:43 PM            

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Good luck, missblyss!

My unsolicited advice: don't focus on the things you don't like in him. We attract what we focus on, remember. Before you go make a prayer or set an intention that you expect the trip and your meeting to be pleasing and harmonious. You are more centered than he is, so your good vibes will prevail.

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posted April 20, 2016 03:21 PM            

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I will be sure to keep you all updated!!

and I appreciate your advise. It actually goes along with the revelations I was having in yoga class today... which essentially was, forget ALL the bad you or anyone else has done, by remembering it you bring it into the present. Allow them to recreate themselves every moment, allow yourself and others to usher in the highest aspects of yourself at all times without requiring to bear the chains of the past.

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posted April 20, 2016 05:44 PM            

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How did it go??

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posted April 20, 2016 05:49 PM            

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i haven't left yet. It is only 2:49 here, about to leave for the airport. won't get in over there until around 6 pm

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posted April 20, 2016 06:00 PM            

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I hope you have an enjoyable time!

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posted April 20, 2016 07:00 PM            

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Hope you have a great time and so happy you're feeling all better for this!

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posted April 20, 2016 07:13 PM            

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cant wait to hear

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posted April 20, 2016 07:29 PM            

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Good luck babe! Sending you nothing but the more pure energy to envelop you

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posted April 21, 2016 11:50 AM            

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Hey my loves

I wanted to offer you guys a brief update after the first interaction... But I don't even know what to say. It has just been weird and I don't feel my perception being so clear. He was nice, but I felt so very closed off around him.. It wasn't bad or obvious or rude, I was kind when we did talk, but i didn't have much desire to speak with him.

It's really, really weird to see him with out daughter. She hardly knows him, yet that is her dad. 95% of her life it has felt as if I am the only parent so I can't describe the feeling.will update more after today

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posted April 21, 2016 03:13 PM            

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This sounds good in a way. You were in control and with a clearer view of his significance in your life. More power to you!

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posted April 22, 2016 12:59 AM            

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Hey guys

So we spent one day together. My update is weird and not what I thought it would be. He has been nothing but nice to me, but for some obviously twisted reason it makes me feel like his feelings for me are really gone.: because he was so cruel to me before but it was always so obvious that he was just so emotionally effed over me that he would lose control..

I've never been with him and had it feel this way? There is no intensity. There is almost just nothing... Although he has been kind and looked at me with kindness.

The only other update is that his recent calls shows up on this big screen in his car and he is constantly on the phone with someone called "JLo" so I am assuming that is a woman? And they talk every time before he picks me up

I can't help but wonder if his feelings are wth her and that's why it feels so calm with me.

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