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Kitsune
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From: Toronto, ON
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posted May 16, 2016 02:52 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Kitsune     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I lost my brother to suicide last week and am still grieving the loss of my father and a past partner who all left in messier ways.

Currently making my way through an incredibly challenging school program on my own with a blossoming love developing.

Would anyone care to read and shine some light on my natal with transits? It would be much appreciated. Super happy to trade!

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Randall
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posted May 17, 2016 12:02 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Bump!

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Ceridwen
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posted May 17, 2016 12:18 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Oh God, I am so sorry about your loss. My condolences.

Unfortunately I can`t really do a reading. Well I notice that Tr Neptune is on your DESC, that can bring a lot of confusion, bewilderment and loss of life definition especially in terms of relationships and people you are close to.
(alternatively of course it can also bring a magical romance, but this is hard to say if you are in the midst of the transit)

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SparklingSag
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posted May 17, 2016 12:21 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Sending light and love!

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Magikaal
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posted May 17, 2016 08:36 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Magikaal     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I just wanted to say I'm so sorry for your loss.

As a preface, I'm not an expert, just a perennial student of astrology. I will keep looking at your chart, nothing immediately stood out except the Neptune near the Dsc and Jupiter near the Asc (just passed). I would have thought the Jupiter transiting your Asc would be a positive effect overall, expanding your self-image. Jupiter now transiting your first house would be a positive effect on you.

Mercury is currently transiting your 9th house which reflects your increased aspirations in the field of study. I would think that this is a good time to do this hard work, despite the other challenges in your life. But please take care of yourself in the meantime Then Mercury will move into the 10th house. Mercury in the 10th: excellent period for developing career and professional plans or strategies.

Challenges: Mars is transiting your IC. Mars was exact conjunct your IC (retrograde) around the 11th May. This transit could manifest as turmoil in the home and relationships, on a personal level, inner change of some sort. The aggressive nature of Mars energy does not blend well here from what I understand. On the positive side it could mean some sort of dynamic changes in the home like moving house. This would be a good way to use the energy. On the negative side it could mean turmoil in home/family relationships, if there are stressful aspects being triggered. I noticed transiting Nessus was making a square to your IC at this time (11th May). Mars will be retrograde for a couple of months and will transit your IC again around mid August. So hopefully you can find a way to use its energy constructively at that time.
Do you do anything physically demanding, like for hobbies? Just wondering.

Update: Saturn is transiting your 4th house. This may reflect a period of deep emotional re-structuring. Quote that I found: 'Old issues may resurface if they haven’t already been dealt with. Past attachments that have outworn their welcome may resurface. Saturn helps to break down any conditioning that restricts you from being the person you want to be – and the person you would like others to see.' I think that this reflects the inner work you're going through. Probably not pleasant but maybe think of it as laying a foundation for the future?

That's all I have for now. I hope this could be of some use/help. But please take with a grain of salt regardless. Sorry for the trouble you're going through.

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Condoowit
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posted May 17, 2016 10:05 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Condoowit     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Oh my, Kitsune. I am so sorry for your string of losses. I cannot offer a reading, and I don't even know why I clicked on your post, but I was guided to, maybe.

The only thing I can offer is that I think if you ask the Angels to bring you some comfort, they most certainly will. I have copied and pasted, below, specifically about Azrael.


Azrael is the “angel of death,” in the most beautiful and healing sense of the word. This is a far cry from the morbid image of a grim reaper stealing people away. Azrael, in contrast, is a grief counselor who lovingly guides souls to Heaven after their crossing. He then consoles the survivors and helps them heal from grief.Islamic theology holds that Azrael carries out God’s will for the souls of the deceased with profound reverence.

Azrael is sometimes confused with the similar-sounding name Azazael, who is considered a demon or fallen angel. Yet their personas, missions, and energies couldn’t be more different. Our Azrael is a pure and trustworthy being of God’s light.

When To Call On Archangel Azrael
Azrael helps with all aspects of loss, death, and transitions. If your heart is heavy with grief, call upon Azrael for healing and support. Loss can take many forms, and grief is the normal reaction to any kind of ending. Fortunately, Archangel Azrael is there to catch us whenever we fall.

regg
This is an excerpt from my book The Complete Encyclopedia of Angels:

image: http://blog.beliefnet.com/angelsonyourshoulder/files/2011/12/Azrael_thumb.jpg

AzraelAzrael’s name means “he who helps God,” or “messenger.” His duty is to help the God (or gods) of various religions. Azrael will help you release anything blocking your spiritual growth.

He is also the angel of death. His main job is to guide people through the death process. Azrael helps them feel safe and secure as they leave this life behind, taking care they don’t suffer as they are dying. He helps their spirits adjust to life on the other side. Azrael keeps track of every person who is born and then erases their names when they die. It is said that a leaf falls from the throne of God when it is time for a person to die. Azrael has forty days to collect their soul. He also comforts the grieving family, enfolding them with his huge wings and filling them with his love and healing energy. If you call upon him in a time of grief, he will actually absorb the emotional pain of loss so you can be happy again.


Read more at http://www.beliefnet.com/columnists/angelsonyourshoulder/2011/12/archangel-azrael.html#7gObROhOPxwppx1s.99

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Kitsune
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posted May 24, 2016 03:24 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Kitsune     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thanks for all your kind wishes and interpretations.

The recent mercury retro conjunct the sun ran roughshod over my poor brother's saturn in the 7th house the day he passed away. Before he shot himself he claimed there were things we didn't know about. With this aspect, I'd assume so.

As for neptune entering the 7th: I am currently in a romantic situation with someone for about two months now who has a sun conjunct my descendant -- so the person who suggested some form of romance was totally correct.

As for my saturn transit entering my 4th and recently conjunct mars, does anyone have an interpretation of that? I have rather odd family dynamics (narcissistic mother) and I'm noticing that I'm starting to trudge through a lot of garbage with that now that Saturn has entered my 4th/Sagittarius.

Saturn is also currently opposing my Venus, which I would assume would be somewhat awful but I've entered into the first relationship I've felt is both healthy and loving in nearly a decade. Is Saturn rewarding me for some sort of hard work, or is this just coincidence?

Thanks again all. <3

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