posted May 22, 2016 08:55 AM            

In the meantime leave me your question

posted May 22, 2016 11:11 AM            

What kind of "epiphany" or insight had P about me last sunday, that justifies his weird behaviour this week?

EDIT
I promise I will eventually get "normal" again, but I am just very publicly processing things. I always seem to do on here, but this time it felt like the last meeting had sort of earth-quake-measures. and he seems to have been overly and irrationally affected by something that was not really that big on a surface level. lol

posted May 22, 2016 11:13 AM            

Queen of Cups - Knight of Swords - Star

posted May 22, 2016 11:30 AM            

Queen of Swords, 3 of Swords, Three of Pents, The Star, page of cups

clarified by; the devil, king of swords, nine of wands

I think the spread refers to keeping to yourself or being distant. The star is far reaching. The 9 also makes me think of defensive. I think the spread also highlights the attraction. I think that he is worried about something, and isnt sure on what to do, but I also think he is reflecting on things(the page looking at the water). Maybe thinks you are distant?

Does any of this makes sense?

posted May 22, 2016 11:36 AM            

Thank you for the reading, I will let you know. Yes it was a man meant to visit me. I will call them in the morning, its pretty short notice so they will probably be angry

If you have any more let me know

Pls dnt quote might edit later

posted May 22, 2016 11:40 AM            

He might not have so much insights about me as a person (still the Queen of Swords, right here. Independent, unyielding, intelligent but also guarded somehow), but it seems he is having some insight into HIS feelings about me (of whose the spread is very clear Devil+ Page of Cups for example) but maybe even more so what it could mean in his life (3 of swords clarified by Devil speaks VOLUMES), and while feelings are there Star and Page of cups, he is sort of very defensive, trying to regain control over his own feelings again. And yes, funny enough with the reflecting, that much was clear.
And interestingly I was distant yesterday, as not present on his concert, which I sort of let him know before.

And funny enough last night just when the concert started he was posting a video in real-time, just as the concert was going on from one of the first songs "for all who can`t be here today", which of course is directed to ALL Who weren`t there last night. But since we had tha conversation and he had been having his eruption on facebook, directly related to the talk my aquaintances and me had with him, well I am among those all who weren`t there.

The song he chose to post that video from is purely coincidental I guess, but I just mention it because you mention the page looking at the water. The song having been "I follow rivers". lol

posted May 22, 2016 11:44 AM            

quote:

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Originally posted by VacantGazer:
Ceri, you dont need to explain yourself to me or anyone

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I know. but I want to. Maybe mostly to explain to myself.
I know that I must come across as totally obsessing here, but that is the way my mind processes things, I guess the tightest midpoint picture in my chart Moon=Mercury/Pluto shows.

posted May 22, 2016 11:46 AM            

Stop putting nice songs in my head

posted May 22, 2016 11:54 AM            

Will be back in a moment.

T hasnt spoken to me in a couple days, did I upset him? I think I might have annoyed him on Thursday.

Will be back soon with yours.

Pls dont quote might

posted May 22, 2016 11:57 AM            

Well, if you actually did upset him, then he might have been upset about the depth and strength of his emotional response to you? Like you REALLY got under his skin wiht something you said and now it feels like everything is going to change so quickly, and he`s helpless to resist the pull whereever it may lead?

posted May 22, 2016 12:10 PM            

The Hermit, 3 swords, 8 wands, knight of pents, 3 of wands

clarified by; the sun, temperance, ace swords

I think you will bring to it alot of knowledge, you might be nervous and reserved at the start but I think this is more how you think you are coming across rather than how you actually are. I think it will be balanced, and you will show that you clearly know what you are talking about. I think the cards showing you taking your time to deliver the message. It might bring more opportunity to you, people will take notice i think. So I think it is worst in your head thank it actually is.

Let me know how it goes.

posted May 22, 2016 12:15 PM            

This knight of wands keeps coming up

let me know if you have any more

Pls dnt quote might edit later

posted May 22, 2016 12:34 PM            

(well in P`s case the fullmoon was squaring his nodal axis, Priapus and Eros/Psyche-mp exact).

I would be curious to learn what P thinks I think of or feel for him?

posted May 22, 2016 12:37 PM            

brb

posted May 22, 2016 12:38 PM            

brb

posted May 22, 2016 01:04 PM            

For me the fullMoon was conjunct/opposite my Amor on 1 Sag, and possibly in orb for my Mars on 5 Sag, and LIEBE (german word for love) is on 00 Sag for me. might have been in orb for a square to BML as well, well widish, 3-4 degrees, but since this is a lunar object, hmmm.

(oh that means it was activating `s Priapus conjunct my BML )

brb with your question

EDIT
Interestingly enough it seems like the first meeting chart was responding to transits as well (is it like a real relationship chart?) , well in the fmc Sun is on 1 Gemini.

posted May 22, 2016 01:05 PM            

The star popped up while shuffling

knight of cups, ten of swords, the lovers, judgment, the empress

clarififed by; 5 swords, 7 wands, queen wands

This spread confused me Ceri. Let me know your thoughts.

I think he thinks you feel there is a connection there on many levels(emotionally/intellectual etc..) and that maybe it upset you before and you struggled with it. I think he does feel that you care alot about him. I think he thinks he has made an impact, but i also have the feeling he is not 100% sure on what you think of him like he doubts himself on that. There is this distant card again(the star for me the main theme of the spread), and the lovers with the man making up his mind. So I think he thinks things but isnt 100% confident with his conclusion.

Let me know your thoughts

Pls dont quote might edit later

posted May 22, 2016 01:21 PM            

clarified by 7 of pents - Death - 3 of pentacles

Trying it out in your method, so I hope i am not too off.

I think he views you as a very tempting, stronng and sensual woman, but also that you are strongly attracted to him in very erotic ways. That especially in the beginning you were investing a lot of patience and time, because you felt it was worth it and feeling that completeness, joy and beauty around him (maybe also feeling beautiful through him).

But in the centre the Queen of Wands, clarified by Death - that you and your passionate feelings for him are in a stage of transition, maybe he fears they are actually dying, or just transforming, whatever it is they get more and more intense.

However with the last 3 cards I see that he thinks that either you donīt see him like he is, or that you feel you have options and need to make a decision, possibly a very painful decision about ending this relationship, or doing something drastic, just get the feeling from the 10 of swords he feels like you feel that something is really going wrong and maybe feel hopeless about how to proceed. However with the 3 of pentacles clarifying you are keeping the lines of communication open and are more than willing to work on this together with him, so you can build something worthwile even though it may take time.

That was actually fun.

posted May 22, 2016 01:28 PM            

Yes that would be nice, do you have a question as well?