posted July 01, 2016 01:15 PM            

I'll do a reading for you.

clover, book, rider, fish, man

With clover shadowing man (E) I feel there is luck and a progression happening still is this relationship. The book is showing that he may tell you how he feels (the rider) next to fish and then shadowing man is showing good feelings around him. Hope this helps a little.

posted July 01, 2016 01:19 PM            

I'll do a spread for you within an hour, would appreciate an exchange as well, but I'll leave my question after posting yours

UPD I did a wheel, and it came out as follows

the present: 9 pents
past obstacles: the hermit
hidden influences: 3 swords
future influences: the fool
synthesis: King of Cups

In the first place what I see is that you're completely overwhelmed by all things feelings and seem to ignore pretty much everything else. As if you were nothing but your heart. Plus you're obviously in a lot of pain. I used the deviant moon deck, so what I love about this version of 3 swords is that the doll in the image is standing on 3 legs not 2, so you do have some core strength in you to keep you going, however implausible this might seem.

Over to him, I'd say it looks like he does seem to have all he wants/needs in his life, and a certain contentment on top, as if he were actually relishing his every day. The Hermit indicates that the alientation started taking place a while ago, as if he had started to feel on his own way before telling you it's over. He changed, having realised something about himself. [While I still think the way he went about it all is pretty disgusting]

The point here however is that in a while none of this will matter to you anymore, you will be soaring on top of it, free and in full possession of your heart and soul.

Please note that this is not a prediction per se, rather the way my cards show the lines of flux/the dynamic of the situation.

I would recommend praying to Archangel Michael just in case to cut the soul cords (you can google what you have to do) if there are any it should help. And watch something along the lines of the early seasons of Supernatural, I wish I had been aware of that option when I was in a place a bit like yours.

At this let me wish you the best of luck

My best,
L x

posted July 01, 2016 04:25 PM            

I did a reading for you and got the 5 of pentacles,
the hierophant
3 of pentacles.

I don't think its over. I think right now, he feels he needs to do the right thing in the present whether its making things official or moving onto finding a concrete relationship or dating( seeing how the 5 of pentacles suggest you are have been struggling the with sistuation in the past.) With the 3 of pentacles in the future, I feel you are both moving towards a better place, perhaps with the help of another person? Both the hiero and the 3 of pentacles have to do with the church, so maybe you'll get a little help from the past.

I was hoping to see if you saw any improvement between Jacob and I. He contacted me out of the blue a few days ago just to say hi.

(This was what you posted about our relationship last time)
Hum... I don't feel is such a simple situation here. There are very mixed energies around you both and it seems that you experienced a real "knock-out" this time due to insensivity on handling matters on his part... It's not that he is insensitive to you, he just wants to keep the emotional distance. And I do feel he will come around again, perhaps trying a more friendly/detached approach, but he might eventually try something more intimate with you. I don't feel commitment though... Not that there isn't potential for this connection to grow into a committed one, but it would take a lot of time and sacrifice on your part. This guy deals with matters of the heart more with his mind than with his own heart.
That's the kind of vibe that I'm getting, but I might be wrong, of course.
Please let me know and all the best!

posted July 01, 2016 06:30 PM            

Thank you so much for your kind replies. I really apreciatte your help so much.

posted July 02, 2016 02:43 PM            

Poochycat,

At the moment, what I immediately get is "space". He wishes to focus on himself and other things. With that said, it doesn't mean that he doesn't value you and I do still feel there is progression to come between you both. I got the 6 of cups too, which talks of past loves. But please don't wait for him, live your life as you would normally... He can be a bit stubborn in his ideas and takes a while to change his behaviours. Once he sees you focused in other areas of your life, I feel that's when he might come with a closer approach to you. I'm not really getting a serious relationship between you both though, as in I don't see commitment yet.

As per J. and B., hum... I'm sorry if this is not what you'd like to hear but I'm actually getting a very good connection between them both, at least at the moment. One of the strong aspects of their relationship is communication and they feel quite connected to one another on a soul level. He feels almost as her protector and he likes it that way. I don't see any major obstacles coming in the near future. Additionally I got the Ace of cups.

posted July 02, 2016 03:21 PM            

It feels to me that this relationship will never be the same after previous events. It doesn't mean it will be better or worse, just different. There is a looot of hidden hurts and feelings between you guys... A lot of unspoken words and issues that haven't been properly solved. I am getting you feeling more relieved about this situation in the near future though, so there's a small breakthrough coming... There will be a moment of openness between you guys, which will allow you to feel more resolved about him. He will not disappear from your life soon, in fact there is slow progression when it comes to your closeness. But it's something that might take months honestly. In spite of everything, there is still desire on both parts to be in each others life, so that will be your fuel.

posted July 02, 2016 03:54 PM            

Poochycat, I can't really say much as it's a future-oriented reading, we'll see. He has been telling me things, but I don't always feel he is honest and clear about the way he is feeling, his reasonings etc... I don't feel he is lying, but might be distorting things a little so his attitudes towards me don't look so bad. It's still very early in the game though, this only happened yesterday, so there's more to come, most likely.

Andstuff, you're 100% accuratte. That was even something that I was actually reflecting upon yesterday... How can I be "all heart" after everything that has happened, how can other people stay detached from their feelings and heart's desires... I understand that it's still very early for me to feel detached from the situation, it will be a process, but those were just some thoughts on my mind. You're also right about my strength, I can feel it and I felt a real shift happening in that throughout the past month. Maybe it was preparing me for this. It's not that I was not strong before, which I already was, but this feels to me as a more assertive strength, if that makes sense.
I'm sure you're right about him too, he feels to me to be pretty comfortable in where he is, although not completely happy with some aspects of his life. He is not in a bad state, and certainly not as broken as me.
I do hope you're right about the future, from the bottom of my heart. I'm an extremelly sensitive and profound person, who feels things very deeply... Some of my past experiences took me a while to get over. This was probably the most intense experience I've ever had with someone and I'm afraid of how long it might take me to overcome it, given that fact. But I will push through, no matter what, and I will always fight for my happiness. Thanks for your advice, I will take a look at that. x

Saille, yes, he might be looking for something more serious and thinks he can't have that with me, who knows... He told me he doesn't want to be with anyone at the moment, but sometimes what he says doesn't exactly correspond the truth. Yes, the struggles with that have always been present. What do you mean by a little help from the past? A person from the past?

posted July 02, 2016 05:02 PM            

Sorry I couldn't be more accurate for you and thank you so much for my reading! No need to feel sorry for myself and J. I am slowly losing my romantic feelings for him and it is becoming more a friendship. He did say that he would like to be friends. I am seeing him tomorrow for a coffee date even though he is getting very serious with B. I would like those two to connect.

posted July 02, 2016 05:11 PM            

Thanks for providing feedback, much appreciated

posted July 03, 2016 04:25 PM            

Thank for the reading. I don't even remember writing someone from the past, so maybe the tarot was doing it for me. But with the 3 of pentacles, is about working with another person for the better, so I am thinking someone will come into your relationship not like a 3 of swords but perhaps a mutual friend that might make things clear for both of you.