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posted July 11, 2016 04:11 PM            

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How are you doing? I wanted to check in on you because I know you are going thru a tough time right now.

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posted July 11, 2016 05:18 PM            

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Thanks for asking, dear girl.
TR Saturn on my Moon has been brutal, indeed. Lost my puppies, which were like kids to me, and my romantic love suffered an ending, too, all at the same time.
Im getting out of the swamp, thou. Definitely feeling better these days -)

How has your love life been? Heard from the L. guy yet?

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posted July 11, 2016 06:00 PM            

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So sorry to hear about everything hitting at once...that sucks! Loss of our dogs is never easy, I lost mine in March. Now I still have 4 more but she was my soul mate and losing her was losing a piece of myself.

Yes he poked me on Fb yesterday but being very odd as we started talking today... won't friend me and when I jokingly asked if he had replaced me, he completely bypassed the question. Which is answer enough I guess. Not sure why he reached out then

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posted July 11, 2016 06:06 PM            

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that is very strange, did he ever answer why he blocked you? That's childish and irresponsible....Was he the one who re-started the talking?

I just asked - How L. feels about you - and the cards are kinda gloomy to be honest, but then again, he started talking again, so who knows....
The cards regarding his feelings are
Child- Tower- Coffin

hmmm

edit:
I now pulled to see - what will happen next between you two

Lilly - Snake - Clover

I think the reason he resumed the talk is because he finds you sexy and he kinda wants some action, I guess.. But, listen, it seems it is only a temporary get-together, as Clover spells a short lived connection.
Who knows...

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posted July 11, 2016 06:09 PM            

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meant to ask you, in what circumstances did you lose your dog? I have my male dog here with me but I miss my girl's Flori personality. I dont even want to think of her last 10 days locked in the pound before she was forcibly euthanized, especially the last minutes when they dragged her thru the corridor towards the death chamber... she proly thought I abandoned her

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posted July 11, 2016 06:37 PM            

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Chloe was 12, had stopped eating so I took her to the vet and had her euthanized. I wonder every day if I should have had tests ran. Life expectancy for her breed though was 8 to 10 years. I have her ashes in my bedroom. My heart aches for your circumstances.... but I can promise she knew you loved her and she is looking down on you now and has no ill towards you. Dogs know who loves them and she doesn't blame you. Take some relief in that. You will see her again one day and it will be a happy reunion

He reached out to me first. But just being odd...so I don't know. I just don't know how I feel anymore, I feel guarded with him now after so much and I think he feels the same maybe. And maybe there is someone else for him now. I won't ask to see him and won't give 100% like I did before until he proves why he is back.

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posted July 11, 2016 07:41 PM            

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Did he say why?

Thanks for sharing your story about Chloe and for the nice words, dusti

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posted July 11, 2016 08:10 PM            

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No he didn't and when I asked if he replaced me, he didn't answer either....so who knows.

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posted July 12, 2016 09:31 PM            

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So I'm very hurt and very confused.. I mistyled that I did someone new Saturday night but meant something new Saturday. He came back with since we were being honest, he got 2 blow jobs from someone while we were split up. It was 2 weeks!! I'm in shock and so hurt and don't know what to think or do. How can be claim to care about me and do that??

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posted July 12, 2016 10:21 PM            

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so you told him by mistake ( or by misspelling) that you "did someone on Saturday" but what you meant to say was "did something on Saturday", and he thought that you actually had sex with someone, immediately blocked you, disconnected from you and went and got two blow jobs from someone else, and whoknows what else he did to her...

ahhhh

mystery solved

I can tell you there are no feelings of care for you here, hun. Move on. You'll find someone else, you do easily attract mates.

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posted July 13, 2016 07:50 AM            

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No I easily attract losers. Lol

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posted July 13, 2016 10:12 AM            

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same here...lol

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posted July 13, 2016 03:36 PM            

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it's very frustrating!

And no I know L is just not the right person for me. My head is 100% on board, my heart is 80% there. Then today he blocked me again for a stupid reason and I just can't do that crap anymore. He needs to grow up...I need to remember that I'm too good of a woman for that

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posted July 13, 2016 03:41 PM            

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why did he block you again?
Oh, this man is so immature, and maybe overly sensitive, and probably too controlling. You've been disproportionally patient with him

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posted July 13, 2016 06:02 PM            

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Because I jokingly asked if he was ignoring me...he works midnights and guess he was trying to sleep. He normally says good night but this morning I was supposed to know that because it was an hour and a half earlier than usual. Yeah I can't do his roller coaster anymore and just told him that and that I feel like I can't do anything right with him and that's not a feeling I will do anymore

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