posted July 14, 2016 09:19 AM            

She suddenly popped my mind today, and I was wondering if she'll contact me somehow this summer?

thanks

posted July 14, 2016 09:29 AM            

Hmm, even if she might want to, I donīt think it`s likely, or will take a long time.

posted July 14, 2016 09:32 AM            

Something along the lines of trust your gut and intuition in that everything will turn out fine. Also, to make the changes you want, you have to do them urself, start them yourself

posted July 14, 2016 09:33 AM            

9 of swords - 7 of pentacles - 4 of pents

posted July 14, 2016 09:35 AM            

in any case, her bad, I would react really well since I kinda miss her

posted July 14, 2016 09:52 AM            

My question?
Will P contact me somehow?

posted July 14, 2016 02:54 PM            

Ceri, could I ask you for a little help with a spread? Well its actually more than one. Whenever I ask my cards about my exa feeling 4 of cups keeps on consistently appearing, like, 99% of the times. Along with other cards too, such as 9 of pents or Judgement for example. Does 4 C mean he is bored from his feelings for me? Apathy, not feeling anything for me, etc. The last spread was full of swords, Ace, page and king

posted July 14, 2016 05:45 PM            

Hmm it depends I guess. 4 of cups CAN be about apathy, withdrawing, especially IN a relationship.
In most cases however to me it represents taking a time out to ponder about things, maybe daydream, maybe mope about something. It is the card before the 5 of cups, the real regrets and sadness over an emotional loss. And I thin in the 4 of cups the awareness dawns that the party is over (3 of cups), and that you might have lost something precious. More a card of melancholy and pondering than really apathy most of the times, even though it could look like it on the outside. There is also the cup being offered the guy does not see, so possibly an inability to see the good that is still there (which is also a theme in the 5 of cups).

With the Judgement I think it points to reevaluation and analyzing the past failures or mistakes, and maybe coming to decision if it is really dead or can be revived. 9 of pentacles is an alone-card, too, though in a more content way, however most of the time it almost seems like a personality card for a woman to me. So it might represent you in his ees.

posted July 14, 2016 06:32 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
my question:
Why did P change his profile picture?

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thanks for the answer!

7 of Pents. fool. 2 cups. 9 wands

posted July 14, 2016 06:50 PM            

But even more so he put up an old picture of him from the production of last year where he played Judas. And well when he first put it online in january, I very impulsively commented on it (or him?) looking good (which probably was the first time I ever let something like that slip and even so much as hinted at that I might find him goodlooking I am not exactly demonstrative that way. lol) and he responded to my comment by posting three of these smileys here.
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I thought that was cute back then and well, it just surprised me that from all possible pictures he picked this one, especially since it is like over half a year old, but I guess I am not the only one who liked the picture.

Well he also just today announced the approaching ending of the summerbreak (of his podcasts with his best friend). The break was not even 2 weeks. lol

And it almost seems like he got used to have a short convo with me at least once a week, usually mid-end of the week. It jsut baffles me a little, as it has almost become like some kind of ritual. It`s never really deep stuff or long chat, well unless we count the musings about the nature of love of course.

I guess I am going to fry in hell for this. *sighs*
But then again, it`s just talking. It`s not romantic, so it can`t be considered immoral or cheating, right?