posted July 16, 2016 06:22 AM            

I remember my commitments and I'll keep my promises, but I still have this thing that feels unfinished

So my love from several years ago started emailing me for no reason out of the blue saying all manner of wishy washy trash. I was kind of casual and whatnot and after I told him I wish him love and happiness (which I did) he suddenly went silent as if I had hurt him or something

I feel something still hanging in the air and its pointless trying to deny whatever we had was lovely for what it was worth, I just still feel disturbed for some reason.

What's really going on? Did I do the right thing?

Will someone cool enter my life in the future I won't have to compare to this phantom of the past? Because so far I've been dismissive about dating and relationships because whatever, there was no intensity, no beauty, felt pointless