posted August 11, 2016 03:39 PM            

Seriously, what is he feeling about me at the moment?

posted August 11, 2016 03:46 PM            

Did u make him mad or smthing? If not, he isn't feeling quite well towards you. Maybe he has some problems, or the problem may be with u if u guys had some kind of disagreement, and he ATM isn't feeling anything for you. He's focused completely on himself. I get the feeling he is isolated rn on purpose to define every aspect of his life, and that includes his friendship with you too, but I ain't sure if he gives that friendship as much relevance as others matters, for example job or family or things like that

posted August 11, 2016 03:54 PM            

4 of swords - hanged man clarif by King of cups - world clarif by the fool - Justice
The cards are talking about relaxed and calm feelings. Maybe something that came from ur part had him, like, open his eyes about some matter or see another perspective, another point of view, which made him feel better and calmer about THAT matter in his life, maybe he was worried about that and u like calmed him. Balanced him, even if it wasn't ur intention. And I get him enjoying those feelings of calmness AND some warm feeling also directed towards you, like "I'm so glad I know this woman in my life", and those kind of feelings

posted August 11, 2016 03:56 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
10 of pentacles - 10 of swords - Knight of cups.

Hmm weird spread. it`s like his feelings are ocmpletely changing. Like he once felt a stable connection to you, but that this died, and in a not so pleasant way. LIke nothing of the old remained, but instead there is a surge of something else, which is positive? Maybe he felt like you were almost like family, but this died in him, but now he feels more romantic passion?

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posted August 11, 2016 04:03 PM            

Anyway I did get the feeling that I have almost a calming influence on him, and last weekend, while on the first evening he was so stressed out and almost seemed to wanting to block me out, though at the same time clearly noticed me, and yes then I got a feeling like I had done something or that he felt uncomfortable maybe? But could have been some other reason, maybe did not have anyhting to do with me at all.

But the night after that the performance, it was like he hardly could keep his eyes from me, and while I am sometimes seemingly providing an anchor for actors, he did so too during taking the bows, and well if he had been really mad with me, I don`t think he would have smiled at me so warmly.

However, what I do think is that he must have figured out that I like him and am just supportive of him, and well nope, I am not going to disappear again (as I`ve done in recent times when we were approaching this "crossroad" or point in the road in our interaction, as yes we`ve been there before, almost, and everytime I turned around and left for several months, just to end up there again. lol But Iīve changed, and maybe he figured that out by now, and we are just approaching a stage of "okay-ness".)

I do think he likes me, at least a little, even if just because I appreciate his art maybe. lol

Though I still think it was sweet of him to sing this song practially towards me, just after I had told him it was my favourite.
This just did not feel like the act of someone who is mad with me, you know?

posted August 11, 2016 04:04 PM            

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Originally posted by lilypad18:
so, does this mean he has some feelings for me?

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posted August 11, 2016 04:08 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Sounds arrogant maybe, but yes it resonates. Though I probably can tell you after tomorrow, if I might be misjudging. lol

Anyway I did get the feeling that I have almost a calming influence on him, and last weekend, while on the first evening he was so stressed out and almost seemed to wanting to block me out, though at the same time clearly noticed me, and yes then I got a feeling like I had done something or that he felt uncomfortable maybe? But could have been some other reason, maybe did not have anyhting to do with me at all.

But the night after that the performance, it was like he hardly could keep his eyes from me, and while I am sometimes seemingly providing an anchor for actors, he did so too during taking the bows, and well if he had been really mad with me, I don`t think he would have smiled at me so warmly.

However, what I do think is that he must have figured out that I like him and am just supportive of him, and well nope, I am not going to disappear again (as I`ve done in recent times when we were approaching this "crossroad" or point in the road in our interaction, as yes we`ve been there before, almost, and everytime I turned around and left for several months, just to end up there again. lol But Iīve changed, and maybe he figured that out by now, and we are just approaching a stage of "okay-ness".)

I do think he likes me, at least a little, even if just because I appreciate his art maybe. lol

Though I still think it was sweet of him to sing this song practially towards me, just after I had told him it was my favourite.
This just did not feel like the act of someone who is mad with me, you know?

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yeah I totally get ya, that warm smile he directed towards you really seems to fit the one the king of cups has in my cards hahahah

I'm really happy Ceri that u are starting an okay was with this man Hahahaah btw, if this man is the protagonist I saw in a link u posted here for a theatre trailer, then girl I love ur taste in men hahahahahah

posted August 11, 2016 04:09 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Yes, Very strong ones in fact I think, and now they are getting passionate and romantic, too.

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posted August 11, 2016 04:10 PM            

All because I did not trust my own gut instincts and feelings!!!

posted August 11, 2016 04:12 PM            

But just imagine to not trust them, and then later down the road realizing you both would have wanted the same thing, felt attracted but your lack of faith made you go separate ways again.

posted August 11, 2016 04:14 PM            

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Originally posted by lilypad18:
of course it's not too late! and I'll have another opportunity with another man too, that's for sure!

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Yes.