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Topic: In my Feels exchanges
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MillyX
Knowflake Posts: 2005
From: canada
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted August 31, 2016 12:05 AM
  
Tonight is the night I feel some type of way. Will exchange for an hour or so before going to bed. My Q: How does Sean feel about how things have turned out between me and him?
I feel upset but I am going with my head and am trying to move on.
(If anyone is intuitive, please post anything you pick up from him when it comes to me) You can post your Q or I could do astrology natal readings or solar and progressed charts (its more my specialty). CLOSED going to catch some Zzz IP: Logged |
luckystar25
Knowflake Posts: 521
From: Boston ma
Registered: Oct 2015
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posted August 31, 2016 12:45 AM
Doing yours now , what is c.s thinking and feeling about me and what will happen with us while he's home?IP: Logged |
LostTaurus
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From: Conway, AR, USA
Registered: Jan 2014
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posted August 31, 2016 12:47 AM
Sad. I don't sense any bitterness or anger at all; just...sadness. And a sort of shell-shocked. He seems to be 'sorting through' a lot with regard to it all right now. Numb, confused. Trying to discern his own role in it. He seems like a good guy, and he clearly cares about you. I'm sorry things didn't work out. IP: Logged |
luckystar25
Knowflake Posts: 521
From: Boston ma
Registered: Oct 2015
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posted August 31, 2016 12:48 AM
I do see you having been feel stuck and stagnant with him ever since things randomly changed with the both of you like out of the blue..I do see that he feels this primal connection to you and feels connected to you no matter how far you both are from one another because it's a spiritual connection hes your tf IP: Logged |
MillyX
Knowflake Posts: 2005
From: canada
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted August 31, 2016 12:54 AM
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Originally posted by LostTaurus:
Sad. I don't sense any bitterness or anger at all; just...sadness. And a sort of shell-shocked. He seems to be 'sorting through' a lot with regard to it all right now. Numb, confused. Trying to discern his own role in it. He seems like a good guy, and he clearly cares about you. I'm sorry things didn't work out.
Thank you. Oh he had a HUGE role in this. It's hard for me to believe that he cares about me. Last time we talked, I was drunk and told him EVERYTHING. I told him that I truly loved him that I cared about him and wanted to be with him. What does he do? Tells me to go away, saying he never loved me, accuses me of sleeping around. Basically, throughout it all he was VERY disrespectful to me but something kept making me go back. And I'm angry at myself and at him. Angry that I loved and cared so much for someone who clearly does not love me. I'm venting right now. Do you want a reading in exchange? IP: Logged |
cherful24
Knowflake Posts: 5418
From: chicago, il
Registered: Mar 2012
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posted August 31, 2016 12:54 AM
Oh! Can I have an astro reading please!? September 5th 1978 born at 8:36 p.m. in Winfield IllinoisI would love to know what you see for this upcoming year for me. Or if you want to make it simple I'm looking for a new job and I really wanna know if I'm going to be moving out of Chicago to accept this job and if you might know where or what state or what region of the country would be in. I will be right back with yours IP: Logged |
cherful24
Knowflake Posts: 5418
From: chicago, il
Registered: Mar 2012
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posted August 31, 2016 12:56 AM
IFunny I also got that he was sad towards you . But also maybe a bit upset and a bit distant towards you. He seems to be protecting himself. Did you do something like break up with him or get him angry because he seems to be protecting himself against some hurts that you might have caused him. Does that resonate? But like I see that he truly does want to talk with you. And I do believe you two will talk. But I don't see a relationship. So I don't know if this was a relationship if you're hoping for a relationship or to get him back. But I don't see that he could do that right now. But he still has his heart towards you. So he's never going to hate you. He will move on from this issue. And I still see him in your lifeEdit... I read the whole thing you posted and I see that he wasn't it. I'm sorry didn't work out. But he seems to be blaming you. Let me know if any of this resonates ... What I'm not clear on is why you are mad IP: Logged |
LostTaurus
Knowflake Posts: 1836
From: Conway, AR, USA
Registered: Jan 2014
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posted August 31, 2016 12:58 AM
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Originally posted by MillyX:
Thank you. Oh he had a HUGE role in this. It's hard for me to believe that he cares about me. Last time we talked, I was drunk and told him EVERYTHING. I told him that I truly loved him that I cared about him and wanted to be with him. What does he do? Tells me to go away, saying he never loved me, accuses me of sleeping around. Basically, throughout it all he was VERY disrespectful to me but something kept making me go back. And I'm angry at myself and at him. Angry that I loved and cared so much for someone who clearly does not love me. I'm venting right now. Do you want a reading in exchange?
Hmm...very strange: these senses came through really clearly. I'm sorry it wasn't helpful. No, no reading needed, but thank you. Just felt compelled to respond to this thread. IP: Logged |
MillyX
Knowflake Posts: 2005
From: canada
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted August 31, 2016 12:59 AM
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Originally posted by luckystar25:
Doing yours now , what is c.s thinking and feeling about me and what will happen with us while he's home?
What does he think and feel about you: 10 of diamonds, queen of diamonds, queen of wands He sees you as a stable woman. Someone who has her life together. He also thinks that you are very attractive. You're his physical type. What will happen between you 2 when he comes home: 7 of diamonds, 9 of clubs, Queen of Pents For now, I don't see much happening between you two or developing when he comes back. More like a wait and see type of thing, go with the flow. One of you will be feeling quite defensive or want to be on their own for a while. IP: Logged |
cherful24
Knowflake Posts: 5418
From: chicago, il
Registered: Mar 2012
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posted August 31, 2016 01:00 AM
Wow!!! I just ride your response to Taurus. I kind of picked up in the same thing that she was picking up on. I still think that he got mad at you for something and I think maybe he doesn't believe you love you professing your love for him. So I don't know if you were with one of his friends and you found out or whatSorry though. That is terrible Edit... I think one of his friends told him that you slept with him or another friend. I do think what he told you is a lie and I do think he really does feel something special for you but like I said he's protecting himself because of what he heard anything that you hurt him. I think in a few days he'll calm down and it wouldn't hurt if you wrote him ask him who told you that I was sleeping around and with who and try to calmly navigate through this IP: Logged |
MillyX
Knowflake Posts: 2005
From: canada
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted August 31, 2016 01:01 AM
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Originally posted by LostTaurus:
Hmm...very strange: these senses came through really clearly. I'm sorry it wasn't helpful. No, no reading needed, but thank you. Just felt compelled to respond to this thread.
Oh no! You might be right on the reading, because other readers are picking up sadness from him....He might be feeling sad toward me. I am, I wish we could talk but, I'm near giving up on him. IP: Logged |
MillyX
Knowflake Posts: 2005
From: canada
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted August 31, 2016 01:03 AM
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Originally posted by cherful24:
Wow!!! I just ride your response to Taurus. I kind of picked up in the same thing that she was picking up on. I still think that he got mad at you for something and I think maybe he doesn't believe you love you professing your love for him. So I don't know if you were with one of his friends and you found out or whatSorry though. That is terrible
OMG! Cherful you are accurate! Yes he is mad at me, because in the past (this was BEFORE we met) I had a one night stand with his friend. That was how we met. I have ZERO feelings for his friend....I truly really loved him and only him. And he can't seem to let this go.I want to be with him but it's like something is blocking him IP: Logged |
cherful24
Knowflake Posts: 5418
From: chicago, il
Registered: Mar 2012
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posted August 31, 2016 01:05 AM
You should write him a letter. Explain that you truly do feel the way that you do. Sleeping with his friend was just a sexual thing. Both of you were looking for blowing off steam through intimacy. Blah blah blah. But then in the course of time of being with the guy that you're asking about you've developed really strong and deep feelings and a connection. And what you did in the past shouldn't hinder your present or your future together. He's not going to talk to you right now so that's why I'm suggesting write a letter. And I do feel that he'll read it.
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Originally posted by MillyX:
OMG! Cherful you are accurate! Yes he is mad at me, because in the past (this was BEFORE we met) I had a one night stand with his friend. That was how we met. I have ZERO feelings for his friend....I truly really loved him and only him. And he can't seem to let this go.I want to be with him but it's like something is blocking him
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MillyX
Knowflake Posts: 2005
From: canada
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted August 31, 2016 01:11 AM
Thanks a million Cherful! Will get to your reading. I want to talk to him but everytime I message him, he tells me to go away and move on, I don't love you. That hurts me so I'm staying away for now. We only message each other when one of us is drunk.IP: Logged |
cherful24
Knowflake Posts: 5418
From: chicago, il
Registered: Mar 2012
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posted August 31, 2016 01:14 AM
I would recommend that you stop trying to text him PM him or call him. Let him be having chill out for a few days send him a letter via email. Right now he's protecting himself he's going to keep pushing you away and then he is going to get really mad. Let him have his space. And you might want to put the ball and his corner and let him have control. Say something in the letter that's like I would love to talk to you if and when you're ready
QUOTE]Originally posted by MillyX:
Thanks a million Cherful! Will get to your reading. I want to talk to him but everytime I message him, he tells me to go away and move on, I don't love you. That hurts me so I'm staying away for now. We only message each other when one of us is drunk.[/QUOTE]
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MillyX
Knowflake Posts: 2005
From: canada
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted August 31, 2016 01:23 AM
CherfulOk so numerology wise, it's going to be a year 5 for you. It's going to be a year when you will expect alot of changes. So many unexpected things will happen to you, you will be taken in a different path. SR Asc is in Cancer, it's going to be an emotional year for you. You'll be more emotional than usual. Your caring and sensitive side will come out more. The SR asc is in your natal 4th house, so something about family will be of focus to you in the upcoming year. SR sun is conjunct north node. So you will definitely grow in the upcoming year and it definitely feels like you will travel somewhere else, since the sun is in the 3rd house. It seems out of state and it seems like it will be in the right direction. SR Uranus is in the 10th house. Shake up in career. Unexpected change. Sr Saturn is in the 6th house of work, so you might encounter some difficulties at first but with mars in there I think you will push through and persevere. SR pluto in the 7th house. You might encounter some type of loss or transformation when it comes to partnerships. or meeting someone that will transform you. Your progressed mercury rules your 6th and 3rd house and is going to change signs soon. I definitely feel like you will be moving somewhere else and the cause will be job related. IP: Logged |
cherful24
Knowflake Posts: 5418
From: chicago, il
Registered: Mar 2012
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posted August 31, 2016 01:33 AM
Thank you. I hope so I really do want to move. But I'll only do so if I get a job. I swear every single year the exact same for me 😏QUOTE]Originally posted by MillyX:
Cherful Ok so numerology wise, it's going to be a year 5 for you. It's going to be a year when you will expect alot of changes. So many unexpected things will happen to you, you will be taken in a different path. SR Asc is in Cancer, it's going to be an emotional year for you. You'll be more emotional than usual. Your caring and sensitive side will come out more. The SR asc is in your natal 4th house, so something about family will be of focus to you in the upcoming year. SR sun is conjunct north node. So you will definitely grow in the upcoming year and it definitely feels like you will travel somewhere else, since the sun is in the 3rd house. It seems out of state and it seems like it will be in the right direction. SR Uranus is in the 10th house. Shake up in career. Unexpected change. Sr Saturn is in the 6th house of work, so you might encounter some difficulties at first but with mars in there I think you will push through and persevere. SR pluto in the 7th house. You might encounter some type of loss or transformation when it comes to partnerships. or meeting someone that will transform you. Your progressed mercury rules your 6th and 3rd house and is going to change signs soon. I definitely feel like you will be moving somewhere else and the cause will be job related.[/QUOTE] IP: Logged |
imeanj
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posted August 31, 2016 02:28 AM
Broken hearted. He needs time. Give it space. Let it rest. As tending to a fire, you don't want it to burn too brightly or it will use everything up and combust. Also, fire needs oxygen and space to burn. Slow and steady adding wood on occasion. For my own curiousity who is the fire sign or who has mars ot venus in fire?Let me no if this resonates. Please do not quote.
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MillyX
Knowflake Posts: 2005
From: canada
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted August 31, 2016 02:33 AM
We both have venus in fire signs. But I have more fire. Saggitarius sun, mercury, venus and mars. Thanks everyone. At least I know he cares about me....Even if he is so cold on the outside, still got love for him more than he'll ever know. IP: Logged |
imeanj
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posted August 31, 2016 03:24 AM
Interesting.Did you look at the upcoming eclipses? Tread lightly just b/c you are ready to go doesnt mean its meant to be on your time. Seems like he is more air then earth or water so that's good. Somehow you will keep talking give it the room and revisit after the mid to late September. Advice more then reading, like above. Let him approach you. And he will in good time. Just might be ona different time scale. Good luck and wishing you well! IP: Logged |
MillyX
Knowflake Posts: 2005
From: canada
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted August 31, 2016 03:31 AM
Right, the eclipse. It's going to be exactly conjunct my chiron in my natal 7th house.
Anyways, its a constant head vs heart battle. Head says move on heart says I still love you, sexuality says I want you badlyyyy lol. Supposed to be sleeping but hes in my mind alot.IP: Logged |
imeanj
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posted August 31, 2016 10:13 AM
How does he aspect your Chiron or Saturn and vice versa? IP: Logged |
imeanj
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posted August 31, 2016 10:24 AM
How does he aspect your Chiron or Saturn and vice versa? IP: Logged |
imeanj
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posted August 31, 2016 10:40 AM
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