posted October 20, 2016 08:58 AM            

Thanks

posted October 20, 2016 11:58 AM            

Yes, I think it will esp. with Scythe as last card, house might be the gym, snake you getting more sexy

And the plateauing is really a drag, I agree with you. Well I had been plateauing into the wrong direction. Luckily it is regulating itself down once again.

posted October 20, 2016 12:10 PM            

Afterwards I can exchange with you if you want to.

posted October 20, 2016 01:21 PM            

Your reading

What was the dream saying

The ace of cups fell out while i shuffled

3 of wands, 9 cups, 9 swords, ace of swords, justice

clariified by: 7 pents, two cups, two pentacles

Is there something you have been waiting patiently for and hoping for? I think the cards are saying to not over think on something and let it go as things will become more clear to you. I think the cards are showing there is love or an emotional new start coming for you and perhaps to be open to it? While the 9 swords has their face covered looking inwards not seeing what is around them, the ace of cups is offering a new start.

So basically, not to worry or overthink on something, there is a new emotional start ahead. I think there is someone coming in(or they may be there already). Changes are happening and things will become more clear.

Let me know you thoughts, i might be wrong but this is my thought on the cards.

posted October 20, 2016 02:21 PM            

What was the possible message:
Angel cards:
King of Air – Queen of Earth – Renewal
It is time for the King and Queen to move into a new direction.

posted October 20, 2016 02:25 PM            

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posted October 20, 2016 02:39 PM            

1) 9 of pentacles - Page of Swords - Page of Pentacles

First of it will bring security, possibly even financial security into your life and a certain feeling of independence, making you feel very content and centred.
But it will also bring opportunities to learn new things or doing things a new way, in a mental-communicative way but also in a very tangible-productive way.

2)
4 of pentacles - 4 of wands - judgement

You need to be aware to not become too stuck on certain things, maybe being too stubborn on doing things a certain way, you need to stay flexible and yet firm, also, of course.
Plus you will either face judgement of others, or will continually reevaluate the stages in that project as well.

posted October 20, 2016 03:14 PM            

It was actually the 2nd time in about a month, I dreamed of my impending death.

In fact I had received a death-sentence (death by hanging actually), and was sort of preparing for that, as it was my last hour(s) before it.
Interestingly in the dream I could also see myself taking a walk through a small village, and I guess I *could* have run away, but I decided to return and surrender to that, even though it was maybe not entirely fair.

I remember in that dream that I was given the choice of wearing a robe/ dress, and was having the choice between three dresses, in Victorian style, though not as long as the usual Victorian dresses are, All very exquisite and noble, looking aristocratic.

There was a darkred dress (similiar to the one the singer wore on the concert 2 days ago, that I just loved, the dress I mean, when she was singing the duet with Count Krolock "Total eclipse of the heart"), there was a purple on, and there was a bright royal blue one.

Interestingly in the dream I picked the blue one (well the colour suits me, but I was surprised still about my Dream Self`s choice).

And then I was having a last cup of tea (which did not taste that great, cause I Forgot to pour sugar into it. lol but did not want to have a last "meal"), and then was writing little notes to my family mostly.

I started with my Dad and Mom, and remember that I was thanking my Dad especially for the mental support he has always given me and my mom for the emotional one mostly, expressing the wish for physical closeness or touch I think, though it was of course impossible. As everyone dies on their own, even daughters with a very strong emotional connection to their mothers. lol

I found it interesting that I sort of split it up between my parents, projecting the mental part onto my Dad and the emotional onto my mom - how classic!!!

I closed the short note with telling them how much I loved them and how much I always will.

And then continued to write a goodbye note to my two brothers, also writing how much I loved them.
But since the guard was getting impatient/ restless (for some reason they gave me pretty much time, but even that range of time was of course limited eventually), I realized that it was already very later, and I wouldn´t have time to write a goodbye note to all I wanted to.
But I also figured that maybe it was not necessary, that the only thing necessary was really to let them know (and they knew) that I loved them. (I remember in the note to my mom I tried to explain, too, and was hinting that I had trusted the wrong people/ person - but that this did not ex-onerate myself, which is why I had accepted the sentence).

Yeah well and then my alarm clock rang, and I was feeling SOOOO nauseous, and actually my neck was hurting like hell (cause I had probably twisted it a little during sleep - which explains at least a bit of the dream I guess. ).

Anyway, the thing that really stuck out to me was that just about 3 weeks ago (1st-2nd october, on the last New Moon I think)
I ALSO had had that dream of facing my own death, making final preparations, and pretty much saying goodbye to my parents (and others), and in that dream ALSO accessories were playing a role, though back then it was jewellery (turquoise - so also a blueish colour).

It`s like I was not getting dressed for death/ funeral but for a ball or something like that. lol

I am of course aware that dreams of death probably simply mean a transition, but boy, must be quite SOMETHING working inside of me!

Also found it interesting WHEN both dreams hit; the first hit on 2nd october, 2 weeks after I had seen "Dracula" and for some weird reason the evening must left its impression, maybe the crossing of path with C, though we did not talk, he pretty much sent an invitation to like his page instantly to me, and my aquaintance and me were shortly chatting with another actor (whom I am coincidentally going to see again on stage on saturday. lol Together with my mom and aunt).
But interestingly on that 2nd and 3rd october within hours AFTER the first death dream, P decided to do another live-video, in which we interacted quite much again, mostly cause he singled me out so much. I mean: Come on, there were a lot of people coming online at the same time, including some of his personal friends, and his friend named them all, and it was only my name he felt like he had to react to and welcome me? LOL
Followed by an interaction and communication the next day that was so bizarrely NOT performer-fan-communication like, on both sides actually, and located somewhere in between playful teasing and arguing. LOL

But anyway and now the dream of last night (and why has it to be hanging? I actually wondered about that in the dream as well, would have preferred to take a drug and just fall asleep, but no it had to be HANGING).

Anyway, this one happened 2 days after the concert I saw, and not sure what made the concert so important, except that this actor A, was apparently knowing me from somewhere, and the only "connection" I can see between us, is actually P, or more precisely, P`s facebook. lol
(well P and A are currently working together - and interestingly it´s them who do the most hanging - well they have to learn to fly for the production, with a bit help of course, but that`s what you do when you play Tarzan and Kerchak. lol)

But still even though I can see where in my daily life things might have seeped into the subconsciousness, it still is a bit distressing dreaming of your own death, or actually I did not really dream of dying, did I?
I dreamed of saying goodbye to my family, specifically to the OLD family-structure.

(which is rebuilding anyway through the birth of my nephew, but it seems like it heralds something new for me in a very personal way, too - not sure what it hsa to do with the musical theatre and concerts though, but it`s just obvious the dreams happened after such an event every time).

posted October 20, 2016 04:34 PM            

I can see that hanging can refer to a loooooooooong time and death is dying of something. Blue is the colour of hope. Whether there is a hope that needs to die or not is up to your connection.