posted December 07, 2016 06:34 AM
Hi pixie,Thanks for letting me know these things. I'll give you a celtic cross reading for your current and future work situation.
It will show now until about 6-8mths (sometimes this differs but in this case that is the time span I feel it covers).
You in your present situation regarding work: Five of swords - Feeling like you are not being told the truth or that you are just sort of pushed to the side. Maybe feeling a bit overpowered and perhaps uncertain as to what others might have in mind for you.
Crossing you: Nine of Wands - a tall, willowy guy is on your side, he doesn't expect too much of you and would be positive and unobstructive to you. If you spend time with him he might even be able to put your concerns or plight to others and have some degree of success. In many ways you have perhaps been part of the response from the other powers that be because you soldier on and just get on with the job. I think they may like it if a person is assertive about what they want however the big bossy imposing kind of chauvanistic other guy (probably your boss), even though he likes people to speak up, he waits like a cat to trap you and would probably give a negative reaction. The tall willowy guy might be in communication with a female manager and might be able to get you away from the chauvanistic boss and the weird culture at work. I think you are probably almost going to be airlifted out of the mess position you are in and it is going to happen very soon.
What is above you: Nine of Pentacles - You are definitely worth more than what you are being given and I think you just have to really believe it. It's like the barrier to the change is within your own mind. So this is a case of picturing your value and how you would like things to be and then something almost like miracles will happen.
What is below you: Page of swords - you have been totally mucked up, pushed around, short changed, short such and such, etc etc. The situation has almost become ridiculous, so much so that it will provide the impetus to make a change. You want some changes and you are almost being kept in the dark about work conditions etc it seems.
Recent past: Seven of cups - You may have started to drown your sorrows a bit. You and that hairy, spikey cat/dog or is it a cuddly child of yours with a mop of hair (I'm not sure which, haha, I've said a cactus garden, a spikey haired pet, or a tousled haired kid - next I'll call it a shag pile cushion, teehee, *throws hands up*, I don't know what it is...)You could even be trying your hand at some gambling or interested in trying some kind of gambling that might pay better dividends.
Near future: Three of swords - You could well feel boxed for speaking up. You might feel stressed, unsure and a bit of a nervous wreck. You don't want to have to sell your car if it comes to the crunch.
How you will be seeing the situation in terms of what you are dealing with: Three of pentacles - you take it all in, pour yourself a tall drink and look at the situation. You decide that what you want to do is to get a better qualification, study and be somebody more in line with what you would actually like to do and be. You feel entitled, why not, why not me and there seems like a good sort of opening for you to follow through with this at some point.
Outside influences: Wheel of fortune - there are some new schemes some good programs that can cater to what would make it easier and better for you to -get more of a life. Something like higher edcuation or tertiary encouragement for women (maybe you are even of a particular culture or something as well that is the focus of this support scheme). It seems that you are in fact an ideal candidate for ticking the boxes for being able to have the scheme so maybe it is a type of scholarship or funded study assistance thing.
What you're hopes and fears are that you will be experiencing: Maybe you might think its too good to be true and maybe you might thing that all might fall in a heap. It seems you might have a plan B in time in case something doesn't turn out then you might do something else.
The Outcome (you might be seeing this more so from about 3mths - 8 months): Page of wands - accceptance but some changes eventually will come into being as well. You might have to live with a relative but eventually you might find that you are doing some kind of traineeship that you are comfortable in and your previous skills and dedication will be an asset to you. You will be able to bring in your pot plant to sit on the window sill (is that the kid or the cactus garden, haha). You will feel more welcome and at home and even though the money may not be quite there initially, there are prospects and you will like your workplace more. You will be having conversations as you sit and eat your lunch and maybe even sharing lunch with others. There seems to be a lot of people there learning and participating rather than slogging it out, so sometimes I think you will either be attending an actualcollege or in a training environment. I'm not sure about formal work as it might more be something like you work in the canteen whilst you attend some study sessions and then complete some stuff at home - it has a part time study feel about it. I think eventually you will be more happier as you will be getting similar money for doing less but you feel you are improving yourself, have opportunity and will be enjoying the socialising and conversations.
In a summarised version the secondary overview of this reading is something like this: You are in a state of flux, possibly even quite desperate. Its hard to live independently and slog it out with not much fun, and being unrewarded - you've had enough. You will probably start to look for other options. If not work then perhaps relocating and signing up for something. You will be hitting the books, it seems daunting at first but you will find your feet with it and love it. You will still have to have a washing up, servery type of job. But you will have more time for you and be really enjoying yourself maybe doing some handicrafts in your spare time and generally feeling like you are enjoying yourself more with catching up some real living that includes things like other people, tv shows that you like and sharing take out with friends. I'm not sure what will happen to your car though, I think you may sell it for a good enough price and get a bicycle maybe. You may have to take the bus/train to visit others. You could even have a case for some compensation or just relief in writing a letter of complaint to your current employer/organisation.
So, this kind of reading has a lot of dramatic changes. At the end of the day, it is just a reading, and readings can be strange creatures in a way. If it doesn't seem like the right thing to do to follow study or tertiary qualifications or whatever it is as well as eventually sell your car and relocate, having to live with others maybe or any of the things indicated in the reading - then definitely go with what you see as the course of action.
In the solar return reading I said that this year sees you going back to something that is familiar to you. Perhaps you go to a neighborhood that you know or even are involved with an organisation that you have had some experience of.
You could even have a couple of moves of residence but eventually I see you sitting quite happily on a comfy sofa/lounge feeling quite content watching the tele and doing some kind of craft with your faux fur slippers curled up close to you - haha, now they are slippers!!
I did mention in the SR reading that you might feel a bit lonely at times. It seems that you can do alone time if you also have good conversation during the day and lots to interest and inspire you, however I will now proceed to give you a romance reading and particularly look to see if you will have some romance before your next birthday.
So I have a random reading that is new to me but I will tell you the positions:
Card 1, what you have going for you or on your side regarding experiencing/finding romance before your next birthday: Seven of wands - you are taller but you will be taller because you are assisted by that tall guy I mentioned. He's coming with you in some way. Romance is in the affection between you, it has a kind of loveliness in it - he loves your shining eyes, lovely expression and thinks you are hilarious. You may have overlooked him, he hasn't overlooked you but thinks you might be too good for him.
Card 2, how you would sum up your current situation and options: High Priestess - you feel like it is like a drought in your sex life but perhaps you have a good standing joke about it - a clever quip.
Card 3, the outcome within the next 2-3weeks (this time frame might be related to the phases of the moon or somethings because I feel for others it might be 4-5 weeks, or up to one week - so I'm not sure if its related to the moon or something else that gives the time frame in this reading): The Devil - I think you could really turn things around in your sex life in the next 2-3 weeks but the danger is that you might turn on the excitement to quickly and to hot - so unfortunately the connection (probably with the tall darker headed guy but maybe potentially with a shorter plumper lighter haired guy), so yes unfortunately the connection, though it might continue might falter and burn out or die down initially but then recover. I'm thinking what will happen is that you will not go for the taller guy but try the lighter haired stockier built guy first.
Card 4, the advice: The Heirophant - basically along the lines of be careful of your choices, do you want to fall into the short term fizzle situation or the longer term more complicated and yes probably (Venus-Pluto) situation but definitely feels pretty exciting and worth it - though I'm not sure of its longevity either.
Card 5, what you need physically: Eight of pentacles - You want, even though you don't always know it, a meat and potatoes kind of guy that can fix the light bulb (withough a ladder, haha), house sit responsibly if need be, but also be reasonably conversant with current culture as well as what it takes to have a good life.
Card 6, what you need mentally: Ten of cups - you ultimately want someone of your own culture that would almost feel related. Someone good with sums, money, and someone who can save as well as tell funny jokes or enjoy comedies (I know who that sounds like...)
Card 7, what you need emotionally: King of Pentacles - someone with a chest that you can sob on or you are looking at it while he gives your a big hug (sounds like someone quite a bit taller...)
Card 8, the bottom line (ie. laying the cards on the table, yes or no): Nine of swords - I'm thinking a no. Tall guy is not really your thing, he maybe a budding chef, a great squeeze (occasional night stand), a heavenly scented chap - but um something puts you off - something about his face, or his suit, and he is not a boss, too flimsy you think with what you would like to set your sights on.
In summary, you like the idea of a secret growing attraction but you fight against it as it makes it kind of sensational - you could almost desire a huge rejecting fight with tall guy or whoever might be setting their cap at you. You might have to have a good look at your situation - a realistic one and consider things from a different angle. You have had a few boyfriends and you may have thought you found the one at some point, however now is the time to consider what you really want in a long term partner, and give it all some careful thought - maybe not overlook tall guy...
As before, it is only a reading, best to come to your own decisions always.
Also, I didn't particulary see more study in the SR reading. I think it is a potential. SR Part of Fortune is in the natal third house (I'm not sure whether it would be in the 8th or 9th house in the SR chart. The natal chart has POF conjunct Pluto in Libra in the 8th (shared/other people's resources) squaring Jupiter. I think Venus and Mercury conjunct in the SR return have a part to play in learning more about money formally (trine Saturn) maybe.
Anyway see how you go with all that, some things will be incorrect and some things will be correct.