posted February 04, 2017 11:50 AM            

Actually wanting to ask, why was P putting up the second video of that comedian who uses my nickname as stagename? (they are friends, but he has a lot of friends actually. lol)

posted February 04, 2017 12:44 PM            

he put it up as it remind of a lady who he feels he has a strong connection or fated connection with. Someone who brightens him up a bit. With clouds on man and mountain on snake i think he didnt want to be too obvious with it. Fishes are related to eyes lol so i think he put it up without making it too obvious but that she would be able to see and know(fishes and the stork having birds eye view this came to my head as i was looking at the cards.

i think it was put up for you with the hope you would see it but didnt want to be too obvious.

I often get told to be patient with r( in dreams and in readin) - is he actually going to declare his feelings?

thanks

posted February 04, 2017 02:38 PM            

(it does make sense though, after all he posted the second video - in fact he apparently asked the comedian to do a video for his page- after I had pointed out the funny coincidence of this comedian and me sharing the same stage/nickname. lol-)

Your reading

Heart fell out

Mountain - Tree - Dog
Rider on Mountain/Tree
Tower on Dog

Yes I think he will declare his feelings, the popping up of heart clearly tells he has a lot of feelings, however with Mountain and Tree and esp. Rider as clarifying card, the message will take a loooooooong time to reach you, and if he is ready to share it, it seems almost like he will do it in a more "official" context. Or during a trip where you visit a tower with him. lol

posted February 05, 2017 05:54 AM            

I have indeed another question.

P posted the announcement of the workshop and some posters there were expressing wanting to come but probably not doing so cause they cannot sing, and were afraid (so same boat as me. lol), and I commented on that, telling about my experience last time, and what a relaxed and great day it was that I like remembering, and that I consider attending this one, too, despite my lack of singing talent, and even though I will be very nervous doing so, but that anyone who wanted to come there, should do. They wouldn´t regret it.

posted February 05, 2017 11:51 AM            

I asked what he thought

queen of swords and justice fell out

the hierophant, 6 cups, the high priestess, knight of swords, the empress

cl: ten wands, queen of pents, ten cups

i think he appreciated it and you made a good point. I think he saw you were trying to bring some harmony and put people at ease with regards to their anxieties or caution. He tought there was kind of like a caring family feel, you know when a parent us encouraging their children to give something a try. He appreciated it and thought what you said was sensible.

let me know if you think it resonates.

I mentioned before i am going away with T (my ex now a friend) and another friend. R is aware of my history with T. This trip has been planned for a while.

Is R ok with me going with T? he does not tell me either way

posted February 05, 2017 12:05 PM            

8 of wands - lovers - Knight of Pents
(Hierophant)

posted February 05, 2017 02:34 PM            

brb

posted February 05, 2017 02:40 PM            

4 of cups - 5 of wands - King of Swords

I think he really deeply cares about you, but it seems he is in a somewhat withdrawn mood currently, weighing the options.

It`s like he can`t quite believe that his feelings would be reciprocrated and that you actually have a shot at the emotional fulfillment as is indicated in the 10 of cups. And he might fear that coming out with his feelings for you might change the interaction between you considerably and might even be negative to the connection you already have.

So he is at the moment analyzing things and trying to come to a rational solution, if he should be open about his feelings or rather let things stay as they are.

posted February 05, 2017 02:51 PM            

whip-mice-snake-man-clover(bear on whip, book on mice, rider on snake, ring on man, fishes on clover)

ok well i dont think it will be detached quite the opposite lol. I think he'll be full of life maybe a full on lol while trying to hide his nervousness. There is this undercurrent of flirtation too. It will be quite enthusiastic I think, you might be surprised, i think he will be in a good mood that day. It might be obvious to you the bond or connection he us feeling there.

So it will be an enthusiastic interaction

posted February 05, 2017 02:52 PM            

thanks

posted February 05, 2017 02:59 PM            

Could you maybe pull a few cards if I (or we) might be getting another hug? Or is that too much to ask? lol

posted February 05, 2017 03:05 PM            

i will have a try at yours

Im realising m is liking me, there was this team meeting stuff again and im avoiding eye contact. i know nothing will actually happen but im shy and dont know how to react lol.

what will the interaction/undercurrant be like this week?

posted February 05, 2017 03:16 PM            

I thinks there a strong possibility. I think he will try to hide his enthusiasm/attraction lol and will be a little nervous. So it might seem he wont but the i think he will, there will be a number of hugs as in other people getting them. With anchor at the end on sun it might be a strong hug.

I will lean towards yes

posted February 05, 2017 03:17 PM            

as for your question

Sun - 4 of wands - Tower
Moon on Tower

Hmm, it seems like the interaction will be at first very positive, supportive, energetic, friendly, but then something happens, a Tower-moment, some shift or jolt or something that startles you maybe, and it might be that the reason for this will either be some confusion or lack of clarity, not knowing what he really wants, some innuendo even, or it might be that things might get a bit crazy/ romantic between you, and that would surprise you a lot.

posted February 05, 2017 03:21 PM            

it`s a bit of a special feeling on theses workshops, well at least last time it was, and i know it from the workshops at school, it`s like becoming a family for this time, maybe it`s because spending so much time with a small group of people (next workshop will even be longer, 7 hours. lol), it sort of makes it rather difficult to keep some emotional distance or pretending to be what you are not. Of course it might be that this comes with the subject as well, the acting. I have been at workshops dealing with different subjects, and it was not like that, but it seems that acting/ improvisation/ writing/ singing/ performing really demands that absolute honest and genuine selfpresentation.

Anyway so I wouldn`t mind a hug you know? And in this context it would even be okay, I mean morally okay.

posted February 05, 2017 03:24 PM            

Well I`m at the moment not totally content with how I look, but I wanted to know if I come across as too overweight/ fat again to others (and with others I mean mainly P of course. ), or how do I come across in terms of my physical appearance?