posted February 28, 2017 07:02 PM            

I used to be a perfect driver with a clean almost 19 year record of no claims - until last Sunday.

A car stopped when I thought it was still going at a yield sign. Hit at 5km/hr. I felt my heart drop and was inconsolable when we stopped to exchange info. I apologized profusely and felt horrible.... the woman who stand at 6'2 tall now was an inch in height. It was an unimaginable, hellish nightmare.

Model driver for almost 19 years and just had a fall. As I sit here and sift through painful feelings..... I'm unclear of what the lesson could be or what it is. What happened inside has effected me.... is it a trigger for my CPTSD?

I did up a chart for it to see what was going on in the skies. The eclipse almost was exact. Separating at 8 degrees Pisces. My Venus is a 6 Pisces and I don't know how strong a orb one needs. Transiting Venus exactly opposed my Uranus and set off my t square....natally I have Mars square Uranus which is indicative of accidents with machinery...

I am requesting what others see in the transits to help me make sense of things. I still have to look at my progressions and transits as well.

My info is (I am still able to figure out how to post a picture of my chart and still have to enter things manually here). Which is kind of crazy cause I'm actually tech savvy.

April 3, 1971 9am Calgary, Canada
Accident Feb 26, 2017 9:45am Saskatoon

posted February 28, 2017 09:48 PM            

Take a look at that as well, cause this is because of the eclipse cycle.

When Mars hits Uranus in the sky, that alone is a great big look out time. We had not only that, but Jupiter straight across and Pluto square.

Unfortunately you got all three barrels hit at once in your natal

posted March 02, 2017 08:21 PM            

April 30, 1998 I had a bad breakup with a ugly Libra man who was abusive.

May 22, 1998 I met one of my ex boyfriend's through a mutual friend and we didn't 'hook up' till November 11, 1998.

Late May 1998 I moved to another city.... just packed up my stuff and got a security job.

June 1998 - issues with site supervisor

August 1998 - returned to home city and stayed with a friend. Until September and moved home stayed with abusive birth mother. Left end of November 1998 and stayed with a friend till Feb if the next year...... maybe homeless for a year or to....no stability on the home front.

Sept - November 1998 briefly involved with abusive Libran ex.....

posted March 02, 2017 09:56 PM            

This one just happened to hit all three points of your t square with some rough ones.

posted March 06, 2017 04:56 PM            

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Originally posted by SirenSong:
Oh, I was just pointing out that it is a nineteen year cycle, the nodal return. It is sometimes helpful to look at the halfway point in between as well.

This one just happened to hit all three points of your t square with some rough ones.

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posted March 12, 2017 04:44 AM            

I think the biggest thing to know it that your human! 19 years is an awesome track record ( wish I could say the same for mine) but eventually we all make a mistake somewhere along the way. Your ok to be human and the best thing to know is that you feel for things which just means you care. So thats 2 pluses for you and I am for sure there are many more to go with that but these are the one's you just listed : 19 years awesome record and a caring heart!!! Although these things are horrible, I'd like you to consider the thought change to positive and be proud of yourself!!!
1 there are so many people out driving who do not care about others at all, no soul.
2 you did a really great job for 19 years !!!

Treat yourself the way you would if you were your own child, did you intentionally go trying to ram this person??? No is your answer so pat yourself on the back for doing as well as you have and for having a soul, I'm glad that your ok and it could have been worse!!!! Accidents happen , it's why we have insurance. Everything will be ok since this is your first accident.

posted March 17, 2017 07:19 PM            

Transiting Uranus squaring BOTH my third house cusp and third house ruler.

T Uranus is at 22 Aries and my Moon in Cancer is at 24 Cancer and is my third house is at 24 Cancer.

I feel disheartened.