posted June 05, 2017 04:58 PM            

I took shrooms for the second time about a month ago and had a really beautiful and spiritually uplifting experience...happy and sad tears, and healing with two of my closest friends. It went sooo much better than the first time, which was an emotional rollercoaster. Anyways, the day prior taking it for the 2nd time, I told this guy (let's call him AK) who I've been developing a close friendship that I liked him and if he weren't with his girlfriend, I'd be interested.

I just feel as tho we are deeply spiritually connected. Anyways, when I took shrooms (the 2nd time) I felt that this sudden revelation from the universe came that he was my soulmate and at that very moment, I felt as though I could text or call him and tell him that I love him...I didn't though because as mentioned before he is in a relationship.

Now mind you, I am in no way approving or engaging in any forms of cheating. I deeply love and care and respect him too much to do so...plus I don't like attracting any unnecessary drama in my life lol

But yea, the revelation made me tear up, both happy and sad tears and I actually envisioned us getting married and being an old couple years down the line. it's like the universe was telling me all of this was going to/COULD happen...it just felt like an affirmation.

Anyways, the day after the shrooms experience, he also revealed to me that he too had deep feelings for me and appreciative that we met and wished that he met me earlier..things have been tough with his girlfriend the past month but he is trying to work things out (this is also his first serious relationship so I can see why he is so invested)

Basically I don't know what the point of this thread is (lol)...but I know FOR SURE we are spiritually connected. How trustworthy are realizations on shrooms? It's also funny that when he told me he wants to work things out with his gf that I didn't feel sad or anything because part of me knew/knows we maybe together one day..Can someone read this situation pls?

Also, this isn't a one-sided attraction..as mentioned previously, he also told me that he liked me too (but wished he met me earlier), he also makes the effort to spend time with me (alone & with friends)..frequently. He's very open with his actions. And of course, we never cross that line out of respect but it's very obvious that we're both deeply connected to each other but things are complex because he is taken...

posted June 05, 2017 05:31 PM            

But, when I was 19 I had a very spiritual, sexual acid trip with a boy. I KNEW he was my soulmate, that his body was made just for me. We had shared visions of past (or future?) lifetimes together where we were married, together, on a beach, having children. The experience was insane and gave me quite the obsession with him.

Now, we hungout for about 24 straight hours and as the LSD started to ware off.. our egos popped back up. Having been so vulnerable and in love on the LSD, we were now getting nervous. Did we look okay? Would we accept each other? Long story short, we didn't. When our egos came back into the picture, we weren't compatible anymore....

Well, fast forward a few years and I was married to another man and then divorced with a 3 year old. I reconnected with this man and told him I always loved him, he told me he always loved me too. We had matured a lot, and were able to be more honest about our feelings. The thing was, he's an alcoholic. Now that I have a child, I refuse to be with someone like that.. So, even though I 100% believe he is a soulmate of mine, we aren't going to be together in this life and I am okay with that.

HOWEVER, I actually did LSD with my current partner and it was on LSD that we realized we were chips off the same soul block. We laid in a pure bliss love bubble for hours. We had visions of the child that we would conceive a week later. We became spiritually married that day and are still now together, engaged, and expecting a child. I am exceedingly grateful for the experience we had together, how we were both allowed to step beyond our egos and see each other SOULS. I know he is my twin flame, we are the same. It is more than being made for eachtoher, we are each other!