posted August 14, 2017 06:49 PM
Sorry hahaha Sony Vegas is a video editing software.I love it so much that I have problems to eat,to sleep etc when I sitting there working on my videos lol I think this software inspire my criativity but I'm too slow on this "work" and I need too many hours to do something decent lolWritting - I'm a terrible writter, for real.
Writting on a journal - it helps me when I feel overwhelmed.Especially because I'm super secretive and I don't talk anyone about my feelings...only here and maybe is because is online? Due to this issue I feel completely alone at times,even having an amazing family and good friends.I feel like they don't understand bht It's my problem(I know).Maybe just how I feel.
Numerology - I tried that too.
I found some things that helped me to discover more about ME.Things that I didn't pay attention to until now and was good to me at some extent but I don't use it anymore.It brings more havoc than hapiness.My LP number have too many "set on stone"assumptions.They pretty much say that you gonna feel miserable almost your entire life.I'm sick of it,I mean I'm sad already I don't need more of their "help".
Dreams - Yes I love to do it but is hard to find the meaning.Especially because dreams has too many elements.There's an amazing sector here in LL about dreams and they help me but I can't bother those people with my stuff everyday lol most of my dreams I simply discard.
Meditation- It's much easier that I thought it would be.I like one type of meditation that I imagine a light running through my body.So tried to feel the hapinness on my body and actually works pretty well.Amazing tecnique.However lately I'm so sad that I can't concentrate on that light or the happiness.I'm crying everyday, I'm looking like a fish for real lol
Yoga- I'm in love with it,like very in love with it but I was doing at home (due to the lack of money) and I hurt my back and now I'm little scared.I think I will give a chance when I get some money though.
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I really like these. Actually I should do these some more also lol.
lol
Yes somebody checked my chart once.She said nurse/life coach/secretary.I don't like those things though.
Another help I got:
Leeloo pulled tarot cards for me.She saw tower and the fool as my talent.She said something like being a public speaker,someone who talks about self-development.It makes sense since I have an air trine but I'm shy lol A super shy person doesn't do that.
She said I should explore my talents through standard courses (empress) just like your said to me I think I really will do it.
Yeah that's so true ,too much control slay our identity.I glad you things worked out for you
I have two "bad" things on my chart.My sun (identity) is blurred by neptune and its placed in 7th house.Sun house sun is prone to lose its power to others.I'm fighting hard to find mine!My sun/uranus wants to break free!
My chart is so crazy is like a battle between being independent/ co-dependent.
Sun and NN in 7th house
Moon and SN in 1st house
Did you ever heard about a T-square?My realease point is in aries.I've been studying and they say the cure for our issue is emboding the traits,qualities of that sign.When I think about the traits from aries it seems to be exactly what I need to progress.Be more assertive/have more power,be more independent.However it's easier said than done right? but I will try hehe
Magikaal thank you so much for helping me.Our conversation made me feel much better.I guess sometimes is hard to see a way alone.
Thank you
#I think I need to test some courses as Leelo and you have said and work on my self-confidence,find my inner power.I'm reading a lot of articles about it