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Topic: Feeling happy/sad
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Empty Spaces Knowflake Posts: 1771 From: Registered: Jun 2015
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posted October 06, 2017 02:13 AM
Don't know exactly where I should post this but I have a question and I wonder if any LL friend can help me.Sometimes I feel very sad,depressed.I've been like that for years but that's not the point.The problem is that sometimes I feel very excited,like super excited and hopeful, happy with so many plans and suddenly at a drop of a feather I feel my heart sinking.I feel something on my chest, like guilt.Is not about negativity like "hey this is not gonna happen,forget it" is more like I don't deserve it.I feel my heart sinking,it's a horrible feeling that I have and makes me wanna cry.I feel like "I shouldn't be dreaming with this". For instance if I want to buy something,do some sort of thing with my money ,I feel like "hey I should be helping my family instead".Or doing anything else.I feel like "this is not for me" I feel like **** . Having some traumas on my childhood I wonder what that could mean.Why I feel like that?I tried to find articles about it but the search was useless.OBS: this a not a tarot question or anything. I need a therapist,that happens often.I'm never happy only happy,there is always the guilt there too. PLEASE DON'T QUOTE
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Empty Spaces Knowflake Posts: 1771 From: Registered: Jun 2015
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posted October 06, 2017 02:38 AM
Randall I did post this thread on astrology 2.0 asking for help but seeking for some astrological reason behind it about the way I feel.You can close this thread if you want.Thanks and sorry the flood. IP: Logged |
EmpressMendez Moderator Posts: 559 From: MOMument (; Registered: Oct 2016
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posted October 06, 2017 09:39 AM
Feeling guilty..I believe you suffer from anxiety. Try to ask/pray to your good angels for forgiveness and let go of past guilt. Do you drink a lot of caffeine/coffee? ------------------ "So whatever you wish that others would do to you, do also to them, for this is the Law and the Prophets." ------------------ "Anyone who stops learning is old, whether at twenty or eighty. Anyone who keeps learning stays young. The greatest thing in life is to keep your mind young." - Henry Ford Copyright 2003. NO GOSSIP ReadingsbyAzul ♒⬆ ♍🌞 ♋🌙 ♎💘♑🏂♍✏
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Orange Knowflake Posts: 6885 From: Georgia Registered: May 2009
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posted October 06, 2017 09:52 AM
Chiron in the 2nd house does that , either natal or transits Therapist will help , there is a deep seeted reason here and you need to dig it out and work it. IP: Logged |
ariesdragon Knowflake Posts: 4476 From: Jupiter Registered: Jan 2012
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posted October 06, 2017 09:59 AM
I think seeing a therapist is a good idea, I used to see different therapists growing up and it helped immensely. They were kind and protective, it taught me a lot. Visit hearth and home and you can see the venting thread there and join in discussions or just let out how you feel. If you decide to see your doctor ask for medicine to help with the anxiety. I wouldn’t suggest anti depression medication because I just don’t like the side affects of it. Hugs! IP: Logged |
outofideas Knowflake Posts: 460 From: Registered: Jul 2014
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posted October 06, 2017 03:53 PM
Is your Mars inconjunct or semi-sextile Pluto?
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anonymidarkness Knowflake Posts: 5992 From: Registered: Aug 2012
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posted October 06, 2017 05:54 PM
You seem to be feel guilty about being happy. Were your parents strict at home during your childhood ? Were you too disciplined ? ( since you have gone through childhood trauma, answer only if you feel like answering, I don't wanna force you) I know some people who feel guilty about laughing, screaming, shouting, even singing and dancing. Turns out their mother was a bit of a control-freak who used to scold her children whenever they did any of it during their childhood. So, slowly it got programmed into their minds that doing any of the above is "wrong" and they should be feeling guilty to punish themselves whenever they do it because it's "wrong".IP: Logged |
Empty Spaces Knowflake Posts: 1771 From: Registered: Jun 2015
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posted October 06, 2017 06:21 PM
Empress Yes, I'm very anxious.Last night I barely sleep,my mind is too active.Coffe?No not too much. Hi Orange! I have chiron on 3th house.Yeah,it must be something deep.My subconscious feel the impact but my memory doesn't let me remember.I really want to know what a therapist will say cuz is a recurrent feeling.
anonymidarkness My dad was very controlling but that's not the trauma I've mentioned.Well maybe that is a trauma too.There's a controlling figure that always shows up on my readings,I started to think that is my dad.People say I'm healing from this situation but I'm tired of feeling like this.I struggle to find a passion,I try to be more happy and when I finally do it the guilt comes smashing all my effort. outofideas I have a trine but is too wide. ariesdragon Yeah!! I don't want anti depression medication,I think I would be worst at the long run,the side effects ain't nice.You ever used medication for anxiety?It is really good?I'm having problems to sleep. THANKS EVERYONE PLEASE DON'T QUOTE
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ariesdragon Knowflake Posts: 4476 From: Jupiter Registered: Jan 2012
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posted October 06, 2017 09:05 PM
I just realized it’s sweet peas lol not hearth and home...I’m tired today hehe thanks I’ve known ppl to take anxiety pills and it calmed them down IP: Logged |