posted January 31, 2018 11:14 PM            

((**hugs**))

This has been a very emotional Full Moon Eclipse we had (this morning here).

I left the building here after I wrote the posts, grabbed some astrology books, took a bus ride down to Beautiful airport lobby we have here.
Had my speakerphones over my ears (to mute/dull any 'extra' sounds), took a mild pain pill, and broke free of some of the pain I was having. Just got 'too strong' and 'too much' for me.
My symptoms go away when I can get away and let that same and constant 'stimulation' go down.
It's just emotionally disturbing when 'home' (the place you go to get yourself rested and right for the day, for the world), is saturated with rapid chaotic woofer-beats and shakings.
And yes, it makes me very worried about what could happen to me {when these incidences are sooo abusive}-- my head feels so raw from it right now.
Thanks.
{{I do NOT want to worry you.}}
It is REALLY what I have to go through, every single day.
{I must be getting burned-out from it?}

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I'm just glad I decided to go ahead and try to talk with you all.
I NEED 'people'--
I need to 'share' not just advices (which I LOVE to do-- Gives me Purpose).. but I need to share more of ME (the person).
Need to share and let down my hair with people.

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Plut0nian.. You are sooo sweet.
Money?.. no.
I'm not a money-oriented person.
Some people are very rich. With loads to share.

Just the thought that you would think like-that towards me, is sooo very PRECIOUS to me. Worth WAY WAY more than money EVER could.

heh heh.. remind me 'next life' to choose to have a 'rich uncle' who leaves me with a small Fortune, so I can become a philanthropist?? ....
THAT WAY, I'd come and help YOUUUU, with your needs!!! Honestly and Truly.

Everyone Deserves a Chance.

Money leaves me ~weird feelings. People just tie such icky-things to money. Leaves me with a kind of thick-disgust sometimes, that we reduce humans and life and surviving down to paper and coin markers.

Maybe I'm just out-of-practice? And, I don't "expect" money-back for helping people.

I used to be the one who would 'sneak' money into people's bank accounts to help them pay light-bills;
or even pay cashier for grocery-cart full of food for several families I saw in need..

It IS more-Blessed to GIVE. It's a really yummy tickly-feeling to know you can DO that for others.
I miss those days.

A cottage, and a girl... Wheeeee. Now that's a Beautiful image, Plut0nian. Thank you for that.
{I receive it, etherically!!} So Nice.

You have a disability?.. awww.
Not Fair.
I would help YOU, all the more! ..
*big hugs*

There MUST be a way around that, so we can figure out something so you could raise your economic prosperity. ...
We'll have to try to figure 'something' out (chart).

So.. after I finished previous post (pg 2),
I left the apartment,
went down to local airport lobby to sit by the fountains,
then over to the food area.
Sat in a booth,
and studied some astrology..

It's Beautiful there ... And I love people-watching.

Found some Saturn material I'll share--
I think I'll incorporate it into FixedStar's thread, especially since the two of you have things in common.
Just some of it in different zodiac flavors.

Empty Spaces... *Heart* .
I hope you're doing okay, navigating your chart right now?
I remember that 'cluster' you have at H8 cusp.
And this eclipse was to your Saturn.
Moon and Saturn together??? ~oy, Hang Tough!

How's tJupiter doing with your Pluto right now?

Teach us your 'astrology' energy?? LOL

So. I learned a new technique in chart interpretation tonight too--
Called Pinball-Method. Incredibly genius approach.
I'll test it out on my chart first, check it out.

Anyway....

posted February 01, 2018 01:16 AM            

You have definitely help me as far as understanding how the aspects in my chart affect me. I'll be sure to check out the Pinball-Method.

posted February 01, 2018 10:09 PM            

my business is also super-booming and i am looking to make way more money than ive ever made in my life in the next month! WOW

posted February 02, 2018 11:04 AM            

My grandfather is like the man you live with.. He is so stuborn and doesn't listen to anyone, then we shout at him because his attitude worries as too much and he gets sad but it is the only way that he will listen
He just has to take some pills and cut down a bit the sugary stuff, I've.gone to so many doctors for so many years and other people refuse to do simple things like that to improve their health. It makes me angry.
Even if he has no one else in this world he has you even if you are like strangers he may somehow help you in your daily life. We should never give up when we have others who we may be able to help at least a tiny bit. That tiny bit may be something huge for someone in need.

I understand that you are from those people who do not like money and even though you appreciate my thoughts they are not able to change your reality by themselves.
I am the opposite of you, I love money, for me money can bring real happiness because they can save anyone practically. No one directly dies because of lack of love for example but anyone would die without food no matter how much love they receive from others.
Imagine how many people would be happy if you give them a good amount of money they never dreamt of. From what you're saying you liked to do that too. Money is a tool how we use it is what makes it "good" or "bad". Some people kill for money while some other spread happiness by sharing it.
So if I had money that cottage and a girl would be a beautiful reality, not just an imagination for you

posted February 02, 2018 12:11 PM            

Sending positive vibes to you and your partner.

"This too shall to pass".You always say that to us hun? Believe it!!!! It will Our mind is powerful! Why some women look like they are pregnant just because they believed they were?It's crazy.

Well for me it's been a little tough too.It seems that for many are being like that! Wow.I know a boy with 12 years old who is depressed now.Crazy times.

Wait... I didn't know my saturn were being affected!!! hahahahaha To be honest I'm not paying much attention to transits or anything on that matter because they lead me to a negative road.

I'm not gonna lie,it's taking me a lot of effort to remain positive when I felt that that my heart is broken but I will get better.I need to.I'm meditating everyday and at least I'm putting reigns on my mind to not became a train wreck again

Thanks I will check this out.I love methods to improve ourselves.

posted February 02, 2018 04:11 PM            

"Pinball Method"
(article) http://anneortelee.com/the-pinball-approach-to-understanding-your-natal-energy-flow/

posted February 07, 2018 07:30 PM            

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Originally posted by Plut0nian2:
missblyss

What a nice comment! It made my day! Your comment sounds like a dream.
Could you please post your chart? I am very curious to see it. You misunderstood though, I didn't mean that Jupiter in 2nd H is the only indicator of wealth. But Jupiter in 2nd H indicates that the personal is lucky when it comes to money and materials.
My cousin was also born in a very rich family, he has Pluto in 4th H.
Pluto in 2nd could show that you'll become quite rich or at least financially comfortable through your own work, same goes for Jupiter in 2nd H which is supposed to bring you good opportunities and high paying jobs. Pluto in 4th H or Jupiter there indicates weath that comes from family and Jupiter in 8th h indicates that others are very generous with you so you receive many valuable things from others that are close to you (relatives/love relationships). I've also observed something that it may seem a bit silly since I've never read anything like that but for some reason people with 2 or more personal planets in Aquarius (meaning Sun/Moon/Mercury/Venus/Mars) are really lucky when it comes to money and they seem to ignore the fact that they are lucky, they tend to think that they just deserved all this luck, although there are people more hard working than them who just weren't lucky enough.

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posted February 08, 2018 05:53 AM            

You have some good money making placements in my humble opinion. Virgo Moon in 2nd, Venus in 8th H, Mars in 10th H, Saturn and North Node in 6th H of day to day work. All your money houses are occupied in a good way, you sure are capable imo to be at least financially comfortable anyway, but I don't think you would be born in a rich family if it wasn't for that Pluto in your 4th H.
I don't know why I always see Pluto in 4th H when it comes to people that were born in a rich family.. but it is always like that in my very little experience. I've never seen Jupiter in 4th it is always Pluto. Hopefully your family members weren't violent towards you since Pluto isn't making any hard aspects. A cousin of mine (born rich too, well not born but his parents became rich by the time he was about 7-8yo) grew up in a physically violent environment where his mother would beat him "to death", his father was violent too but only mouth wise (he wouldn't beat him). His Pluto is conjunct his Mars in 4th H and both are opposite his Moon.

Missblyss can I ask you something personal entirely unrelated to the topic? Of course you don't have to answer if you don't want.
You have Uranus and Neptune square Venus, could you please explain me how affects you when it comes to love? I am asking because I have myself Neptune and Uranus in conjunction to my Capricorn DSC and all people I attract and am attracted to have Capricorn Venus conjunct their natal Uranus, Neptune and Saturn. Although you have fiery Venus I would like to know how the square affects you.