posted February 04, 2018 12:40 PM
hello,i face so many troubles since 2010 that i'm really losing hope...some tough extra-work asked during deep crisis i had were just too much for me (pluto trine ascendant after transiting pluto square sun and now saturn square sun...) to retool my life but all the endeavours i made seems like it was no worth now, all my applications were just like ignored except one that is impracticable for me, i was like sidelined by university due to a professor hostility who blacklisted me and undermined my progress i guess. i'm tired to struggle for life. I just threw all my books while there is the only remaining thing i was relying on.
Now i'm lost don't know what to do of my life...(neptune square mc put a lot of mess..)
if someone can tell me what says cards, dice or other divination devices to know if i choose to go to a full bohemian lifestyle with no plan and consuming myself in spleen.