posted February 06, 2018 10:34 PM            

1) What will happen between me and B when I meet him [in person]?

2) What will be the nature of our relationship?

posted February 07, 2018 01:04 AM            

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:
Cool, that is cool.

1) What will happen between me and B when I meet him [in person]?

3 of Cups - 2 of Swords - 7 of Swords - [Tower]

There could be a sudden event that may be happening or could likely happen in B's life that proves to be a setback for them. This event almost always challenges the belief system of the person. It may shock others if they know about it. I see B definitely trying to avoid the shocking event altogether by cleverness. When you meet, the meeting could be about this or you may sense this from B. However, it will not be a positive impression. You will not feel open and you will close yourself off from them. However, I do see that at least on the surface you look to be having a good time with drinks or at some other public place where there are beverages/drinks.

2) What will be the nature of our relationship?

Ace of Pentacles - Queen of Swords - Empress - [10 of Cups]

For the most part, it will be of a highly emotional nature. I get the sense here of togetherness. It almost feels like a good friendship. I see, however, that you might be forcing some things between you, i.e., mostly leading and directing the relationship and over-extending to the point where you may be doing all the work. The advice is to give B some breathing room, yet it feels like they are taking too much time, you might try to take the lead or bring it up in some way that allows you to have a heart-to-heart, if this is a romantic relationship. If not, just be careful and go with the flow.

Send two questions too.[/b]

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1. How did X really feel today when I showed up with my project ready to go?

2. How does G feel about X? They are women I work with. G is the superior of X.

posted February 07, 2018 01:53 AM            

2)
Yeah over-extending would be a problem. They're used to that with just about everyone and I'll be damned if I repeat that same kind of ego-stroking behavior, lol.

Your Questions

1)
House + Mountain
Libra + Ship
Cross

This is interesting,
X seems to be frustrated with their own project they have and have difficulties understanding and catching up the work. They couldn't understand why you finished your project so early and why you don't seem to be breaking a sweat about it unlike her.
She was impressed with your talent, but a little envious, not in a dangerous or destructive way, but in a way that she wishes she was as hardworking and gifted as you. She wished she had more help from you and got some advice that would let her understand the project a little better. She has a hard time adapting to her work environment and is greatly troubled by it to the point it effects her work.
I don't sense any negative feelings toward you, she likes you, and you two get along, she wants to reach out to you, and learn more from you.
Though I do sense a disconnect, I don't know why. But something is pushing you two apart, even though I don't sense any direct hostile feelings from both of you.

2)
Mice + Taurus
Earth+ Fire
Virgo

G feels like X is a hard worker, systematic, and does things by the book which she likes. She is not belligerent and doesn't challenge her at position of authority at all. She also knows her position under G and G of course, admires that.
G thinks X is intelligent and practical-minded, and has a true passion and love for their job. They are always available and willing to take other's time slots when the workers aren't there. She can call on her for whatever she needs. I can see X being a favorite of G and G having a preferential bias over her compared to the other workers. I also get that G isn't like this with her workers in general but she has taking a good liking to X. G takes the role of a detached, authoritarian parent who has their best interests set out for X.

So what I see is that this also applies to X's general character too. There is no misperception or anything like that, her insecurities about herself not counting, but she is like this and G sees her for what she is.

I hope this resonates. Because I felt like this was weak. if it doesn't, I can just elaborate on it.

posted February 07, 2018 02:36 AM            

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Originally posted by Eva4:
Thank you for the readings. May we continue this exchange tomorrow? I will leave you some feedback then. I am exhausted!

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posted February 07, 2018 02:51 AM            

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:
You're welcome. Of course. I'll be waiting. Have a good night rest

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posted February 07, 2018 10:02 PM            

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:
[b]Feedback:
1)
This makes sense, I figured I would be closed off from him. I felt that way about him before, for some reason. I like him but something about him reads as hard to understand and ingenuine, being polite and nice for the sake of being polite and nice. I admit though, I don't really understand those tendencies...
I hope this doesn't lead a bad impression on him.

2)
Yeah over-extending would be a problem. They're used to that with just about everyone and I'll be damned if I repeat that same kind of ego-stroking behavior, lol.

Hi, thank you for the detailed feedback! I'm glad the readings resonated. On the second reading, I felt more like you might not want to expect so much and right away with this person. On the other hand, I see that B is someone who either is in no hurry or may be the type not put much effort into their relationships. Just be careful and do not give all of yourself away here.

[b]Your Questions

1)
House + Mountain
Libra + Ship
Cross

This is interesting,
X seems to be frustrated with their own project they have and have difficulties understanding and catching up the work. They couldn't understand why you finished your project so early and why you don't seem to be breaking a sweat about it unlike her.
She was impressed with your talent, but a little envious, not in a dangerous or destructive way, but in a way that she wishes she was as hardworking and gifted as you. She wished she had more help from you and got some advice that would let her understand the project a little better. She has a hard time adapting to her work environment and is greatly troubled by it to the point it effects her work.
I don't sense any negative feelings toward you, she likes you, and you two get along, she wants to reach out to you, and learn more from you.
Though I do sense a disconnect, I don't know why. But something is pushing you two apart, even though I don't sense any direct hostile feelings from both of you.

I do sense a disconnect between us, but I have been attempting to repair the damage (from Tuesday). We had a miscommunication on what projects I would be doing for the week. I also went in charging after she said I would be on my own this week since our supervisor is not in the office. She's actually still helping me. She's more of a spontaneous and light person when it comes to her work style. I'm more of the serious, mean-what-I-say person that likes to know what's ahead for the week. I think she's starting to figure this out. I am used to working alone and being in control, so I put about 110% into things I do. I think this is where you pick up that I don't break a sweat. Plus, there isn't a husband and kids to worry about either. She's married.

2)
Mice + Taurus
Earth+ Fire
Virgo

G feels like X is a hard worker, systematic, and does things by the book which she likes. She is not belligerent and doesn't challenge her at position of authority at all. She also knows her position under G and G of course, admires that.
G thinks X is intelligent and practical-minded, and has a true passion and love for their job. They are always available and willing to take other's time slots when the workers aren't there. She can call on her for whatever she needs. I can see X being a favorite of G and G having a preferential bias over her compared to the other workers. I also get that G isn't like this with her workers in general but she has taking a good liking to X. G takes the role of a detached, authoritarian parent who has their best interests set out for X.

So what I see is that this also applies to X's general character too. There is no misperception or anything like that, her insecurities about herself not counting, but she is like this and G sees her for what she is.

Yes, definitely what I sense about how G sees X. I am praying that X and I's relationship begins to smoothen out more and we can both start working in harmony. I wouldn't want to get on X's bad side because then G would not see me in the best light. This is very accurate and provides some confirmation as well as insight into their relationship. Thank you!!

I hope this resonates. Because I felt like this was weak. if it doesn't, I can just elaborate on it.

[b]I will be back to read your readings in a while. You can expect my questions then. Thank you.

[b]my questions
1) What will B feel about my looks?
2) What will he NOT like about me?

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posted February 07, 2018 10:31 PM            

About your feedback to my readings
Ah yes, so that is why the Mountain showed up the way it did. Miscommunication and misunderstandings.
There was also Libra (relationships & partnerships) being crossed with their err.. Cross, which shows difficulties, frustration, and also fated meanings, and meetings. So I believe you two will always have a disconnect with each other be it because of innate differences like personality or age.
So I'm seeing I got things switched up and interpreted it wrong. Too bad. I need to start using co-signifiers in my readings because I am unclear which is which, sometimes....

posted February 08, 2018 12:00 AM            

Ace of Pentacles - 6 of Wands - Page of Cups - [Moon]

I see he will think you are attractive for the most part. The Ace of Pentacles + 6 of Wands shows me he will value your looks, meaning physically you will be "good enough," for him, perhaps go beyond his expectations. If you possess dark features, he will be attracted to this about you. The 6 of Wands show me that you might look feline, or lion like. He may like this, too, and your mannerisms may be confident, outgoing and quick. To me it seems he likes women to be healthy. He will definitely be going for your looks, watering at the mouth like a wolf and this is probably why he's interested mainly at this time. Let me know if this resonates.

2) What will he NOT like about me?

2 of Pentacles - 10 of Swords - 6 of Wands - [Judgment]

I do think this man is not going to be very patient with a woman who doesn't keep herself up. I get that he may find you either disheveled somewhat (hastily thrown together) and perhaps stressed out looking. If you're skinny, he's not going to like this. He prefers some meat on the bones. The stressed out look is what will get on his nerves. Victim looks - like too much makeup, black makeup, and movements that are jittery and antsy or sad looking will not be attractive to him. There also may be a double-edged sword with your confidence. If you're overly confident, he may see you as too cocky and overbearing. Loud is what he isn't into, i.e., makeup, clothes. Anything that scares anyone away will turn him off. So keeping yourself in light colors, looking as soft and feminine as possible, especially on the earthy side may win points with him. What do you think?

posted February 08, 2018 12:15 AM            

2. Is my ex still attracted to me? He just divorced his wife last year.

posted February 08, 2018 12:15 AM            

2)
Oooh you are so right. He's not a fan when women wear too much makeup, especially those exact looks you described. He's way more into the earthy, natural fresh face looks. As for body type he likes women who are smallish but still have some curves and meat so yeah, not too skinny.
He's so confusing to me, he gets drawn in by overly confident women, but gets exhausted of them fast too. I think he sees them as only 1 way.. though lol

posted February 08, 2018 12:34 AM            

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1)
Yes, this resonates. I have dark features and I do look lion like b/c of my big hair The last time I saw him he noticed me out a crowd and made eye contact with me. It surprised me so much..
Nothing happened much after that, but I would like to see him again. I'm interested in him.

2)
Oooh you are so right. He's not a fan when women wear too much makeup, especially those exact looks you described. He's way more into the earthy, natural fresh face looks. As for body type he likes women who are smallish but still have some curves and meat so yeah, not too skinny.
He's so confusing to me, he gets drawn in by overly confident women, but gets exhausted of them fast too. I think he sees them as only 1 way.. though lol

You're right that he doesn't like this dark / anxious vibe on women, it's a big turn off for him no matter how she looks like.

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posted February 08, 2018 12:40 AM            

Well, this is no where near as I expected to be. Sorry if this is confusing and just generally a mess.

The lack of personal cards indicates to me that he doesn't view you and your family as anything but his neighbors, so the boundary is clearly established between him and you and your family. From what I'm seeing he runs his own little business and sells his own stuff, and tried to get your family to buy from him before, or he borrowed your stuff, and there's some deception and distrust going on between him and your family.

Also, I see that he is probably in good favor with the person who runs the neighborhood, and I wouldn't be surprised if it turns out that he tries to file complaints or report you guys.

There's also indication of gossip so he probably has a lot to say about you guys to other people. I also see him as nosy and that he can't keep his eyes out of other people's business because to be fair he has nothing better to do and think he's more important than he actually is.

He acts like a neighborhood watchdog, from what I see, and from what I can see also is that he acts like that with everyone and isn't too well liked, but he does provide a semblance of protection and balance.

I see him constantly walking around the neighborhood just doing whatever, you see him a lot.

He has a misperception about you guys for some reason.

Does this even make sense? If it doesn't well I can just redraw cards.

2) Is my ex still attracted to me? He just divorced his wife last year.

Cross + Man
Key + Mice
Heart

Well, you and your ex had a very important and fateful connection that is still felt by the two of you today.
Something gnaws at his conscience, so he regrets something he did to you and also, this is a general feeling so I see that it relates to his divorce as well. It's effecting his life.
I also see the attraction and feelings he had for you are diminishing and not as nearly as strong as it used to be, other things also occupy space in his mind and cause great anxiety in his heart.
I see he's closed off towards you. But he's also closed off to everyone right now. He's not talking about his feelings but instead keeping that to himself. He's keeping the burden of responsibility and guilt on his shoulders and suffers on the inside.

He is not thinking about romance right now. He wants to take a break to get himself together to make himself a new man and a better man.
I do think if you reach out to him he won't be receptive. He's really closed off for this time being.

Does this make sense?

posted February 08, 2018 12:41 AM            

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Originally posted by Eva4:
Great. I'm glad to know the readings resonated. Thank you for the precious feedback! It really helps. The whole 10 of Swords thing is usually about women who don't keep themselves up but look out of it, i.e., running on fumes, drugs, or just simply not caring for their looks. I'm glad it helped.

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posted February 08, 2018 01:06 AM            

Well, this is no where near as I expected to be. Sorry if this is confusing and just generally a mess.

The lack of personal cards indicates to me that he doesn't view you and your family as anything but his neighbors, so the boundary is clearly established between him and you and your family. From what I'm seeing he runs his own little business and sells his own stuff, and tried to get your family to buy from him before, or he borrowed your stuff, and there's some deception and distrust going on between him and your family.

So sorry, it is actually a she, and currently she is living with her sister. I have only spoken to her twice and it was very briefly each time. We don't talk to them because they have been loud, trashy, and just plain suspicious. You are absolutely correct though that they are home all day and have a lot of junk that seems to be off loaded to them once in a blue moon. Their yard was so full of stuff, I think someone called the city on them and they started to improve it a bit. It's still trashy though. They have tried to sell stuff to our neighbor next door.

Also, I see that he is probably in good favor with the person who runs the neighborhood, and I wouldn't be surprised if it turns out that he tries to file complaints or report you guys.

I am not sure about this. I feel there are people in the neighborhood who have filed complaints about them. I know of one such person.

There's also indication of gossip so he probably has a lot to say about you guys to other people. I also see him as nosy and that he can't keep his eyes out of other people's business because to be fair he has nothing better to do and think he's more important than he actually is.

He acts like a neighborhood watchdog, from what I see, and from what I can see also is that he acts like that with everyone and isn't too well liked, but he does provide a semblance of protection and balance.

I see him constantly walking around the neighborhood just doing whatever, you see him a lot.

Gossip on their part, I do not doubt. Definitely nosey. When they are outside walking around in their yard or sitting, they watch us. I've since gotten used to this. You're absolutely right, they have nothing better to do. I do think the sister has a job though.

He has a misperception about you guys for some reason.

Does this even make sense? If it doesn't well I can just redraw cards.

I definitely think they are watching us but perhaps you could be right about them not seeing us as we truly are. I also think they view us as private, unfriendly, and that we think we are "better" than they are. To tell you the truth, I do believe they both have mental health issues.

2) Is my ex still attracted to me? He just divorced his wife last year.

Cross + Man
Key + Mice
Heart

Well, you and your ex had a very important and fateful connection that is still felt by the two of you today.

Definitely feel there is a deep connection between us that transcends our physical existence. I know that sounds obsessive and not rooted in reality, but I have had more instances of déjà vu with this man than any other as well as dreams of being together. I do believe we knew each other in a past life and perhaps are soul mates (not really in a truly romantic way).

Something gnaws at his conscience, so he regrets something he did to you and also, this is a general feeling so I see that it relates to his divorce as well. It's effecting his life.
I also see the attraction and feelings he had for you are diminishing and not as nearly as strong as it used to be, other things also occupy space in his mind and cause great anxiety in his heart.
I see he's closed off towards you. But he's also closed off to everyone right now. He's not talking about his feelings but instead keeping that to himself. He's keeping the burden of responsibility and guilt on his shoulders and suffers on the inside.

He is not thinking about romance right now. He wants to take a break to get himself together to make himself a new man and a better man.
I do think if you reach out to him he won't be receptive. He's really closed off for this time being.

posted February 08, 2018 01:16 AM            

1)
I see. Then I understand where that is coming from. If there is random junk that is being shipped to their house then I will say that they're either buying drugs off of someone or from the dark market, or buying obscure things from ebay to have money for.. something. The original combination I saw was Clouds + Snake, which shows sneakiness, illegal activity even. Clouds does represent drugs as I mentioned too. And a plethora of unknown, strange things.

That's true, but I can also see them trying to collect information on you to get you guys in trouble. Well, they will try anyway.
They seem strange and jealous of you, I wouldn't trust them. They might try to rob you guys. I m pretty sure they're trying to follow your schedule to know when its the right time. I still think they have a drug habit and an illegal operation though.

2)
Yes,I understand that connection between two lovers very well. I understand you two have that connection with each other and its felt profoundly. It's almost supernatural isn't it? It's a wonderful, yet mysterious and almost scary feeling.

Ah, I see. I still think he is closed off in that he doesn't want to talk about his personal issues yet.
Now looking at it, there is a the presence of the heart. So I wouldn't say his feelings for you are completely gone it's just.. hidden away at the moment. Hes trying not to pay attention to it.

Sure, I have questions.

1) What did B think about me when he noticed me that night?

2)This one may seem weird but does B dislike or hate women? I'll see your answer and then tell you why.. his behavior is off to me sometimes.

posted February 08, 2018 01:38 AM            

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1)
I see. Then I understand where that is coming from. If there is random junk that is being shipped to their house then I will say that they're either buying drugs off of someone or from the dark market, or buying obscure things from ebay to have money for.. something. The original combination I saw was Clouds + Snake, which shows sneakiness, illegal activity even. Clouds does represent drugs as I mentioned too. And a plethora of unknown, strange things.

That's true, but I can also see them trying to collect information on you to get you guys in trouble. Well, they will try anyway.
They seem strange and jealous of you, I wouldn't trust them. They might try to rob you guys. I m pretty sure they're trying to follow your schedule to know when its the right time. I still think they have a drug habit and an illegal operation though.

Thank you for the response. Yes, a few friends have told us they are dealing drugs and I believe it because we have seen a few different cars at times stop by their house. Usually when they keep junk in the yard like that and have no job, they are most likely doing something illegal. Definitely would not be surprised if they were attempting to steal from us. I do know someone has tried once to get into our property, but they were not successful. We also purchased a web cam to see what is going on while we're not in the front room. So yes, you are right on the money here!

2)
Yes,I understand that connection between two lovers very well. I understand you two have that connection with each other and its felt profoundly. It's almost supernatural isn't it? It's a wonderful, yet mysterious and almost scary feeling.

Ah, I see. I still think he is closed off in that he doesn't want to talk about his personal issues yet.
Now looking at it, there is a the presence of the heart. So I wouldn't say his feelings for you are completely gone it's just.. hidden away at the moment. Hes trying not to pay attention to it.

I do think he still has feelings and he probably would be open to romance, to tell you the truth. However, I'm probably not the one who would be open to it. He lives at a distance and his life is just a bit complicated now than when I knew him. I've known him for almost 18 years this April and we were young we when first met. I just hope he can think more about healing than jumping back into a relationship with someone. But I know people can do that when they are fresh out of a relationship, especially long term. Okay will leave you my questions on the bottom and get to yours now.

Sure, I have questions.

1) What did B think about me when he noticed me that night?

2)This one may seem weird but does B dislike or hate women? I'll see your answer and then tell you why.. his behavior is off to me sometimes.

Thanks!! Send me your questions[/B]

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1. What is G's impressions of me? She's the supervisor I asked about in my previous question.

2. I may be delayed graduating this year due to some mention of me needing 4 more classes by my registrar's office. However, I was told otherwise. Will this be seen as a mistake and will I finish school come May?

posted February 08, 2018 01:51 AM            

5 of Wands - 9 of Wands - 4 of Wands - [5 of Pentacles]

I definitely see that there were feelings of insecurity present, most likely felt by him. I think a falling out or earlier argument you had crossed his mind and as a result could have rewoke some past wounds of his. Definitely see him stressing in the 9 of Wands, which is a card of barely being able to hold what is placed on the shoulders. I do think he struggled to keep his composure in spite of feeling the stress and anxiety inside. The 4 of Wands shows me people dancing, and I do believe, if there was dancing going on, he was having a good time until he saw you. However, I am thinking you were the one having the time of your life, he saw this and perhaps felt like you may have shined him off, hence the 5 of Pentacles... I see two children running away in the snow from the other cards. Definitely he felt like he didn't belong and felt left out. I wonder if he took off before you did?

2)This one may seem weird but does B dislike or hate women? I'll see your answer and then tell you why.. his behavior is off to me sometimes.[b]

[b]Queen of Pentacles - Magician - Queen of Cups - [Strength]

posted February 08, 2018 02:15 AM            

You're right. This is exactly how it is. It's unfortunate but that's the game, lol.

1. What are G's impressions of me?
Child + House
Fish + Clover
Key

Her impressions of you are positive and she cares about your sake for her sake, your work for her internship to ensure the success rate of her employees because of course -- it looks good on her.

She talks down on you sometimes and shows a little skepticism to you because she views you as inexperienced and a little impractical, but not in the sense as you would think it is. It's because you do things in a slightly unconventional way and indirectly challenge her.

You have your own identity with a good head on your shoulders no doubt and know about the direction you want to take yourself in, but she sees you as somewhat naive, and wants you to stop being overly ambitious because she thinks you're aiming too high for the stars since you need to develop more experience before you take yourself seriously.

She senses a nervous energy from you, a stressed out mind, that believes too much in chance and luck, instead of the rigors of order and conventional matters. She thinks if you follow things by the book more and take your time with your work you will learn more things.

You are materialistic in ways, but she likes that about you because she is also materialistic and makes no joke about that. She seems like someone who is tough and in charge and always wants things done their way.

2.Will this be seen as a mistake and will I finish school come May?
Cross + Libra
Bear + Mice
Ship

There will be some issues when it comes to finishing your school, yes. Legal issues on the fault of the school. Miscalculations are being done and its the fault of a poor system.
This will be greatly worrying to you and cause your nerves to be shot up for a while. Yes it's a mistake but it won't feel like it for a while. You may have to take some steps back and try to play by the faulted system to win, unfortunately.
All and all, you will succeed and you will move on from the past and yes, I can see some delays but you will at least finish school this year.
If you end up having to take those 4 classes, you'll have to do it in a way that compromises your schedule because I know you do not want to wait a lot longer to complete school.

posted February 08, 2018 02:36 AM            

You're right. This is exactly how it is. It's unfortunate but that's the game, lol.

Thanks again for the feedback. I wonder if this person could be jealous of you? I know some men who get really jealous because she's got it better than he does. Don't ask me how I know this but I've seen it happen, especially if they don't have such a great reputation among people you both know. In any case, I'm hoping this person can overcome these feelings of insecurity, realize fear is just an illusion trying to get the best of them.

1. What are G's impressions of me?
Child + House
Fish + Clover
Key

Her impressions of you are positive and she cares about your sake for her sake, your work for her internship to ensure the success rate of her employees because of course -- it looks good on her.

She talks down on you sometimes and shows a little skepticism to you because she views you as inexperienced and a little impractical, but not in the sense as you would think it is. It's because you do things in a slightly unconventional way and indirectly challenge her.

You have your own identity with a good head on your shoulders no doubt and know about the direction you want to take yourself in, but she sees you as somewhat naive, and wants you to stop being overly ambitious because she thinks you're aiming too high for the stars since you need to develop more experience before you take yourself seriously.

She senses a nervous energy from you, a stressed out mind, that believes too much in chance and luck, instead of the rigors of order and conventional matters. She thinks if you follow things by the book more and take your time with your work you will learn more things.

You are materialistic in ways, but she likes that about you because she is also materialistic and makes no joke about that. She seems like someone who is tough and in charge and always wants things done their way.

I do know she favors other people over me and often leaves me out of conversations. I have been a bit unconventional most of my life and it's definitely there in my chart. I did not really feel like I was challenging her but I definitely recall how that's happened. I do see that she thinks I am naïve and all you mentioned here about aiming too high. I definitely got this feeling from my trainer as well. Definitely the environment in the mornings is busy and it tends to stress me out when things are busy over there. I come home feeling wound up, too. I can see how she feels I am nervous and a bit clumsy/absent-minded at times. I do have Venus in the 1st house with Moon-Saturn in Virgo. I have found this combination = people pleaser. Definitely looking to go by the book more and follow proper channels while I am there. As I mentioned, I jumped right into a project without getting approval first from my trainer. I will keep the materialistic trait in mind. Do you mean practical/realistic who likes results?

2.Will this be seen as a mistake and will I finish school come May?
Cross + Libra
Bear + Mice
Ship

There will be some issues when it comes to finishing your school, yes. Legal issues on the fault of the school. Miscalculations are being done and its the fault of a poor system.
This will be greatly worrying to you and cause your nerves to be shot up for a while. Yes it's a mistake but it won't feel like it for a while. You may have to take some steps back and try to play by the faulted system to win, unfortunately.
All and all, you will succeed and you will move on from the past and yes, I can see some delays but you will at least finish school this year.
If you end up having to take those 4 classes, you'll have to do it in a way that compromises your schedule because I know you do not want to wait a lot longer to complete school.

posted February 08, 2018 02:47 AM            

Response to your feedback:
Yes, this is what I mean. You want to have results for your work and you put the money first ahead of anything. Or maybe that's just her and she projects those images to you because she wants to see a relation between her and you.
Moon and Saturn conjunction is interesting, especially as Saturn is considered the greater malefic in Classical Astrology (which is similar to Vedic / Sidereal Astrology, by the way). There should be poor integration within personal relationships and not knowing how to react to others creating awkwardness. Depending on the combination either great depression ,or meanness, or anything really I'm not sure about what's going on in your full Natal Chart. Thanks for telling me that though that's very interesting.