posted February 08, 2018 08:00 PM            

You feel misunderstood, unimportant and insignificant because of experiences in which others didn't take you seriously. You feel like you don't get enough credit and recognition for your efforts, your positive traits. Especially in childhood, you experienced people taking advantage of your kindness and walking over you, treating you how they want and getting away with it. You feel like you have to give others importance or that others matter more than you, and you have a lot of difficulty expressing yourself openly placing your rights and boundaries and if and when you do, others do not respect it. This can lead to a lot of pent up emotions and extreme resentment. Your father in your childhood may have treated you like you're a stranger or not with as much warmth as you wanted. He may have behaved like he loves or cares of course but you always had a feeling like he treats you like you are a stranger or someone different for him. Even when he was being nice you felt like he was doing it to be appropriate and not because of warmth and genuine affection. I'm not saying he didn't love you but that's how you felt about it.

This is causing you pain in life, you find others more important and significant than you, and you don't even try to openly express yourself, because you are most probably far from having the confidence to do that. You could have a lot of resentment because of it, and this makes you feel suffocated, feeling misunderstood makes you feel horrible beyond words.

I see that you love seeking new partnerships with others, your thoughts are usually always about love and romance. You like to show others and the world your taste in fashion and things, to be high class and of good quality, you love material things and have a very strong passion to buy and get the things you want materially. But when it comes to actual happiness, it doesn't actually make you happy. It's not a bad thing to be superficial, but it's wrong when it compromises with your happiness and meaning in life. You love material comfort but it tends to make you feel empty inside, it doesn't have any purpose or meaning, other than to make things look good and to appear good in others' eyes, and you may feel frustrated and depressed because of this. You can never get enough, yet it leads to no meaning.

You are very compassionate and understanding towards yourself. You also have good intentions for others and have a good heart. You most probably have beautiful eyes that reflects the soul very clearly, and people can relate to your emotions easily. You tend to forgive easily, because you understand others and simply because they are human and you are the same way towards yourself. You also trust others easily and others can also trust you just as easily. Your mother in your childhood gave you comfort and security and loved you very much. You have a genuinely good heart and intentions and the capability to empathize with others really well. You exert an energy which makes people feel safe, comfortable around you.

You might have health problems, most probably minor health problems that you might need to pay attention to.

You are very sane, and learn things from others very fast, you tend to be obedient mentally and take others' advice often to do things in life, but you have the capability to judge people and their character very accurately as well, which makes you sane. When you need to look at what's right for you or in your benefit you most probably care more about being just and fair rather than seeing your benefit, so you are almost never selfish, even when it's necessary. You tend to think about the benefit of others more.

posted February 08, 2018 08:20 PM            

The first thing I noticed is that you feel like there is no meaning in life and feel depressed. You find happiness in little things but don't find meaning in life in general.

You don't take your goals in life that seriously, and believe you will achieve them easily, but this actually just makes you less passionate and determined in life.

You are very confident and feel like on top of the world. You exert a positive energy but you feel like people don't take you seriously enough.

You love children and have a strong desire to be a mother. You are a kid at heart and have a playful nature. You're a very emotional person and give a lot of importance to how you feel. It can sometimes make others think of you as selfish but it's not the case.

Your life looks great on the outside but you feel like it's empty on the inside.

So in general I see happiness and superficiality, you are not drawn to deep subjects and your life may lack depth and passion. But you are generally positive and feel good in general.

You care about what's in trend and try to be up to date with it. You are sane and have a good understanding of what's going on in society.

You also feel scared if you don't know the truth or what's going on around you. You tend to stay mentally scared and your way of thinking and going about life is because of cruel beliefs, but you think this way it keeps you safe.

posted February 08, 2018 08:33 PM            

You love charity work and you respect those that are under you and have empathy and understanding towards them.

You can be stubborn and you are extremely passionate and determined to get the things you want in life. There is no question about it, you can go to extremes to achieve your goals, and you may use any way to reach your goals.

You are extremely happy and connected to your soul and higher self in life, you rarely get scared because you feel comfort, security and lucky in life. You don't necessarily feel the need to have strong religious beliefs but you don't mind believing in spirituality, but you don't really have a strong need to. Because you feel fulfilled and happy already in life.

You too, like Karka, are very sane and fair with others, you have good intentions for others and genuinely want others to be happy and want them to feel good, you like harmony and fairness but you have experienced pain related to being misunderstood, treated insignificantly and being walked over or taken advantage of especially in childhood. You feel like a no one and give all importance to others in life. You have problems with your identity. Also, in life if you have a partner or husband, you feel like you live in their shadow and are too obedient with them or feel like you have no say against them.

You most probably have beautiful eyes, you are compassionate and loving to others and forgive others easily. You can be too empathetic with others, and receive their energy, how you feel about it is up to you, it can be either good or bad. Your mind and emotions mix which causes confusion, lack of proper direction in making proper judgement about people and things in life.

posted February 09, 2018 11:32 AM            

I do struggle with depression but has nothing to do with life itself, is a chemical problem in my brain but you're not wrong, I find happiness in the bigger picture, little things don't excite me that much.

I've been dealing with that experience of being less passionate and determinate in life lately. that's true, not very confident, always struggle with low self-esteem, children are not even close of a goal for me though I must admit I'm basically feeling right now that I do want to have in future.

"You're a very emotional person and give a lot of importance to how you feel. It can sometimes make others think of you as selfish but it's not the case." I do feel like this, you're right.

I've always been interested in the occult always study Karmic astrology, cabala, so deep subjects are my thing.

"You also feel scared if you don't know the truth or what's going on around you" SO VERY TRUE, not knowing is always something I struggle with, makes me feel so vulnerable.

posted February 09, 2018 01:16 PM            

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Originally posted by Spica:
@blackestcashemere

You love charity work and you respect those that are under you and have empathy and understanding towards them.

** I do love charity work and I should do this more often! I gain a lot of peace and strength through doing so.

You can be stubborn and you are extremely passionate and determined to get the things you want in life. There is no question about it, you can go to extremes to achieve your goals, and you may use any way to reach your goals.

**yep, once I made up my mind on doing something it will happen no matter what. I will go extremes to get what I want but career wise - there is some work to do in terms of being motivated tbh.

You are extremely happy and connected to your soul and higher self in life, you rarely get scared because you feel comfort, security and lucky in life. You don't necessarily feel the need to have strong religious beliefs but you don't mind believing in spirituality, but you don't really have a strong need to. Because you feel fulfilled and happy already in life.

** yes - I am very much so in touch of my spiritual side and always feel a sense of be being on a different realm than others. It’s strange sometimes. I don’t believe in a specific religion at all but am very open minded to most of them. I don’t get scared but I am an anxious person.

You too, like Karka, are very sane and fair with others, you have good intentions for others and genuinely want others to be happy and want them to feel good, you like harmony and fairness but you have experienced pain related to being misunderstood, treated insignificantly and being walked over or taken advantage of especially in childhood. You feel like a no one and give all importance to others in life. You have problems with your identity. Also, in life if you have a partner or husband, you feel like you live in their shadow and are too obedient with them or feel like you have no say against them.

** yes I am always about being fair to others. I always weigh situations with both sides of the scale. And yes! When I was younger I was always misunderstood and it hurted me because I always did things with good intentions. I am not sure why that happened. I was bullied when I was growing up by the extroverted kids as I was extremely shy. Not sure if I had problems with my identity but I did go through a lot of phases by experimenting who I really am and because I am highly influenced by those around me when I was younger. With my love relationships, I am usually a strong minded person but when in love I become a puppy. I am so afraid of saying hurtful things or hurting the other person by not agreeing to certain POV but with many bad experiences I am pushing myself out of this.

You most probably have beautiful eyes, you are compassionate and loving to others and forgive others easily. You can be too empathetic with others, and receive their energy, how you feel about it is up to you, it can be either good or bad. Your mind and emotions mix which causes confusion, lack of proper direction in making proper judgement about people and things in life.

**i dont know if I have beautiful eyes but people do tell me that my big brown eyes are either my best feature or they intimidate them. I am extremely empathetic with anyone who comes into contact with me and I’ve learned to protect myself with that. I can get too into how the other person is feeling that I neglect myself. I always have trouble speaking my mind because my mind and heart fights each other. Finding balance in both is a work in progress.

You have a very good heart, you're pure a hearted soul and have good intentions for people. You are compassionate and sane, you're one of those people that make the world and kind place to live in.
**aww thanks I hope that I am. I do find myself to be the peacemaker.

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posted February 09, 2018 02:23 PM            

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Originally posted by Spica:
Thank you for the feedback Karka and areesquivel, I am learning it but still have more things to learn. I didn't check in too much detail though, but as I get better I will be able to call myself a professional astrologer. I didn't use modern psychological astrology, I used traditional.

I am waiting for blackestcashmere's feedback.

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