posted May 23, 2018 04:11 AM            

My story is in 2016 I just gave up on life completely. I moved from nyc to my parents upstate and been there ever since. From 2009 to about 2015 I was in the city struggling on my own, trying to make things work but anything that could go wrong went wrong. Late 2009 I had a big breakup with a guy, it hurt, we were together for 3 yrs. To forget about him I went abroad to get some dental work done. I know that’s random, but I’ve always had problems with my teeth and needed to get crowns done so my parents convinced me it was a good idea that in the summer I’d get the work done by a relative abroad. Total mistake, ruined my health bc when I got there they did too much work and messed up my jaw. When I got back I didn’t know if I was still emotionally drained bc of the breakup or it was my health. Long story short w the dental work, it created a lot of complication w my jaw and sinus and after a few years another dr was telling me I had cancerous growth. During that time I had lost a lot of friends, my face was wrecked from the dental work. I couldn’t find a job, noticed people treating me different all the time. Felt so judged. I didn’t try to pursue any real relationships and that lead me to meeting strange ppl who had problems themselves and would say the most hurtful things to me in their own moments of low self esteem. I really felt so misunderstood/ judged and so discouraged and kept wondering why? Why did all of this happen almost at once for me and it was so much I couldn’t fix it. And whats weird is that before all this, I almost had a premonition that my life was going to get wrecked. Is that weird to say? My life went from partying in the city, working, to a bad break up, unemployed and what felt like someone throwing me in the dryer for 5 yrs. I also decided to go to grad school at that time and barely finished. I left the city once my program was over.

I’ve really had to come to terms with how I make meaning in my life and who I let in. Most of the disappoints in my life come from my relationship with other people, I’ve seen how quick they are to turn their backs when something goes wrong. It’s in my nature to be there for someone if they are going through something, I just never thought that the same people would just walk away when I had trouble. It just caused a chasm in my life, I feel so discouraged.

I was also reading about having sun conjunct neptune and it almost hit me that I was just floating around in denial or indecision after the dental work situation , instead of immediately getting the work redone I waited two and half years to get it fixed and it was a long ongoing process that I had to get twice. And I couldn’t even remember what I used to look like before the work, it was such a struggle. Also realized people see me as they want and I am not usually what they think I am which is horrible for relationships of any kind because they always start of wrong. I could go on, but if anyone is interested take a look at my chart. What can you see from it, and was disaster written in? I think I’m one to believe in fatal degrees in astrology tbh now.

posted May 23, 2018 06:32 PM            

ASC: 11 sag
sun: 24 sag
moon: 12 aries
merc: 16 sag
venus: 27 scorp
mars: 18 cap

jup: 8 libra
saturn: 8 libra
Uranus: 27 scorp
neptune: 22 sag
pluto: 23 libra

posted May 23, 2018 09:11 PM            

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Originally posted by bam201:
heres the link to my chart ---> https://imgur.com/p70lWKH[/B]

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Welcome to LL, Bam201!!
So Glad that you are here.

What a POWERFUL story. ….{{ }}
Thank you for sharing yourself with us.

When you post links at Lindaland, in order for some links to work properly, you need to use the 'edit' feature, go in, and delete the letter 's' from http. It will activate the link, unless you know the way to do it using https.

Bam201's chart.
http://imgur.com/p70lWKH

Let me try the img codes.

posted May 23, 2018 09:53 PM            

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Originally posted by LunaIscariot:
I’m sorry this happened to you, sending you best wishes 😇

I think transit Saturn and Pluto was probably involved

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posted May 24, 2018 01:03 PM            

Your Saturn is conjunct JUPITER which amplified everything, like steroids.

AND... coincidently enough???? *bheart*

You 'just happen' to have
asteroid 2031 BAM in Libra conjunct your JUPITER!

Pouring some lighter-fuel on a blaze?

Terrifying moment man is engulfed in flames as he adds fuel to BBQ
(Daily Mail, April 2018)
[0:32] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iUtk1B119-0

- http://markandrewholmes.com/bam.html

"Astrologically, BAM seems to signify explosions,
having to do with explosives or bombs,
explosive or sudden events,
things or ideas that are exploded."

This CAN apply to GOOD things happening for you in later decades in your life. Gotta be 'positioned' so that BAM-Jupiter can work BEST "for" you.

Jupiter in the 10th is a Good Placement for supporting you in public life, and your vocation.

posted May 24, 2018 03:13 PM            

The other possibility is that there is a natal Grand cross i.e signs in the same modality example Jup 5 Lib,Nep 8 Cap, Mar 10 Ari and Mc in Can 12.

The transit of one planet squares,opposes and makes a conjunction to another has a domino effect.

It can feel like your life is literally falling apart.

I have a triple conjunction of Sag Sun,Sag Nep and Sag Jupiter.

Jupiter trines Asc which is part of a grand cross Mars Lib, Merc Cap,Moo Can.

When a transit affects the Sag planet, it has a domino effect.

In your chart I see Asc, Merc and Sun are conjunct in Sag.

You also have a natal T square of Jup/Saturn in Lib opp Moon in Aries square Mars in Cap and Pluto Lib.

Moon trines your Asc and joins the Sag triple conjunction with the active T square

So when a transit happens to affect the Sag or cardinal T-square, its a domino effect.

posted May 24, 2018 03:23 PM            

I too had major dental work done (oral surgery to remove all four wisdom teeth) in 1994 and my health has never been the same since. It has required me to totally change my expectations and actually led me into astrology and natural medicine, which are my vocations and passions.

As to transits to your chart ...

The period of your breakup in late 2009 was characterized at least partly by Neptune's transit square your natal Venus. That is a time that can mean working towards an ideal relationship, or experiencing disappointment and disillusionment. It really depends on how you handle the Neptune (stress) to Venus dyanmic. I met my wife and started a relationship during that transit after a long period of loneliness.

That period also had Saturn in transit parallel your natal Moon at about 1° north declination. Declinations are the positions of the planets north and south of the celestial equator. The sky is not flat, and the planets do not orbit along the popularly misconceived 'plane'. They move north and south like a wave while they are moving eastward in their direction motion through the zodiac.

About 2012-17 you experienced the emotionally challenging transit of Pluto square natal Moon. That alone is tough, but Pluto at 19S15 declination was also parallel natal Uranus [19S24]. That can be a time of drastic change, personal revolution.

Astrology can be about learning to navigate the planetary energies so that you can consciously develop as a soul. It need not contribute to any black and white thinking of good factors vs bad factors, nor create anticipation anxiety. Some factors are stressful and can be difficult to handle, but you can learn through them, or at least from them in retrospect.

If you are curious, I am happy to elaborate further on the transits I have mentioned.

posted May 24, 2018 08:48 PM            

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"Astrologically, BAM seems to signify explosions,
having to do with explosives or bombs,
explosive or sudden events,
things or ideas that are exploded."

This CAN apply to GOOD things happening for you in later decades in your life. Gotta be 'positioned' so that BAM-Jupiter can work BEST "for" you.

Jupiter in the 10th is a Good Placement for supporting you in public life, and your vocation.

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I have to look into this and its called bam!? I use the word bam in all my usernames lol.

posted May 24, 2018 09:27 PM            

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Originally posted by Kannon McAfee:

I too had major dental work done (oral surgery to remove all four wisdom teeth) in 1994 and my health has never been the same since. It has required me to totally change my expectations and actually led me into astrology and natural medicine, which are my vocations and passions.

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I'm sorry to hear!! I had my wisdom teeth taken out as well after my major dental work. With the pain I had the dentist swore it was the wisdom teeth so they took them out. I also turned to natural medicine as much as I could. Can you share some of your knowledge? I made a habit of drinking chaga tea and took out processed foods. I also have a cycle where I eat vegan, no grains, it's kind of a maintenance period for me bc I don't ever want to step into a dental office again.

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The period of your breakup in late 2009 was characterized at least partly by Neptune's transit square your natal Venus. That is a time that can mean working towards an ideal relationship, or experiencing disappointment and disillusionment. It really depends on how you handle the Neptune (stress) to Venus dyanmic. I met my wife and started a relationship during that transit after a long period of loneliness.

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That's funny I remember a vivid dream I had at that time that he wasn’t seeing me correctly. I let the break up happen bc there were things between us that I had forgiven but couldn’t live with.

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About 2012-17 you experienced the emotionally challenging transit of Pluto square natal Moon. That alone is tough, but Pluto at 19S15 declination was also parallel natal Uranus [19S24]. That can be a time of drastic change, personal revolution.

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posted May 24, 2018 09:32 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
The transit of one planet squares,opposes and makes a conjunction to another has a domino effect.

It can feel like your life is literally falling apart.

I have a triple conjunction of Sag Sun,Sag Nep and Sag Jupiter.

You also have a natal T square of Jup/Saturn in Lib opp Moon in Aries square Mars in Cap and Pluto Lib.

Moon trines your Asc and joins the Sag triple conjunction with the active T square

So when a transit happens to affect the Sag or cardinal T-square, its a domino effect.

Things can feel like they are falling apart "all at once".[/B]

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