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missblyss
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posted November 04, 2018 10:36 PM
  
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LunaIscariot
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posted November 04, 2018 10:42 PM
Hey missy I left my questions in your last post, but I’ll try here instead lolWhat are your questions? Mine are; how S is currently feeling about me?
And also, how M is feeling about me right now And will he reply to my messages I sent him tonight Lots has happened with them both this past month so any insight is greatly appreciated lol thanks girl ❤️ IP: Logged |
Orange
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posted November 04, 2018 11:23 PM
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SpicyRunner
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posted November 04, 2018 11:30 PM
I'm here. What is your query? IP: Logged |
poochycat
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posted November 04, 2018 11:43 PM
I’m joining the group lol. One question for you in your latest thread and please leave me a question (S) too. IP: Logged |
missblyss
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posted November 04, 2018 11:51 PM
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Originally posted by LunaIscariot:
Hey missy I left my questions in your last post, but I’ll try here instead lolWhat are your questions? Mine are; how S is currently feeling about me?
And also, how M is feeling about me right now And will he reply to my messages I sent him tonight Lots has happened with them both this past month so any insight is greatly appreciated lol thanks girl ❤️
okay how isS thinking about you. he's wondering what you are doing all while trying to convince himself not to care lol. he is curious and interested but somewhat fighting it M is getting this feeling like he doesn't know fully if he can trust you. there are feelings but also a hesitation to open up to you because of the fact that the feelings are there. okay im gonna do the rest of the readings and then post my question to all of you at the end bc its really long and id like multiple perspectives IP: Logged |
missblyss
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posted November 04, 2018 11:52 PM
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me, tooQ: what do you get about my future guy coming in soon. DreamCatcher saw a new guy coming in possibly in December or Jan. Can you see what sign he is, you re good with it. Or anything else you might pick
so the first thing I am seeing is dark hair, very dark. and im also seeing that he seems to be good with electronics, like really really smart with them-someone who can build computers and stuff. im getting that there is going to be this really crazy sexual chemistry that is going to show you a side of yourself that you aren't always accessing. IP: Logged |
missblyss
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posted November 04, 2018 11:58 PM
okay guys so my question is weird
but basically I was doing a psychedelic experience to address some past issues and work through some fears. doing it under guidance of professionals.. I used to do LSD and mushrooms and DMT and all that ALL the time when I was younger and have had extensive experiences with them and really felt like I was quite well-versed. anyways, this time I had an extremely bad experience. I was so scared, I thought that I was actually dying. I felt like I was gaining too much awareness and that if I realized this one last truth that I was going to basically leave my body. however, it wasn't some beautiful thing where I was in alignment, it was scary and I was horrified. I was so sad, crying... not wanting to leave my family. then I started seeing that I was the only person that existed. I was "god" and Jesus and all ascended masters were just other versions of myself, coaxing me back to the awareness of who I was. no one else existed, my kids and husband were not real. they were all illusions. they were just different projections of myself. nothing was real, this whole experience is an illusion. it was so sad and I felts so lonely. I was actually deeply depressed after this experience for weeks because I SAW these things and so it really felt that it was true. I also saw that I was never gonna be in hawaii. that it was all an illusion and that I was gonna die before I ever made it there. and that it was all this fantasy that I had that would never happen. anyways, I have mostly worked through these things but once in a while I start to wonder if it could possibly be true? I just would like any guidance that anyone has on this because it's really difficult to deal with.
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Orange
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posted November 04, 2018 11:59 PM
Thanks! DreamCatcher also described him the same way. Awww. Is his hair short or longish?
Can you catch his predominant element in his chart, you are good at picking up on their signs IP: Logged |
Orange
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posted November 05, 2018 12:08 AM
Wow ...what an interesting experience!
Why did you need to go thru it? It may mess you up and separate you from the reality while it's making your illusions look like real. Which is what had happened because you thought the illusion is real and the reality is illusion. Much like that movie where people were kept in a sleeping status because they lived in their dreams, forgot the name of the movie.
Sounds like escapism to me or a way to escape daily life issues and stress. What is the question that you have? IP: Logged |
missblyss
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posted November 05, 2018 12:14 AM
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Thanks! DreamCatcher also described him the same way. Awww. Is his hair short or longish?
Can you catch his predominant element in his chart, you are hood at picking up on their signs
I am feeling Aries. I don’t feel his hair is super long, but not super short either IP: Logged |
missblyss
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posted November 05, 2018 12:15 AM
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Originally posted by Orange:
Wow ...what an interesting experience!
Why did you need to go thru it? It may mess you up and separate you from the reality while it's making your illusions look like real. Which is what had happened because you thought the illusion is real and the reality is illusion. Much like that movie where people were kept in a sleeping status because they lived in their dreams, forgot the name of the movie.
Sounds like escapism to me or a way to escape daily life issues and stress. What is the question that you have?
I guess I’m just wondering if there was any truth to it.. like I wasn’t really gonna die was I? I was thinking maybe it was to force me to look at my fear of death so I could overcome it (even though I didn’t overcome it) IP: Logged |
missblyss
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posted November 05, 2018 12:28 AM
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Originally posted by Orange:
Wow ...what an interesting experience!
Why did you need to go thru it? It may mess you up and separate you from the reality while it's making your illusions look like real. Which is what had happened because you thought the illusion is real and the reality is illusion. Much like that movie where people were kept in a sleeping status because they lived in their dreams, forgot the name of the movie.
Sounds like escapism to me or a way to escape daily life issues and stress. What is the question that you have?
I guess I’m just wondering if there was any truth to it.. like I wasn’t really gonna die was I? I was thinking maybe it was to force me to look at my fear of death so I could overcome it (even though I didn’t overcome it) IP: Logged |
Orange
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posted November 05, 2018 12:33 AM
I don't even know what to ask the cards. but..the point of this experiment was to make you overcome the fear of death. And this is the easy way!
I think this fear is the one of the few things that blocks you from being truly connected with spirituality.
You should trust the Universe, fall back into the embrace of the Universe.
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SpicyRunner
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posted November 05, 2018 12:35 AM
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Originally posted by missblyss:
I guess I’m just wondering if there was any truth to it.. like I wasn’t really gonna die was I? I was thinking maybe it was to force me to look at my fear of death so I could overcome it (even though I didn’t overcome it)
Is this the query? Like Orange, I'm not sure how to ask this question... Do you have a more specific one? IP: Logged |
missblyss
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posted November 05, 2018 12:36 AM
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Originally posted by Orange:
I don't even know what to ask the cards. but..the point of this experiment was to make you overcome the fear of death. And this is the easy way!
I think this fear is the one of the few things that blocks you from being truly connected with spirituality.
You should trust the Universe, fall back into the embrace of the Universe.
Thanks orange very true. I used to be a lot less fearful of death. It changed when I had kids for sure
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missblyss
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posted November 05, 2018 12:37 AM
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Is this the query? Like Orange, I'm not sure how to ask this question... Do you have a more specific one?
I will actually ask if we will be able to buy a home when we move to Kauai in winter -spring IP: Logged |
LunaIscariot
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posted November 05, 2018 12:40 AM
Missy; I find it really interesting and quite ironic actually that you have a fear of death.
Usually if you’re a spiritual person, you don’t equate death with an ending or stopping or anything finite. It’s just a transition. A chapter ending, so another can open. Our souls/consciousness is eternal and never “dies”. When we leave our human body, we still take with us our memories and experiences and the connections we made with others. We’re somewhere else in different form but still ourselves. Until we chose to reincarnate again, and have new experiences and learn new lessons with different dynamics etc.
Death is never something anyone should fear. It’s the most natural and inevitable thing in the world, and we were all born for it, it’s a part of life
When you die, you’re still able to watch over your loved ones, and I promise when they cross over too, you get to be with them again ❤️.
I dabble in mediumship, and I can connect with my ancestors, so I know this firsthand. I promise there is still life after death 😊IP: Logged |
SpicyRunner
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posted November 05, 2018 12:43 AM
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I will actually ask if we will be able to buy a home when we move to Kauai in winter -spring
Right now it feels like renting a place and not buying one. I definitely see a trip there though (you move there). I do not see firm roots places in the winter-spring time, as I think you guys will be looking for a home. 4 swords
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6 swords I asked if you guys would be buying a home there in 2019 and the answer was a yes. So, you rent first, and then buy a home later in the year. star
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Orange
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posted November 05, 2018 12:44 AM
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Originally posted by missblyss:
Thanks orange very true. I used to be a lot less fearful of death. It changed when I had kids for sure
I totally understand you. And you are definitely going to Hawaii, too. IP: Logged |
poochycat
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posted November 05, 2018 12:44 AM
Hi Missy
Just wanted to give you my experiences. Perhaps you could get something out of this. I used to do heavy drugs as well back in the 60’s when just about everybody was dropping acid lol! Doing drugs was/is a form of escapism. There is no reality from what you experienced except that it bought your fears (death and dying) to the forefront. It’s like having a very bad dream although you are awake.
I know you have mentioned this a few times, your fears but perhaps talking it over with a professional would help. Having to deal and still dealing with an ex who tried to kidnap your daughter and put you through hell probably has a lot to do with your anxiety. I only wish you the best but I don’t feel drugs will help you.💕IP: Logged |
SpicyRunner
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posted November 05, 2018 12:45 AM
My question is - I will get my wisdom teeth (left side) removed next week. How will the healing process go for me? IP: Logged |
missblyss
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posted November 05, 2018 12:46 AM
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Originally posted by LunaIscariot:
Missy; I find it really interesting and quite ironic actually that you have a fear of death.
Usually if you’re a spiritual person, you don’t equate death with an ending or stopping or anything finite. It’s just a transition. A chapter ending, so another can open. Our souls/consciousness is eternal and never “dies”. When we leave our human body, we still take with us our memories and experiences and the connections we made with others. We’re somewhere else in different form but still ourselves. Until we chose to reincarnate again, and have new experiences and learn new lessons with different dynamics etc.
Death is never something anyone should fear. It’s the most natural and inevitable thing in the world, and we were all born for it, it’s a part of life
Oh I know all those things and do believe them deeply, but this isn’t something logical. And it’s also different when you feel you are literally looking death in the face... and there is another element too when you have children... especially because my daughter and I are sooo close. Like it’s one thing to say oh I know life is eternal and I’m not afraid of death, but I think often if you were actually confronted with death and literally in the moment where your soul is about to leave your body- looking st your family who you love and your young children - some fear can most definitely come up. I know that life is endless and all that but it’s just one thing to theoretically talk about death and another to be in a situation where you feel like you’re dying - you don’t think if you actually felt like you were dying and saw your family there looking at you afraid that you might be scared too? I think it is natural to not want to die. IP: Logged |
missblyss
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posted November 05, 2018 12:50 AM
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My question is - I will get my wisdom teeth (left side) removed next week. How will the healing process go for me?
It will be uncomfortable but i just see you resting a lot and watching a lot of shows, just relaxing. Don’t try to eat things sooner than you’re supposed to I see you maybe considering to do that. And be on top of taking pain pills. Like set an alarm. As long as you rest and don’t push yourself it will go just fine. IP: Logged |
SpicyRunner
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posted November 05, 2018 01:01 AM
Thanks Missblyss. Do you have another? IP: Logged |
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