posted November 12, 2018 03:12 PM            

Was hoping to do tarot exchange (just one or two) about M and myself. Curious what the future holds or if this is just a flare up of Merc and Venus and the holidays.

posted November 13, 2018 12:58 PM            

thank you

for you and m
did you guys grow distant/ break up?I see that you guys will get to talking to each other again and try to date romantically / start over with each other so it seems that the energy is there to bond together and work things out . I dont feel like it has anything to do with planetary atm ... but I see a huge development between you two after not talking for a while

10 cups 3 cups 2 cups 3 wands hierophant lovers

tower 6 swords clarifier

posted November 13, 2018 01:01 PM            

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Originally posted by missblyss:
I'm just dying bc every single person in this forum has a love interested called M

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posted November 13, 2018 04:12 PM            

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Originally posted by missblyss:
I'm just dying bc every single person in this forum has a love interested called M

I am going to Whole Foods now but I can pull for you once im back

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posted November 13, 2018 04:20 PM            

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Originally posted by furrybunny:

for you and m
did you guys grow distant/ break up?I see that you guys will get to talking to each other again and try to date romantically / start over with each other so it seems that the energy is there to bond together and work things out . I dont feel like it has anything to do with planetary atm ... but I see a huge development between you two after not talking for a while

10 cups 3 cups 2 cups 3 wands hierophant lovers

tower 6 swords clarifier

lmk if it resonates

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We did "break up" two years ago, even though it was not a proper thing. But it was? He's a Sun/Moon Cap with an Aqu Venus... and I got tired of his half-measures and caution, so I called it a day, and it's been almost complete silence since. Then I moved out of state, and some odd things happened, and here we are now. We always did seem to have a bond, like you said. Something more important than I'm used to or even prepared to really test out again (we've got some bad Neptune conjunctions, so it's hard to be objective about him sometimes). Anyway, thanks for the reading. I hope something happens, if only so we can say we actually tried this time, but who knows? I just wanted to check that I wasn't falling victim to Merc Rx hahaha.

Question: what would you read the Hierophant as in your spread? I've always wondered, because that card and I have a sordid history of confusion.

Doing your reading now!

posted November 13, 2018 04:40 PM            

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Originally posted by furrybunny:
hey Becca . my q is how will my next 2 months go romantically

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Past: 7 of Wands (rx) with Ace of Swords
Present: 4 of Cups with 8 of Cups
Future: 8 of Wands with 8 of Swords (rx)

What you feel/see: 7 of W (rx), 4 of C, 8 of W
What you aren't aware of: Ace of S, 8 of C, 8 of S (rx)

Clarifier: 5 of Pentacles

I'm not sure what you've been through exactly within the last six months... but I'm sorry for whatever it was. This spread is saturated with this intense exhaustion and just... acceptance? But it is a lot, and kudos to you for pushing through.

In the past, there was a need to give up on something you really believed in (cared for), because you just hit the final wall hard. What's great is, you didn't just put it down because it became too much, but rather... you had some clarity? You were channeling the Universe and trying to enact this feeling of "It will be what it is." That was really important into getting you to today; are you just starting to think about dating again? The 4 with the 8 makes me think you are maybe downloading dating apps and deleting them shortly thereafter. The desire for love is there (or I should say just trying to find connection and stretch your legs), but the 8 says you're not quite ready when push comes to shove. There's a lot of concern about being hurt again, which is justifiable, and while you are trying to move past it, I get the sense you are still in the prep stages, rather than the dress rehearsal.

But! In the future (i.e., the next two months), there are going to be some changes coming. I don't necessarily see who or what (I get the feeling it's more personal empowerment/validation rather than a person), but it comes fast and it definitely helps you throw off the last fears you have (8 of S rx). Are you an air sign? You've got the 8 of Cups and 8 of Swords rx right beside each other, and what that suggests to me is that you are good with the emotional side of healing... but you're really in your head, and that's what is keeping you back. Regardless, all of this is getting ready to drop away.

Something with medicine is going to be involved. Not sure what -- an interest could be a nurse or doctor -- but that's going to play a big role in all of this upcoming goodness. I want to call it a hard reset, because it feels that awesome.

So to answer your question: your romantic life is going to change, starting with your perspective. A person *might* show up, but I do feel like something really validating/empowering will happen to you and completely change your luck and love life for the better. Like a massive emotional/mental cleanse. It's gonna be awesome.

posted November 13, 2018 05:00 PM            

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Originally posted by Caprika:

Btw, I can pull too, becca.
And mine is a M. too.
Wondering what the future holds for me and him

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Awesome! Whatever you see or any clarity about my M, it'll be helpful. Like I said in that post to furry... he and I have Sun/Neptune conjunction, which definitely does this weird thing with my mind (I'm Sun/Rising/Merc Leo with a Sag Moon.)

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Chariot + Wheel + Five of Wants + Queen of Wands + Temperance

Clarifier: Lovers

Y'all got some karmic connections that are like... what the actual hell. Like, I'm not even sure how to read this, because all I feel is this wild energy, and I just want to scream at my cards to calm down.

I'm not sure if any of this is gonna resonate, but I'm just gonna go for it. I will 100% redo this if it sounds insane.

You and M have this weird push/pull power dynamic, where you're chasing each other/competing with each other at a soul level. It's like you're both playing a game of hide and seek; I can absolutely visualize you two chasing each other through times and lives just seeing how things will turn out. This life... you're calling the shots, but there's a block? One of you is waaaaaay too all over the place mentally and/or in terms of ambition, while the other definitely wants things to be... not calm, but not chaos and/or plan-less.

I think M here represents Chariot/Wheel and you represent Queen/Temperance. You have an amazing ying-yang, twin flame thing going on... you feed off each other, but there is some friction because of major differences. I think M is go-go-go, and you are more stay-go-stay-vacation-sleep-go. Your rhythms are off in this life, which is not insurmountable at all... but I don't feel like you want to jump in with both feet. You're trying to be pragmatic and responsible, and M represents some big risks this go around.

Whatever the case, you two are bonded at the soul. I think you've been following each other ever since (if you don't believe in past lives, sorry. I definitely do, and that's just how I see this. It could just also be a really, really intense connection this life that is abnormally intense and awesome). I think the take-away here is... it's a gamble. It could work out, or it couldn't, but there is enough between you that if you both could set some ground rules -- if M could take some of your Temperance and you could take some of M's Wheel -- you could definitely have that thing that everybody wants.

posted November 13, 2018 05:06 PM            

so yess I did walk away from someone. I use to look forward to the future with this person for awhile but just felt it didn't fit into my life anymore like I outgrew the person but what sucks was it was something I really cared for . so you know its not easy.

I actually downloaded dating apps earlier in the year but deleted them bc I didn't feel a connection to anyone so now I am just refraining from all dating apps haha. so yess its more for stretching legs like u put it haha. part of me asked for romance forecast but utliatmely I feel like I need to work on myself . its more like of a distraction tbh .

i'm an Aquarius sun yes I tend to overthink when it comes to healing and even tarot.. even though I know following my gut feeling is best. im like so focus/ slightly obsessed with healing myself lately its just good to hear that it'll happen haha.

it is so funny you mention hard reset because I literally said to the universe today and to my sister I'im done being stuck in my old ways and just few mins later got change of $4.44 from a deli haha. just want new feelings, ideas, changes, or really anything new to come my way. I feel so bored sometimes but its more related about how stuck I feel than anything else. so im really glad I will get to experience the emotional and mental cleanse.

posted November 13, 2018 05:10 PM            

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Originally posted by furrybunny:
wow thank u Becca for the reading. I'm embarrassed mine is so brief haha. so leave me a few and I will get to it.

so yess I did walk away from someone. I use to look forward to the future with this person for awhile but just felt it didn't fit into my life anymore like I outgrew the person but what sucks was it was something I really cared for . so you know its not easy.

I actually downloaded dating apps earlier in the year but deleted them bc I didn't feel a connection to anyone so now I am just refraining from all dating apps haha. so yess its more for stretching legs like u put it haha. part of me asked for romance forecast but utliatmely I feel like I need to work on myself . its more like of a distraction tbh .

i'm an Aquarius sun yes I tend to overthink when it comes to healing and even tarot.. even though I know following my gut feeling is best. im like so focus/ slightly obsessed with healing myself lately its just good to hear that it'll happen haha.

it is so funny you mention hard reset because I literally said to the universe today and to my sister I'im done being stuck in my old ways and just few mins later got change of $4.44 from a deli haha. just want new feelings, ideas, changes, or really anything new to come my way. I feel so bored sometimes but its more related about how stuck I feel than anything else. so im really glad I will get to experience the emotional and mental cleanse.

thank you!!

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Don't you DARE feel embarrassed. It was perfect and wonderful. I'm just a Leo Merc with an MFA in Creative Writing. If anything, I'm talking too much.

posted November 13, 2018 05:15 PM            

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Originally posted by Caprika:
oh Becca, you are sooooo on point with everything you said, it gives me goose bumps reading how you tapped into our energy. We both believe that we have been together many past lives and continue our immense soul connection in this life. We are both intensely connected on a soul level and no one wants anybody else but each other, but we are both very stubborn and each wants to have the upper hand. It's a neverending chain reaction. Our relationship is very tumultuous, passionate, wild, mad and unfathomable. I can just look at him from aside when he is not looking and I feel just one feeling - LOVE.
He said from his part that I'm the love of his life. So there...

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posted November 13, 2018 05:23 PM            

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Originally posted by beccathelion:
On one hand, I am so madly jealous of you, it's awful, and on the other... I have no idea how you are even alive right now with such a force in your life. It's fantastic. I'm so glad that you have each other. Gives me some hope that the world can be something really, really beautiful, and that we do follow after the people we really love.

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posted November 13, 2018 05:28 PM            

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Originally posted by harmonicvibes:
Hi Becca

Wondering if you are interested in a exchange?

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posted November 13, 2018 05:39 PM            

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posted November 13, 2018 05:59 PM            

How does X feel about you:
4 of Pents + Ace of Pents + Hermit + Page of Pents + Ace of Swords

Clarifier: Ace of Cups

To me, this all says that X is very, very protective of you. You bring something out in him that taps into his need to provide/protect at a core level. There are a lot of pentacles, which makes me think he might have a Taurian Moon or a great deal of Capricorn in his chart. I think he genuinely has an interest in you... but he doesn't know how or isn't comfortable with that side of himself. I think the Hermit is him trying to soul-search and figure out who he wants to be/what he wants to be (this is why I think he might have some serious Capricorn energy). He can see a future, he can see himself trying, but it's not going to be a short road there for him. He has some inner work he needs to do, but I think he honestly wants to.

Whether he will be able to pull it off or not, I have no idea. The future positions here are Page of Pents and Ace of Swords, which are both idea-heavy cards for me. That Page brings a lot of intention and hope and desire, and the Ace does too... it's also all amplified by the Ace of Cups, but that Hermit is sitting hard is the present right now. Almost like a boulder.

If he can muster his own inner strength, he's going to put his best foot forward, and I think he'll work on getting closer to you romantically. Again, I really think it'll be hard work for him. He is drenched in pentacles and self-doubt/introspection, but I do think he cares for you.

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Will you two reconnect/reunite:
Queen of P + 3 of Cups + Five of Wands

Clarifier: 7 of Swords

Okay, so now that I see this Queen of Pentacles... you were actually someone quite important to him in the past. I also think that the Hermit is sitting hard because he might be in another relationship right now. One he isn't actually that happy in, and as a result, he's thinking about you and how things were.

This spread... it almost feels like a torpedo waiting to be armed. I think X has some serious stuff going on in terms of who he is and who he is becoming/saw himself being by now. And he's got a lot of guilt thinking about you, too. It isn't stopping him from doing it, but it's there. I get the sense that X is a good person, but he is definitely not okay with the situation he is in right now.

I think it's reasonable that, assuming he actually does sort of overhaul whatever he has going on separate from you (5 of Wands is a lot of energy/change/chaos), he will reach out again. Definitely. Again, it's all contingent on him actually getting out of this Hermit mode and letting go of some of this guilt he is feeling... but it's very possible. Or at least that's how I read this.

I hope any of this resonates! If not, please let me know. I'd be happy to try again in a little while.

posted November 13, 2018 06:07 PM            

If so, what’s your question(s) for me?

Mine are;

1. What MD’s feelings for me are currently?

2. Anything you can tell me about my next serious bf, what he will be like etc.?

posted November 13, 2018 06:10 PM            

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Originally posted by Caprika:
ok, Becca,
so here is the spread

It does show that you were tiptoeing around the relationship but did not delve into it in the past year but this avoidance is now over, signified by the 7of Swords Reversed. So this coming together again is def not accidental, it was a conscious choice since the cards is in reverse as if - your consciousness bended the card over and turned it the other way ( symbolically so, of course), it does show a conscious effort and willingness. I see that both of you are very cautious right now, one personifies the King of Swords - logical, thinking and cutting thru the crap, having a sober view. The other person is represented by the 3 of Wands - watching and collecting data, looking ahead over the vast distance but still not moving a lot, just watching and crafting a plan. Both of you are cautious. Been hurt in the past? The spread starts with the 9 of Cups reversed - wishes unfulfilled in the past which left you in stagnation. Hence you seeking to restore the faith in this time. It mirrors the Hanged Man which is also in Reverse - no more waiting. The Wheel Of Fortune cradles the spread but I wonder if it being in a reverse position shows that there will be another cycle of going down before it goes up for real. Maybe the timing is a bit off right now. I would proceed with caution and not too much excitement because the grounds are still shaky as of right now.

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Yep. 100% us.

I did set things going again, because I went on a date with someone who was almost identical to him in personality/name/looks, just a dime store version (if I can be brutally honest). And I texted M to tell him, and I don't know... he admitted dropping the ball before, which was nice and healing, and then we just started talking. He's definitely the KoS. Double Cap. And I do think we hurt each other: my expectations/hopes dashed and me calling him out on things that probably weren't fun for him to hear and/or confront. I definitely think caution is called for, and when I read for it myself, I got the Wheel (and the Clouds in Lenormand), so I know a lot is still being determined, and it's definitely all on his end (which, historically, has been a let down). So yeah, this makes sense. Frustrating sense, but sense nonetheless, because it's like... we're supposed to be together. Maybe not forever, but we have roles to play in each other's lives, and I just want to get to that part rather than all this other stuff that is probably really important and character-building, but also completely stupid and mind-numbing.

posted November 13, 2018 07:19 PM            

Either way ok, here is yours I can republican again give more detail in a bit.

I think the cycle between you and M has kicked up again generated by mercury Venus retrograde. It’s like things played its course went full circle to come back again to being as are now like this cycle again. I don’t read too far out in future. I do see though that he will be coming around again. You may have strong synastry with this guy. I see that things aren’t balanced healthy all still issues surrounding the connection but I see it alive well reuniting none the less at least from now till end of the year

posted November 14, 2018 07:41 AM            

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Originally posted by harmonicvibes:
Wow Becca ❤️ What a informative well written detailed reading. I appreciate that. I hope he isn’t with someone 😞 hermit also a card of solitude?

Either way ok, here is yours I can republican again give more detail in a bit.

I think the cycle between you and M has kicked up again generated by mercury Venus retrograde. It’s like things played its course went full circle to come back again to being as are now like this cycle again. I don’t read too far out in future. I do see though that he will be coming around again. You may have strong synastry with this guy. I see that things aren’t balanced healthy all still issues surrounding the connection but I see it alive well reuniting none the less at least from now till end of the year

World knight of wands devil

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Thank you for this! I certainly hope it isn’t a passing thing again, but I am trying to be practical and realize it certainly could be. C’est la vie!

And the only thing that made me think X was in a relationship of some sort was the 3 of Cups. That’s definitely a “three is a crowd” card for me in a love spread, but I could always be wrong. It could be something else is in that place — work, family, etc. Something that makes him feel like he is being “unfaithful,” if that makes sense.

posted November 14, 2018 10:47 AM            

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Originally posted by thequeen:
Hey Becca,

Hi, are you around for a short exchange?

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Hi Queen! I’m stepping out to work for a few hours, but totally. Just leave your question.