posted January 04, 2019 02:36 PM            

I got:

Hermit
queen of coins (rev)
queen of cups
magician
six of swords (rev)
death
clarifiers: 6 of cups (rev), 3 of swords

I asked the cards what JM thought of you.

The first couple of cards are showing someone who keeps to themselves and was suspicious of you. I'm thinking this was JM. Apparently the guys that dated you must have spoken of you in a positive way and she felt like it not working out with them was your fault--like she was in your shadow. She lacked what you had, but thought you had something to do with the relationships not working out (when she dated the guys you did). She may have fell on hard times lately and is blaming that on you (hence you picking that up in your dream). The clarifiers are showing failure and disappointment, so that makes sense with your dream.

The power of the mind is so amazing. I remember getting a job once that a girl that ended up sitting at a desk behind me (as a temp) wanted. One day I tried to write some things, but my hand kept shaking and I would drop my pen. I looked behind me and the girl was staring at my hand. Scary! She then saw that I noticed what she was doing and didn't do it again.

What changes do you see coming up for me in the next six months? Sometimes I wonder if I'll move soon.

Thank you,

posted January 04, 2019 03:51 PM            

Thank you so so much for the reading. It makes sense. I just found out through friends of friends that 1 guy in particular (my most recent ex) has been trying to reach me and because he hasn’t he’s been sporadically messaging JM and she’s very disillusioned. He moved to another state after I broke up with him and apparently she is blaming me for him not being here. I bet because of his personality he’s probably agreeing with her! Even tho I had nothing to do with it. Although they’ve hurt me really badly I just wish that they stay away from me and one day feel peace. And that is such an interesting story I would’ve felt uneasy for the whole day! Lol

posted January 04, 2019 10:44 PM            

But anyway, here's what I got for you when I asked about the next 6 months for you:

10 of cups
2 of wands
7 of pentacles
8 of pentacles
7 of cups
The emperor

+ The world, 8 of swords, The Empress fell out

posted January 04, 2019 11:34 PM            

Yes, I am almost done with some projects that have kind of dragged on for a while. One of them began in 2017 and next month it will be two years. Another one for my mom should be done this month as long as I get some good weather. I kind of disconnected from one guy (not interested in picking up his thoughts of someone else) and the other one I connected to, before my empathic capabilities showed what he was about, but he won't disconnect even though I'm no longer interested in keeping the connection. I do know that he can't handle sadness and when I watched some tear jerkers this past week, I felt my old self health wise come back a few times. Grounding helps some, but won't break the connection.

I'm thinking the person I travel with may be my dog and the travel will be related to a book I wrote. I'm still waiting to hear from the publisher, but could feel someone reading the book again last month.

Let me know if you need help again.

Spring

posted January 09, 2019 07:51 PM            

Yesterday I saw a job posted... same as what I was doing before I made the work change I did. The company that now has the work is a different one. I'm wondering if the anxiety you picked up was me deciding to just continue the way I have been or applying for the job.. especially with those pentacles popping up in the spread you had for me.

posted January 09, 2019 10:04 PM            

Thank you. You are right. I know of some of the people who weren't retained. One woman, who tried to cause problems for me with my workload, actually passed away not long after I left there. I also started to have health problems before I left (because of the workload), but the boss I had then wasn't retained. My initials are D.J. Thank you. Maybe I'm feeling some pressure from my modest budget at the moment, but on the other hand would feel like I'm abandoning my mom (she's in her 90's) and my dog if I put in those long hours instead of finding balance in my life, which is already hard with everything I currently have on my plate (planned projects). I did have a vivid dream once that I went back and everything had changed.

Leave your questions and I'll respond tomorrow. Should be home most of the day.
Need to get some sleep.

Thank you,

posted January 10, 2019 12:51 AM            

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Originally posted by Orange:
hey, hearts

do you still want to exchcange some more?

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Yes, I can exchange!!!! Sorry not sure why my post didn’t go through. Please leave a question. Mine is how does YTC see me?

posted January 10, 2019 02:04 AM            

4 of pentacles
6 of swords
2 of pentacles
10 of wands
5 of cups

But continuing from my last post you did push yourself very hard and honestly with your work ethic(I feel like you enjoy being good at what you do) you’re going to be able to hold your own in the near future. I don’t feel you being contempt w just that though, I feel like it just comes from needing to pamper yourself a bit however that may be—w alone time, going to a city you want to visit, shopping, etc. I think that unless you really have a good feeling and have knowledge about how the dynamics(how the co-workers and maybe superiors act) will work in your favor you shouldn’t make the switch because you will immediately regret it and that will give you more anxiety and you don’t want that impacting your job. If you’re able to navigate the way the other workers socialize (because I’m feeling like performing your job isn’t going to be hard for you it’s slight cattiness/the people) you’ll have quicker success and abundance. Again, If you feel that these people are too high school (for a lack of a better word) and you don’t want to exert that much energy into it then continue w the path you’re on because you will also have success and abundance but it’ll be just a little slower but steady and I feel that you’ll ultimately be fulfilled because you did more on your own and you wouldn’t need to put on as much of a persona or show 1 side of yourself more than the other.

posted January 10, 2019 08:20 AM            

Your description and wisdom makes a lot of sense. I saw that the company also had an opening for a senior person to work the weekends and nights, so I'm thinking the others are on a rotation there (that's where they were going right before I left there) and that wouldn't help me. The bosses (for the most part) are more serious, goal driven, and it's all about the money, so they do attract catty people. The one thing about the job description that stuck out was--pressure, which is what seemed to affect me the most. The pressure comes from keeping the aircraft flying, but because of the age of the aircraft and also profitability by one main manufacturer (they don't keep stock of a replacement part unless there's a good demand for it), it can make for stress and pressure. They must have also departed from having assistants (I had heard a couple of years ago that they had brought them back) as the description also mentioned expediting their orders. My mother worries about me being able to support myself even though I've reassured her. I've been waiting on the publisher over a year now. The publisher is small and most likely underestimated what their advertising would bring them work wise, but they have good services to offer. My dog even sensed my thinking about this and likes me being around. I didn't have the dog when I worked there. Maybe bringing many of my projects to a final close will help me feel better as I know being busy keeps me from pampering myself more and working there (even with the extra money) would just delay getting those projects done and add stress in other ways, so thank you. I asked the cards what it would be like with me working there and got: 8 of swords (rev), 7 of wands, queen of wands, 9 of swords, queen of swords (rev) and then temperance. To me it shows the problems I had before, I would do well and my sympathetic and understanding as well as friendliness, but I would worry about my mom and the maliciousness (queen of swords-rev) I experienced before would start again. The temperance is me looking for balance and then I pulled ace of wands and 10 of cups (rev) showing me on my own again (the book) and the opposition from family members. Maybe this is showing what has happened already and that I wouldn't be going back. I did pick up some calmness after doing this, so maybe that's what I've been needing.

For your question, I got:

ace of wands
9 of wands
knight of wands
5 of wands (rev)
6 of swords
6 of wands

Interesting cards that show this new beginning as being creative and being a meaningful experience. The cards are saying that any difficulties that you may have will be overcome and that you'll be successful. You will have opportunities to travel. Your coworkers may see you as someone they can't figure out as you tend to surprise them. They may also see you as being indecisive, so watch for that. Any problems you have with them, will work in your favor, though. The cards are showing more travel for leisure to help curb any anxieties or stress you may be having. The last card is showing success, that you'll see the results of your efforts, a promotion and recognition of your abilities. Any ideas you may have will be implemented.

Let me know if this resonates.

Thank you again,
Spring

posted January 10, 2019 11:30 AM            

The world
9 of cups
Page of cups
Knight of wands
7 of wands
5 of swords

posted January 10, 2019 11:43 AM            

quote:

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Originally posted by thequeen:
heartsandheels do you have a question for me?

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posted January 10, 2019 11:47 AM            

quote:

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Originally posted by LunaIscariot:
Hey 😊 I don’t think we’ve ever exchanged before
I’m here right now if you wanna 😊

Leave me your question (s)

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Hey sure! I don’t have v many tbh. How do people perceive me when they first see me? (As in my aura)

posted January 10, 2019 11:55 AM            

6 of Wands, 7 of Pents, Ace of Wands, Ace of Cups, 4 of Wands

EF is really fond of you and is romantically inclined towards you if this is a love interest. This person still has VERY sweet feelings about you. They are in love (I mean very deeply into you) with you and want to have a stable relationship. Earlier this person was dreaming what it could be like to be with you and kept their feelings or admiration very shyly to themselves but not they are getting bolder about you. Although this seems like a new connection but this person is completely bowled over by you and are head over heels in the thoughts of you. Maybe this person will come straightaway to you and proclaim of their feelings about you as they find you attractive on all the levels. Physically, emotionally, looks wise, spiritually and in every possible aspect.

posted January 10, 2019 12:03 PM            

Knight of swords
Wheel of fortune
2 of cups
The tower
Four of wands
7 of pentacles