posted March 07, 2019 06:42 PM            

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Originally posted by poochycat:
Very interesting! But I can say with absolute certainty I was not sexually abused in spite of the aspects. I dont always feel that astrology is absolute. Sorry! No I am not in denial. I also, as mentioned before, do not have an auto-immune disorder such as bipolar disease. Attracting predator types of men...no.
What you mentioned before about relationships is true and yes I do have problems forming lasting relationships with men, committment, marriage but I chalk that up to my father being very cold. Perhaps trust issues but I am quite capable of loving a man however and have satisfying sexual relationships. No problems. Right now I am involved with a man that I have known for close to a year. I also have a male friend that I have known close to eight years so I am working on this.
Going back to what I said earlier, if I read the charts you have done so far, a majority of them did mention sexual abuse of some kind so I'm wondering why? Also they all seem to be quite similar? Well it was all very interesting and I thank you again.

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you needed not be so defensive, i made it clear twice that the symbols do not necessarily indicate the syndrome will always appear.
todd

posted March 07, 2019 11:47 PM            

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Originally posted by todd:
EmGem

I have to put you off til tomorrow,this last posting has just brought up too much emotion.
I want to give good reading and I can't give my complete concentration to your charts right now.
todd

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That’s ok Todd.
Completely understand 💗

posted March 08, 2019 03:43 PM            

the first impression is that you are very loving,emotionaland dsire a committed relationship/marriage for completion .
then you are extremely intelligent and your sharp mind sometimes interferes with other perceiving you inner loving nature.

your venus is conjunct to Lilith showing love is a the basis of your experiences of life. this gives you a attractive nature that just surrounds you. eris is conjunct to vertex which is also very emotional, though it is more of a physical passion, not so much as an emotion passion with the lilith, your "wild" sensual nature is likely more often picked up by others than your inherent loving compassion. the midpoint of venus and eri is conjunct the midpoint of Lilith and the vertex. this quite a strong emotional .sexual vibration that emanates from you. the vertex influence is too add social /emotional interactions that seem to be karmic or other worldly. unusual coincides color your emotional life.so much "etheric energy" surrounds your emotional/social interactions that I would think that sometimes you have been confuse when trying makes sense of your emotional life.this partially because the vertex does bring energies from other planes and this can give you a emotional "overload" at times.
I think this intensity may hinder your search for a devoted relationship as you, without intending to, overwhelm others by you innate emotional "aura".

your mars/Venus midpoint is square to Uranus which shows that you attract intense and electric affairs. your emotional/sexual energy I very strong but Uranus gives an intensity but tends to shows love affairs that end as quickly as they begin.
you are very entrancing and men can be like moths drawn to your light.

with the eros/psyche midpoint conjunct to mars and eros conjunct to the sun , you elicit the most romantic and idealistic emotional response one could imagine. to some you are like a dream. this aspect gives a hypnotic p almost spiritual presence emotionally and sexually, and then your eris/venus vibrations give you amazingly physical passion/attraction to go along with the ultra romantic feeling created buy eros and psyche .your mars/eris midpoint is square you sun and eros which ,again ,highlights you exuberant emotional/sexual nature and passionate grasp of life.

your named asteroid is square to the node, which infuses you with the life force and gives underlying psychic sense of reality. the Jupiter/sun, Jupiter/eros and mercury/Jupiter midpoint are conjunct eliz and square the node.
this also shows how very intelligent you are and you are the center of your peer group because your knowledge and impartiality affects every one. this is a excellent educator or counseling aspect as well as a favorable pattern for financial concerns. it shows you are optimistic and magnanimous.
these midpoints also are and indication of your desire for a committed relational ship or marriage.this is a priary concern and you have always been on tthr look out for longterm and devoted relationships. your moon/Saturn midpoint conjunct to mars is also an indication for the priority you hav always had for continuity and fidelity in relationships. it is a bit paradoxical that you have such a seemingly "free" emotional/sexual spirit but are actually not into superficial hookups. I would think that many who are attracted to ,do not realize your commitment to fidelity and devotional nature toward relationships.

I think this attraction that some....shall we say licentious guys have for you, is also related to your Eris opposed to Pluto with aura forming a tsquare with these , and accordingly ,the mars/pluto midpoint is square to your sun.
this as is mars/eris conjunct your sun, a extremely carnal and selfish sexual vibration. it quite amazing that you emanate the vibration of an angel while you also emanate the vibration of a harlot and attract both sensitive ,"spiritual "types an earthy exploitive guys.

you juno/Jupiter midpoint is square to venus/Lilith ,another aspect , that indicates you desire for loving committed a relationship/marriage. this shows the depth in your heart that a soulmate/husband holds.

Uranus on your ascendant trine to Jupiter is another indication of the breath of your thought and clarity of you intellect. this adds to you already sharp mind and intelligence with a stability and ability to fore see consequences of actions.

Uranus on the ascendant also give you access to the astral plane and this ability is augmented by the quintile of the moon and the biquintile of mercury to Uranus. this by itself is a as aspect pattern of brilliance as well as an indicator of astral,vivid dreams, prophetic dreams, OBEs and strong psychic abilities. he rub here is that the quintile pattern of these symbols means you can have little patience at times for those who are not as advanced as you. you must be careful not to judge other by the standards you judge yourself, as this can be a very argumentative aspect when others do not understand you or rather keep up with your mind.
chiron is quintile the node and 3/20 harmonic with eliz and the sun/Jupiter midpoint et.al..
chiron adds a clarity to your mind which is extremely analytical, critical with a excellent memory and recall. but It adds a very judgmental quality in that chiron abhor hypocrisy. in some ways chiron is not either good or bad, it just expects coherency. contradictions are asthma to chiron . chiron is easily offended. chiron make a good friend but if betrayed or offended, chiron with banish the offender,sometimes forever.it takes a long time to regain chiron confidence.

so the off shoot of your brilliant and incisive mind is that relationships and friendships can suffer because you mental insights can be so singular that you can not adequately share your thoughts and feeling with other. and as mentioned, Chiron can be extremely emotional cold and distant .
the most intimate friend can be ostracized by you for seemingly minor disagreements, with these disagreements challenge your core values or beliefs.

so your incredible intellectual prowess can directly negatively affect your desire for relationships because Chiron is square to juno. as mentioned Chiron I quite judgmental and "chiron square to juno would show a need to have intimate knowledge of your feelings,thought,impulses, in fact all aspect for his personality this has to be reciprocal to work . this is why this is a very difficult aspect because the intimacy, mentally and emotionally that chiron demands is very difficult if not impossible to achieve because both must be incredible introspective. the problems is if any disagreements or arguments arise, then these can be devastating because each know both the deepest strengths and deepest faults. any criticism levied in anger cuts to the quick and there fore reconciliation of misunderstanding is very difficult. the pain occurs when the relationship does not work out as chiron tends to be judgmental and resentful.
so this aspect can lead to an emotional/mental intimacy as if they are one.... but in practice this is extremely difficult to achieve. so generally this shows that individual difference lead to a relationship of constant bickering and hence to dissolution "

mercury is opposed to Neptune, that can give you episodes of cloudy thinking . this is also a aspect of spiritual inspiration and thoughts
you moon/Saturn/mars stellium shows that in material or mundane matter, you always seem to have to take the difficult road. plans you make often take longer that you would think especially because with a strong Uranus you can so quickly see the product of your efforts. but Saturn rules time and therefore you desired goals will usually have unexpected obstacles placed in your way. i could see impatience in your chart but Saturn shows you must accept each major/minor block as another step that you must overcome. accept frustration and embrace the lessons you learn even when you plans are thwarted or delayed.

you also have aspect that indicate unconscious dynamics might work against you.
Nessus is conjunct to Jupiter which can inhibit relationship as it tends to bring self is individuals to the fore. this aspect is on it's good side a force of perseverance and is very self defensive and for those you love..it can show success in large corporations but there is always an air of restriction or suppression around nessus.

venus is conjunct to orcus, so your have unconsiocus issues that might impair you ability to accept and give love. this could show that in spite of your emotive nature, at times you might feel an nebulous insecurity arise or no reason.

ixion is conjunct to psyche. his shows that at times rather aggressive or dark guy have been attracted to you that you sometimes strangely fall for guys( bad boys) with suspect character and motives toward you.

the Pluto/Saturn midpoint is square to the sun and which suggest emotionally distant and restrictive father . this aspect can modify your outwards emotional/sexual nature and give you unconscious/subconscious issue about intimacy and trust.

todd

posted March 09, 2019 07:29 PM            

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Originally posted by EmGem:
Thanks so much Todd. So grateful for this

A lot of it does resonate with my life. I’ve always wondered why I’m so compassionate and now I understand that it shows in my chart. I never saw it before. My mum is the same. I often wonder if it’s a curse haha. Very emotional too. Yes I seem to have a sexual energy others can pick up on. My mum has always said that men are so attracted to my light. It’s like they find it hard to resist. I’ve only really attracted one bad boy. But on the whole I’ve attracted artistic types, spiritual too. They have come with some element of darkness they carry and I guess that’s why they need my light. Relationships have been paramount in my life yes. Hugely important. And now since the NN is hitting my Venus exact, the universe is asking me to ask myself what I truly value when it comes to relationships? I’ve mainly attracted long term relationships but in the past few years there have been a few intense encounters I suppose. Not too short lived though. Yes I hate one night stands. Not me at all.
Highly intelligent yes. And of course insecurities and fears cloud my thinking from the tiniest of occurrences when I’m romantically involved with someone. I read people easily. Pick up on a lot.
I think I’m learning to deal with these insecurities and not take every action so personally.
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posted March 09, 2019 07:29 PM            

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Originally posted by EmGem:
Thanks so much Todd. So grateful for this

A lot of it does resonate with my life. I’ve always wondered why I’m so compassionate and now I understand that it shows in my chart. I never saw it before. My mum is the same. I often wonder if it’s a curse haha. Very emotional too. Yes I seem to have a sexual energy others can pick up on. My mum has always said that men are so attracted to my light. It’s like they find it hard to resist. I’ve only really attracted one bad boy. But on the whole I’ve attracted artistic types, spiritual too. They have come with some element of darkness they carry and I guess that’s why they need my light. Relationships have been paramount in my life yes. Hugely important. And now since the NN is hitting my Venus exact, the universe is asking me to ask myself what I truly value when it comes to relationships? I’ve mainly attracted long term relationships but in the past few years there have been a few intense encounters I suppose. Not too short lived though. Yes I hate one night stands. Not me at all.
Highly intelligent yes. And of course insecurities and fears cloud my thinking from the tiniest of occurrences when I’m romantically involved with someone. I read people easily. Pick up on a lot.
I think I’m learning to deal with these insecurities and not take every action so personally.
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thanks EmGem

posted March 11, 2019 04:55 PM            

well you are certainly a handfull

sun/psyche opposed to eris and square to the opposition of mars opposed to Neptune/Uranus.

you are exceptionally outward and radical. you re very sexual and strive to live life to it's fullest if not on the edge. you are extremely sensitive and idealistically, spiritually romantic yet you are also down to earth and unite transcendent tantric sexual energies with hot sweatly lust.

you can be the angel or the harlot and you can changes quickly between the two. you are forcefulk and usually get what you want though you might scare some people off with your confidence.
the Neptune/uranus square can be tricky though, because you have a tendency to bite off more than you can handle or attempt thing too far out to be successful. often your initial strength weakens and you often don't arrive where you thought you were headed. though you are forceful, sometimes you lose your concentration and end up drifting or not completing endeavors you started. you can be unrealistic in your goals and end up disappointing(or confusing) those who care about you.

the eros/psyche midpoint is square to juno which shows those who fall in love want to marry you aand you have very idealistic and romantic feelings about marriage. but at you age I don't think you seriously want to settle down. but moon is opposed to jutier and square to pallas, so commitment and marriage is a central part of your emotional makeup and desire. so you probably are stuck between your need for emotional freedom and the restrictions I committed relationship would place on you. pallas square Jupiter/moon shows that you really know that commitment would fulfill and give you personal strength.

hhmmmmm.....the vertex and lilth are conjunct a bit wide but the effects are tightened up because venus/pluto/ixion form a stellium that unites these energies. asteroid jesse is part of this stellium close conjunct to ixion and square the vertex. this shows strange other worldly feeling and experiences have surrounded you at times and brought strange people and circumstances. this might give the feeling you have guardian angels or devil's demons around you. this shows paranormal or altered realities have had great effect on ho your life has unfolded.
your moon/Uranus conjunction is conjunct to Lilith and vertex which can give you astral/vivid dream. some nay be prophetic. you might also have you of though body experience or sleep paralysis

this shows you life has been drawn into very heavy, sexual encounters/relationships with strange and powerful "bad boys" .it seems you karma involves living on the edge with edgy and sometimes dangerous personalities.

chiron is opposed to the vertex and square to venus/pluto/ixion/Jessie. this give a quirky and intense sexual orientation. enduring relationship are difficult because you have such a critical and demanding nature. you want to know the deepest secrets of your lover soul yet these secrets are sometimes dangerous to know.
lovers can become totally obsessed with you and if you get into a bad hookup you must be very careful if you try to break it off, as you play with souls that don't play games.
and that works both ways when love has hooked you will walk through hell to stay together .

then Saturn/Neptune midpoint is square to Nessus which again highlights the darkess of men around you. and often you are lied to and find yourself enduring painful displays of love
your Neptun/uranus is quintile to mercury. You have a very sharp mind but you don't listen enough to others.,this gives creativity . though to can be straight forward ,you also think you can deceive. this can be a psychic/mediumistic force you have but using the powers for selfish things can be dangerous
take care
todd

posted March 11, 2019 07:53 PM            

I nightmares might realted to:
"then Saturn/Neptune midpoint is square to Nessus which again highlights the darkess of men around you. and often you are lied to and find yourself enduring painful displays of love"

nessus is a major abuse symbol so your scary dreams might be "residue" from your abusive experiences.

posted March 12, 2019 04:11 PM            

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Originally posted by LibraGirl92:
I'm just curious any chance the name asteroid Jordan is significant in my chart?

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added a asyeriod for Jordan to your chart and Jordan is conjunct the vertex/Jupiter midpoint. thi would go along with your enggrment withhim andsuggect itmight hav been his idea first. but joranis quintile to the vertex and Jupiter. quintiles canbe difficult in a composite chart because it shouse the each individual abilities and idea will not blend with the other redily unless both have very similar talents ,abilities attitudes or goals etc/

posted March 13, 2019 08:33 PM            

I've been reading the book you recommended and so far so good!

Here's something you can try for bumping up your energy:

I've been looking at how to raise my vibrational energy/frequencies and there are some good youtubes online on how to do it. Instead of trying to get rid of the negative vibes from others, just rise above them.

I thought this one was great!:

posted March 14, 2019 06:14 PM            

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Originally posted by Springtimeflower:
Hi Todd,

I've been reading the book you recommended and so far so good!

Here's something you can try for bumping up your energy:

I've been looking at how to raise my vibrational energy/frequencies and there are some good youtubes online on how to do it. Instead of trying to get rid of the negative vibes from others, just rise above them.

I thought this one was great!:

https://www.bing.com/videos/search?q=Raise+Your+Vibrational+Energy&&view=detail&mid=0CFA5AFE089416B7A05C0CFA5AFE089416B7A05C&&FORM=VRDGAR

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posted April 19, 2019 10:10 PM            

Can I add my chart?

Thankx!

posted April 20, 2019 04:46 PM            

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Originally posted by Saille:
Hi Todd,

Can I add my chart?

Thankx!

J

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hi ya