posted June 23, 2019 05:39 PM            

From looking at your chart, I would say that you are being challenged to look beneath the surface of things and understand the bigger picture. Your South Node in Virgo along with your Mars in Gemini and Aries stellium tells me that you possibly had a rebellious nature when you were younger, not necessarily to the extent of being a bully, but you held certain beliefs and rigid thought patterns that may have alienated you from others or caused you to be viewed as 'different' in a sense. Your Cancer ascendant, chiron and Virgo South Node also probably went towards having created a self-protective shell around yourself that may have caused certain isolations to occur.

However, aspects in your chart have been challenging you to expand or accelerate your communication and involvement with the outside world. All your personal planets being in the northern hemisphere and having most of your transpersonal planets being in the southern hemisphere create a distinct albiet challenging configuration of being thrust into the world and yet finding it hard to fully grasp your own identity that you should be putting forth.

This is where I would say your Yods come in. The fact that Mars in Gemini and Pluto in Scorpio are involved in both Yods have added meaning. Also Pluto and Saturn are both in their natural exalted signs which adds power to their placements. With Mars in Gemini and Venus/Mercury/Sun in Aries, this energy propels you to want to do things, explore concepts and expand your energy outwards, however Pluto in Scorpio will not be happy unless there's a touch of transformation involved, a drive towards evolutionary growth, a death of things that hold you or things back. The Yod converges on the Taurus in 11th house sign and Scorpio in 5th house relating to your creative processes and how you can impact society. Working and understanding our Yods are difficult at best and it takes time for the energy to fully express but when they do, we can be a powerhouse in the direction applied. While you explore the Yod's energy, you may seem to be the bull in the china shop proverb and others may not understand or appreciate the energy you project however the more you gain insight into the dynamics and subconscious realms (pluto in scorpio, north node in pisces) you will gain a better understanding of why you feel propelled to do what you do and you will worry less about whether others understand you or not.

The second Yod ties into the first though it has less impact. Saturn and Neptune in Capricorn reinforce the building of structure, though Neptune also enhances the ability to perceive beyond the structure which gives a complementary and cohesive understanding. The Yod could be viewed as touching both the 5th/11th houses are the first Yod but could also be viewed as affecting the 6th/12th houses of our conscious life and subconscious life. This again somewhat reinforces that your Mars in Gemini is truly the focal point of both Yods and that as you allow the transpersonal energies and life experiences to teach you what you need to know, you will understand how to direct and utilize the aspect for all it's worth.

You may feel like you're an Aries with such a strong stellium in there (I have Venus, Mars, Mercury and Sun in Taurus, so I have a sense of what it feels like), but it's through your Mars in Gemini where your soul will feel like it has found it's purpose and want to express itself.