posted July 10, 2019 09:38 AM            

A while ago, I asked for some ideas for my channel and I got a great one about social life/making more friends and connecting it with two videos I've done on them through astrology (natal chart).

Long story short, it took me a while to complete it, but it's here. Please check it out!

http://youtu.be/aqjr8ewKVUU

Any of the cards in Dutch are translated in the video. You can pick more than one pile to listen to if more than one speaks to you.

posted July 10, 2019 02:21 PM            

Okay. I'm going to mention the following because it "matches" the reading you gave.

I have a really terrible migraine today,
and have been feeling awful in my body, and so concerned.

{ref your reading}
There's *drama* going on 'next wall' {boundary} in my apartment building. They fought and threw HEAVY items at the wall and around the other rooms in their apartment. {Had me jump!}

Even were outside fighting in the parking lot in early morning middle of night, as the woman there went to her car to drive her own teenage sons (probably to her mother's house for safety). Sounds like her young boyfriend is having yet-another mental breakdown, 'going off' {raging, screaming, ?psychotic?}. There were screams back and forth of persons goading that they're 'calling the police'. etc.

Threats of harm (even to 'me') when I peeked out the window to see. Violent. Scary.
This person had shattered their front picture window with his fist, the 'last' time this happened during the night.
Paramedics summoned.

Several rounds of this went on in early evening, mid-morning 2a.m., and sunrise today.

Right now, they have their strong sense-surround audio equipment going (to entertain him?). Playing 'war' games, whose bass and percussions shake the concrete floor slab this apartment building shares.
It's 'disturbing, hurting' (pain to) my nerve-system.
Floor has sensation of being a rubbersheet, or trampoline.

I can't go to landlord about this (for reasons).

My physical nerve-system is ragged.
And sometimes their condensed audio-percussions even affect my heartbeats--
My body gets weary and has a problem with the difference between if its ME or their felt-percussions inside my body chest cavity.

So. With THAT BACKGROUND said!!!

I chose pile #2.

'Serenity.. and protection for your body?'
That's literal to me.

My tech side-question:
Upside down cards? Do you give any meaning to those, or are you just reading everything as one direction?

If it's upside down --
Are you reading it from 'your' vantage point,
or the viewer's?

Listening to you talk....
I'm hearing you mention 'medical' reasons.
Yes yes yes yes yes. Not feeling well, and more worried than usual.

haha!-- You said "nervous system" ..
yes, my body's physical nerve-system is just worn from boosted *woofers* by next-wall neighbor.

'Allergic rash'----
And, I've had a rash that keeps coming back. It's on my lower right arm. I had gone to doctor months ago-- who said take allergy pills?? (for any itching). I don't think that person 'knew' what they were looking at.
-- Back in the Fall when I saw them, I did the allergy-med which helped, for a while.
Now that the rash is back, and on my arms, (not so itchy), I abandoned that suggestion. Spray it with alcohol, and use a good skin cream to calm it.

'Not being able to do some things anymore; trouble accepting and adapting to it' ----
Never was able to resolve the problem of my situation/condition here. Can't afford to move.
Now, I'm afraid for my health more and more, and what that could mean.
Had a migraine this morning where I lost my eyesight for several hours.
(outside sleep and environmental disturbances during the day don't help things. LOL)

'How far can I PUSH myself... Fork in the road, decision'--
omg... I've needed help for a LONG time now.
Can't do this myself.

'Affecting social life?' --
I have NO friend or friends here who 'know' me and 'love me', whom I could call-upon in times of trouble. (I could use some of those in my life right now).

I have NO advocates.
(My 12-yr {nonromantic relationship"} with roommate I've taken care of through accidents and surgeries he's had.
He is ?autistic and doesn't know 'how' to Care for anyone-else but himself-only.

People-caring is an unwanted "burden' to him. 'detachment'... doesn't respond, except with fierce irritation and anger for my being a 'botheration' to his own inner state-of-being.)
He really hardly has 'any clue' about me.
It's like living in-parallel with a stranger.

Fear-- I don't want to have to face medical difficulties (medical system) 'all by myself'.
Need someone to watch my back, with those things. I've had egregious harms as far as past 'medical mistakes' made on me, and it terrifies me to have no advocates, no friends there to be fiercely FOR me, upholding me.
(I have no family in this geo-region for support. Been estranged for decades!!-- abandoned by my own adult kids.. and they are estranged from each other. Was a shattering after divorce.)

So. The "loud strong motor hum" in the background of your video made it really hard for me (with headache) to listen-- but got through it.

Just wanted to affirm some of the accuracy.
Thanks so much {{ }}

So Proud of you, Meissieri.
Keep Going

*Please no Whole Quote*

posted July 10, 2019 05:55 PM            

And just want to say sorry you're struggling. Those neighbours sound just crazy to live with!! Hope they'll leave you alone like woww

Pff physical health problems are NO JOKE!!

posted July 15, 2019 05:49 PM            

So yeah actually to get back to that: I didn't even realize those cards show up as reversed on the video! Something to think of for future readings.

Hope people enjoyed it though