posted June 04, 2020 05:42 PM            

I think "my girl" needs to be sag heavy with certain placements that show some deep emotion. Like a sag sun, cancer moon, aries rising (8th house) kind of girl with a lot of fire in the planets of mercury, venus, mars and saturn. I do not know. I think she has to be firey to the world but in a way that encourages me to branch out while at the same time appreciating my shy side but super sensual at home, like a tenderness that is almost hidden from the world.

So far my life story has been running from Sag girls who like me a lot but, funny enough, those have been really fun connections which I SAY I want, so why do I run??

posted July 01, 2020 01:17 PM            

As to your question of why ...

Probably because you're more interested in the solid, long-term than they are. Or underlying desires for control kick in (control of timing, general caution, etc).

Moon square Mars shows you're impulsive and restless, but with Mars/Asc in Capricorn prefer it to be by your own agenda, rather than someone else's. Sun conjunct Saturn in Scorpio also is a high indicator of wanting to be in control. Ultimately, you'll have to learn the art of compromise with give-and-take that allows you to take initiative and follow your better impulses, but allow a partner to do the same.

Neptune has more emphasis in your chart than you realize (It and Jupiter are parallel the Asc in Cap). So you're also a starry-eyed romantic who can easily see the best in those you are attracted to and probably aren't at the age to be ready to settle down with just one of them. Jupiter-Neptune indicates freedom to dream. So a lot of your romantic life is in the anticipation of what's next, in all the sparkling possibilities. That is different than being in an actual relationship with an actual person close-up day after day where you can start to see their flaws and annoyances.