posted January 05, 2021 05:45 PM            

My Q’s:

Will J and I ever talk again whether romantically or friendship?

Does J miss me?

Should I leave J in the past?

posted January 06, 2021 06:47 PM            

I'm using the native american Vision Quest desk.
For your questions I pulled:

Six of Air (6 swords - "Clarity")
Six of Fire (6 wands - "Victory") reversed
Five of Fire (5 wands - "Stress") reversed
Clarified by Six of Water (6 cups "Pleasure")

To me, these cards say that you will likely talk again with J but it will especially focused on clear up whatever issue you had, or that after talking you both will have clearer thoughts about each other.
With Six of Fire reversed as for his feelings it seems that he may not be up for committing at this time (sorry 🥺 )... As for you moving on, with Five of Fire reversed it won't be easy for you to let go, even though you will try.
Since Six of Cups came as for clarification, I think it suggests that talking to him and make things clearer between you two may help you move on in a positive way.

(consider that I am new to tarots! so maybe you can add your own interpretation to my cards...)

💙

If you're up for exchange, my Q would be:

posted January 06, 2021 07:35 PM            

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Originally posted by Stoika7:
Hi MMarie! you still around? 💙

I'm using the native american Vision Quest desk.
For your questions I pulled:

Six of Air (6 swords - "Clarity")
Six of Fire (6 wands - "Victory") reversed
Five of Fire (5 wands - "Stress") reversed
Clarified by Six of Water (6 cups "Pleasure")

To me, these cards say that you will likely talk again with J but it will especially focused on clear up whatever issue you had, or that after talking you both will have clearer thoughts about each other.
With Six of Fire reversed as for his feelings it seems that he may not be up for committing at this time (sorry 🥺 )... As for you moving on, with Five of Fire reversed it won't be easy for you to let go, even though you will try.
Since Six of Cups came as for clarification, I think it suggests that talking to him and make things clearer between you two may help you move on in a positive way.

(consider that I am new to tarots! so maybe you can add your own interpretation to my cards...)

💙

If you're up for exchange, my Q would be:

Should I forgive G and contact him back?

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Hi Stoika! I’m still around...thank you for pulling these cards! ❤️ It makes a lot of sense and especially the “clarity” part. Through dealing with feelings that are surfacing I’m gaining more clarity that he is not right for me - even without the communication with him. But it’s hard when dealing with rejection or not feeling good enough, my mind is playing tricks on me 😞. And definitely missing him at times or could just be missing having someone.

posted January 06, 2021 10:31 PM            

For your Q:

Should I forgive G and contact him back?
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I pulled the Empress (reversed), 8 of cups, Ace of pentacles followed by 2 of swords. I then had a feeling to pull another which is Page of rods.

With these cards it seems there was/ is a lot of pain between you two or on one side. The Empress reversed suggests some sort of dependency and 8 of cups disappointment or feelings of abandonment. With the 2 of swords there are feelings of a difficult decision to be made or you weighing options. Maybe you have been avoiding him? But with Page of rods I’m seeing it as a yes from the universe and sign that you will (or should) forgive G and contact him back! Page of rods/wands is about embracing opportunities and starting a new journey and although this may not be a “new” relationship for you it may be a fresh start for the both of you or a new aspect of your relationship may blossom! Also ace of pentacles points to career or financial opportunities do not sure if this is business/work related or there may be some chance for this is in the future.

posted January 06, 2021 11:46 PM            

Sorry for your struggle with J 😪

Yes maybe the cards pointed to the fact that you're getting more aware about this connection and what is best for you... but since my first question was about you talking with him again, I feel you may re-connect and have more clarification or definitely clear your head this way...

Your reading is so spot on when you say there's a lot of pain, disappointment and feeling of abandonment, at least from my side, don't know about him... We have been avoiding each other for the past year but this happened after he hugely disappointed me and I was angry at him... he's my best friend since 30 years. There's no career or financial opportunities between us, only true friendship and longtime affection, but actually my disappointment was cause of a job he had to do for me and never did, but this wasnt the real reason of our distance though, just the the straw that broke the camel's back after he "neglected" our friendship since years.... then he wrote me a sweet message for new years eve after a year of not showing up, and I'm a bit puzzled/very undecided if replying and how to behave.... THANK YOU!!

posted January 07, 2021 08:56 AM            

You and Todd had already done a composite reading for J and I a while back (maybe a year?) and both said not looking strong from commitment on his side (we have mars square Neptune in composite) so no need but thank you very much for the offer!! Maybe I’ll ask you in the future when someone new comes along.

posted January 07, 2021 09:06 AM            

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I don’t have his birth time so houses may be a bit off.

posted January 07, 2021 07:02 PM            

Well, yes, your final answer fits perfectly what my heart says... even though I can't make that step yet cause I'm too angry at him... he disappeared for one year leaving me in troubles and then showing up with new year's eve hugs, makes me even angrier, so I'm trying to "meditate" before contacting him back... I'll give you updates! 💙

Oh I now remember this composite but I can't remember what I had to say at all at the time...

It looks so extremely fated with Vertex attached to the stellium, and very hot cause of Pluto conjunct Sun/Venus... it's a powerful connection, such intense overwhelming feelings... I don't understand this guy cause Mars conjunct Eros trine Saturn, and Sun/Venus sextile Neptune, suggests he was (is?) quite into you in a passionate way... Mars square Neptune shows he isnt up for committment and so maybe it was especially a strong sexual attraction for his part, or even if he has/had strong feelings cause of the stellium, there was strong indecisivness from his part about committing... the Mars/Venus midpoint is square the nodes so the romantic feelings were there and mutual and felt like soulmate! also, the Moon/Saturn midpoint is conjunct Sun/Venus, so the loving feelings were mutual again, what was wrong with this guy?! With Sun/Moon midpoint conjunct South Node and Jupiter/Moon square Neptune, I think he may have been immature for such an intense connection and maybe isn't/wasn't true to himself, cause lilith involved with neptune and square to Moon/Jupiter would point to subconscious reasons for his detachment. Mars is quincunx Pluto and Psyche is square Mercury, so maybe again he has/had a inner conflict and lack of assertiveness in dealing with such big involvement, cause Psyche is in Leo (square mercury), so he may not be up for such a "serious" vibe of committment.
It all looks very karmic and otherworldly and maybe it was too overwhelming for him at this time in his life, he likely based everything on the more physical attraction level but isn't aware/mature enough for embracing the strong karma of your connection. The south node as midpoint between Moon/Jupiter and Venus/Sun looks like "giving up"...
unfortunately here the vertex influence is so strong to make things look "unsolved", same as South Node placement...
Does this make sense/resonate somehow?

posted January 08, 2021 09:06 AM            

Thank you for the kind words! ❤️ And take all the time you need with G before reaching out! Mediation is always a good thing.

Yes, you are pretty spot on with the composite analysis. It was a very heavy r.s even though we are more light hearted people (at least in this point in our lives). I’d say I was even a bit immature and the feelings were hard to deal with. I’d always feel like running away if too much time was spent with him haha. Thank you for looking at it! Talking about it too helps me move on and heal, so thank you.

For your Q I pulled:

3 of cups (reversed), 6 of cups (reversed), 5 of swords, followed by knight of cups.

It seems like with a lot of cup cards the feelings do run deep. 3 of cups (reversed) indicates independence or alone time so he may think of you as an independent person. Alternately it could mean there’s another person involved like a love triangle type situation that is maybe clouding his feelings of you? Or may be he needed some alone time. 6 of cups (reversed) points to forgiveness (maybe from end?) and possibly living in the past. Maybe he “idolizes” a time spent with you? 5 of swords is conflicts and disagreements so this could be his current state with you two apart. But knight of cups especially in the “clarifier” position definitely suggests romantic and loving feelings for you! With the first 2 cups cards reversed he may be struggling with these feelings for you or hiding them/ internalizing them.

Hoping for healing for you and G! ❤️

posted January 08, 2021 03:54 PM            

As for J, yes my feeling on the chart with Moon/Jupiter in the 5th house, and South Node as midpoint between Sun/Moon and the other planets attached, is that this was a "youth" relationship but with such an intense dynamic that he especially struggled to deal with, as if not being "ready" for such a big thing, or so...
With transiting South Node just entered the composite 7th house and going towards Saturn, it looks like a forthcoming closure... South Node has just past the conjunction to comp. Uranus, so this is likely why you feel mentally re-connected with him again, or just the past is resurfacing, but on the opposite side, transiting north node went through Chiron, so it looks like announcing a healing process... Maybe, when transiting Jupiter will be conjunct to MC you will actually re-connect with him and get more clarity and awareness about the past... This relationship is very karmic and with saturn in 7th house it looks like this all will serve well you both as a past experience/growing up for your future relationships 💙