posted January 05, 2021 08:37 PM            

@   softissues -  Your Portal -Read  > 2021

--- Sweet softissues, yours wasn't added because you started the other thread - I didn't recognize them as different. My big mistake and My apologies my dear. ❤️❤️❤️ I hope you're doing much better and holding strong. Remember you had the double death .. which means total Renewal. At this point You're NEW. 🌻🧖🌻
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Below is your portal reading. I'm moving them to your very own person thread(s) and if at anytime there are curious Qs or further related Qs or your updates to say these were or were not accurate.
Please respond here when you wish to add anything related to your portal reading.
2020 / 2021
Happy New Year!
~ M ♥️ M ~

softissues Here's YOUR

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♦️ 2020 - P O R T A L - 2021 ♦️

[NP] Dan Reed Network - I Can Dream

Pulled letters
LOTTO or other Numbers for anything you choose to use thrm!
0, 00, 7, 10, 11 0s are Fool energy btw. New starts!
Letters:
D, M

Note: You know I am happy to read for you on any reading you req. I do get depleted, never realised the energy they took .. you're my second one, therefore I'm doing well now. Just take it as light hearted as need be or serious if you wish - it's your call. ♥️

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What do your Heart, Mind, Body and Soul have to say to you about your year 2020?

♣️ You Leaving 2020 ♣️
Heart - Mind - Soul - Body

♥️ Your Heart ( Your heart needed or had )? -
- Ace of Wands -
Warm, passionate and newness in Heart matters.
You were motivated in matters of your Heart. You started many (the dice indicates) adventures in love. Your heart never felt so much fire! You had to leave one or many behind. You chose you!

♠️ Your Mind (Thoughts + Dreams + Plans)? -
- Eight of Cups -
Your mind was filled with emotional, love centered thoughts. It was a challenge to get away from it. Your heart caught the fire (love/passion) your mind is where you stored your emotions but you could no longer hold those and had to walk away. Every cup, you had turned your back on, in a mission to discover what you were meant to, For You.
Maybe you had passion to learn but love stepped into your mental space, clouding your brilliant mind from doing it's natural ability.
Education, learning subjects you, had decided, would trade the cups for, as you looked for hope of a sword to shine you to that direction.

♦️ Your Soul (Your Soul's mission)? -
- The Moon -
Within your soul lay so many sectrets from self. You had been so frenzied in love your Soul hadn't revealed it's truth within it. Your soul felt suffocated due to your energies spent mostly in your heart/love with other(s) space. It grew but needed more.
You still seek, as you did all 2020. You felt intuitive yet not truly able to fully engage with your whole Soul. The traffic in your heart and mind created a block that your Moon used to hold these parts within. Available to you when you chise to ask. Did you? Did you find all that you sought? Perhaps She, the Moon still holds pieces of your Soul, to protect until you're ready.

♣️ Your Body (Your body message of your previous year) ? -
- 9 of Cups -
Your body was feminine in nature. Receptive to others. Romantically, nurturing and psychically. Looking in your mirror, you felt you weren't perfect, yet you were highly satisfied with your reflection. Your physical side was attractive to others. Thriving and healthy.
You may have enjoyed a lot of drink ~ could have been water!
To outsiders you may have seemed (body language) carefree and relaxed.

(Note ~ Cups: between Mind and Body you held 17 Cups, walked from 8. They didn't completely vanish. The Moon is made of water. The evaporated water from those abandoned Cups were lifted into the atmosphere, drifting to the Moon - Where she keeps them fo you to discover the secrets within them. As well you may have lost a bit of weight.)

~♥️~
What do your Heart, Mind, Soul and Body have to say to you about your upcoming year 2021?

♠️ You Beginning 2021 ♠️
Heart - Mind - Soul - Body

2021
♥️ Your Heart (Your heart desires) ?
- Death - Death carrying a scythe with a skeletal companion.
Your heart will need to release someone who no longer should be living in there. They are at this time a mere remnant. Unless your heart frees this space, you'll not have the ability to bring love fully forward.
Your heart has been hurting carrying this around. This year you will work with your heart for this release, in a completely healthy way. Your heart will rejoice at a new Possibl upcoming love. Your heart was meant to share, with another true to you.

♠️ Your Mind (Thoughts + Dreams + Plans) ? -
- Four of Pentacles -
You'll be filled with practical thinking generated from the tangible world. Paying rent. Getting good grades. Studying and retaining new knowledge, that you feel is solid. You're a bit more selective over what you will spend your energy learning. This could be due to limits on your energies or time. Possibly thinking of finding a new home, as well the design for it. Planning the future. Deciding how your life direction is to go. You may have unnecessary worries regarding your practical world. This 4 of Pentacles is our stability in the tangible, you may have so many choices where you place your thoughts, something may need to be flexible so new concepts can be blended in with what you already know!
You'll release something outdated in your mind space - letting the new thoughts breeze right in.

♦️ Your Soul (Your Soul's Mission) ?
- Transformation - Death 13
Everything dies and/or transmutes at some time.
As you've already seen part of 2021 was involving your Heart with Death. To transform the soul from a higher place, wisdom within, though painful, has upped your level, your soul no longer fits where it did last year. It has risen! You've acccomplished so much on your Soul's journey. Possibly unaware just what or with who. Your soul is no longer the same. Your inner light is about to be bright.
New. Restored. The work you've unknowingly, through daily life (unless you are hyper aware, which is possible), you may have jumped many levels. Similar to a video game.
In 2021 You are connecting your Heart to your Soul now as they BOTH are in Transformation together. ♥️

♣️ Your Body (Your body's message to you) ?
- Knight of Pentacles -
Your body is solid. Resilient. His energy (this knight) will bring you wellness if anything has been causing you health discomfort. She is comfortable and she happy in how you have cared for her. She might at times move slower. That is smart, as too fast can bring unwanted injuries. However she's agile. If in 2021 you were up to looking at asteroids in Dna 55555
in transits, your body may have information to share that would be helpful. Each house + sign rules differnt body energies.
You are ready in 2021 to take long treks and enjoy the beautiful outdoors doing so!

For softissues
~ ~ ~ ~ 2021 ~ ~ ~ ~
⚜ Your Advice card ⚜

From
- Eight Coins Tattoo Tarot -
- 2 of Cups -
You are being advised to make an effort in connecting with another!You're invited to unpack a couple goblets the Moon is holding for you!
Or start with new ones.There's a hand shake here (2) in an agreement. In uniting, could even be a reunion. You could be open to sharing a home together and your heart. This energy opens you to romance. Start slow and feel it through. Enjoy every flower, touch, butterfly feeling. By all means do not be jaded this is a very uplifting direction you are advised, your Heart+Soul are Fresh. Your mind and Body with them would very much enjoy this chance. It's all yours, the Universe has opened the door - step right through to receive this happy energy for 2021.

🌸♥️ I wish you a beautiful, successful and happy 2021 Softissues! ♥️🌸

softissues, this is more personalized as you know.
I'm going yo leave it to you until the time comes, if it should, that you may req input or clarifying anywhere. Also - time permitting I thought perhaps to pull a fresh monthly card for each Month. Just to see what your energy might be.
I will also return your response I am sadly late with. Then we can communicate here. Thank you for your patience.
In light of he who I shall not name, pls make this year about you. It is your life but you deserve happiness. New beginnings - you are so fortunate to have such newness. ✨✨💕✨✨

Have a wonderful year my dear softissues.

~ M ❤️ M ~

posted January 07, 2021 07:28 AM            

I spent yesterday looking at generic detailed tarot readings on youtube (EsoTarot has been a fave) and the same messages kept coming up in regards to this connection and what I need to do. To ignore and continue with my life. And I'm glad everything in my entire consciousness is pulling me towards that. One could say my soul and heart are already aligning, honestly, this feeling is bliss.

However, as I approach almost a year since speaking to F, he's been on my mind constantly. I do miss him and yearn for him. I'm very sentimental so time, memories etc are super important to me. I feel like he feels the same but again, this year is not about the guys in my life (or lack of), it's about me.

posted January 17, 2021 08:23 PM            

 Thank you for allowing me to work with you, I'm  happy to have this experience reading for you during this pivotal time in life. 
Pls read the footer note too.

This is a simplistic  view of your area of awareness for the

 You'll receive one Tarot Card and from the Leonormand deck, 2 additional cards. These will point to any area Spirit lights up. Not the same as in the Portal.  We'll  see if particular areas are doing differently. 

I sincerely hope this will offer some light upon your path for the next couple months. ♥️
This  energy is for January 17 - February 28th.

Leonormand  Cards - these are blended and not each card for ea. month. both apply to both months.

☆| The Clouds 6   |☆
☆|  The Crossroads  22  |☆

House 2, 6, 4 and 10 might be pronounced via transits.

Clouds ~
keywords: Vague, nebulous,  uncertainty,  insecurity  or a fogged mind   in reference to information,  relationships  + communication.
You're  unsettled in these times due to a foggy surrounding with others and possibly of your own creation.

Crossroads  ~
keywords:  decisions, choices,  walking,  hiking , roads

  Where you're  presented with 2 paths. Your circulatory system may be looked at by a professional. 
You may, in love repect, need to chose between two different prospects at this time. You could also find a rival on your path, be cautious which direction you chose. . be very cautious as the clouds card could not show you all you should see. The one you chose, it could be much like "all that glitters is not always gold".

Clouds + Crossroads
"indecision,  confusion,  procrastination "

  Tarot Card
 🗝 |  8 of Swords    |🗝    Gemini energy
  You need to change your thinking. You aren't  trapped, you have created the illusion you are. Those clouds are hard enough to see through - pull that blindfold off and see hoe empowered you'll be once you knock these swords out of your path. You have a journey to be on. Decisions to make, don't let this stuck in thoughts energy  limit you!

  If you do or will feel this energy, Pls study (your chart)  your Gemini, +3rd house and Mercury in transits. This will shine on areas in need of your attention. Have your circulatory checked. You might have something in need of attention. 

Have a wonderful  upcoming month.
Note: After I've caught up, I'll  be able to touch on any Qs in relation to your Portal reading as well the this snapshot of your next couple months.

~ MoonMystic  ~

posted January 22, 2021 11:37 AM            

Hey Moon, I hope you are well. I thought I'd update you. He who shall not be named called me 3 times yesterday (after I haven't responded to his email). I found out more things about him and our relationship which was needed for me to heal and move on. However, Idk why he still continues to reach out. I just wanted to know if you could read about his intentions and his feelings towards me.

posted January 22, 2021 02:45 PM            

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Originally posted by softissues:
Bump!

Hey Moon, I hope you are well. I thought I'd update you. He who shall not be named called me 3 times yesterday (after I haven't responded to his email). I found out more things about him and our relationship which was needed for me to heal and move on. However, Idk why he still continues to reach out. [b]I just wanted to know if you could read about his intentions and his feelings towards me.

I've started doing my own tarot readings (and I get a similar thing each time). I find him to be represented by the magician whereas I'm represented by the high priestess (mostly). I did a reading today where the 8 of Swords, 7 of swords and the moon all came up and a previous reading I did where I asked if he misses me, the first two cards came up. Idk if you'll find the same or similar.[/B]

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Hello Softissues. ♡

That does seem he's not letting up. Sorry was tardy getting back with you. This year rolled in and so much happening so quickly in my world.

posted January 22, 2021 05:58 PM            

I've interpreted the 8 of Swords and 7 of swords with his insecurity over me ghosting. He's overanalysing about what's going on and why I have. I feel like he feels betrayal and disrespect even though I never disrespected him once. But he's looking at it like I did him wrong. He's trying to move on but he can't let go. But obviously, with the 8 of swords imagery, the person isn't actually tied up, they've put themselves in their own situation and they could remove their blindfold by themselves. A lot of self-sabotage.

posted January 27, 2021 11:43 AM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
♡ Softissues ~

| The Moon - Clarified with Knight of Wands |

(my deck I'm using now is a fantasy one) The Moon is presented with the dragon, he's facing to the right. Clinging with the blooming vibrant rose. As though to be possessing it, as he feels timing is of essence.

As you know SI, The Moon is the *secrets, unknown, illusions realm. Hidden motives. This person may be planning to connect with you; however they are lost in fantasy. To conclude your Clarification is knight of Wands. He will be charging at you - once he feels ready, with desire.
~ Desire he believes you will return. He has passion in mind, in a lust sense.

Pls let me know if this might resonate with someone with you.

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posted January 27, 2021 12:33 PM            

The card I read wrongly. New deck - as well my sleep was impaired last night.

posted February 01, 2021 10:45 AM            

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Originally posted by softissues:
It's okay, I completely understand! This is interesting, this seems more fitting and I'm curious as to how this would evolve too. This man living in secret fantasy of what we could be isn't unknown to me but I really hope and pray that it's someone I don't know. We need full renewal here lol. I really hope there are no ulterior motives either . Seems like my solar return in my 5th house looks promising already loool. Thank you for this and your reanalysation of the card, I will keep you updated! <3333

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🌸 softissues 🌸
I never got back here ~
Were you hoping to create with your Sol Rtn 5th? With this man, the card did show up that I originally saw. Long story short, there were both. I do think you have two men .. one of each energy With V day coming up, you should beware there are two.♥️

You told Me to use this thread for my Q
thought of one. ..
Q "Was there something L wanted to reveal that she never did?" if Y "What did L not reveal to E?"

posted February 01, 2021 11:58 AM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
softissues - Yes Two. ♥️♥️
I'll be reading this afternoon/ evening (pst) .. so I'll update my notes on your Qs.
I apologise for not returning to this sooner with that, family things kind of arose during that reading.

I'm going to place my Qs on your official thread. ♥️

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posted February 01, 2021 05:55 PM            

  -  Your answers -
(from before)

[b]  Justice  ~ Major Arcana ~ card 11
  F feels of you with much more than general  emotions.
This indicates F feels you bring balance for him. He feels that you would someone he'd like to think of as his other.
  Clarifying with  2 of Wands ~ Card 2
He does feel you are good at exchanging, words, energy,
emotions. He feels there may be no match for him beyond you. (2 > II) Intimately he might feel nobody else has chemistry or understanding of him.  There are lit candles in my card, he feels time running out. He is rushed. The flames are burning strong ~ yet the wax is half gone.

| 6 of Swords |
Yes- to other than Ali you may find yourself a new suitor.
   This won't be a past lover. This one will possibly be met  on holiday. If you go away from your central location. Away from home. You may meet someone who catches you off guard. This may only apply If you will be vacationing. The other highpoint to this is, you'll quickly forget your past (the dock you left behind) loves, if this does occur. All your past loves will be forgotten quickly.   This new man will sweep you off your feet! Noone in your past could compare.
  Clarification  - Knight  of Wands
Be on your toes. Be aware he can be after fun and depart quickly.  However he is passionate.  Fire powered and strong. Were you to match his energy he's capable of staying.  - which he may be only wandering until that right flame (12)  is discovered.  Could you be her?
Spontaneity may be the seed that plants your vacation into motion. That will be appealing to him  once you cross paths. Your ability to just follow your desire. Thriving to seek new adventures. This is like him ~ he secretly wants a like minded one who has passion just as strong as his! I'd say there could be a transit to your 12th, Pisces house. As well this man could be a Scorpio or a Sagittarius.  Somewhere in his energy.

💕

posted February 02, 2021 03:40 PM            

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 "also curious to know how F is feelings about me and whether Ali would be the one my solar return will bring (hopefully not loool) but these are additional questions and I don't want to clog up the thread so whenever you're ready to talk about these, I would love to look at this too but this will be on my portal read thread <3.

  -  Your answers -
- - It dawned in me you didn't want future in your readings. I'm perplexed as you left your own thread with a notice it is closed. Today I was going to add to my response on your reading. As well exchange more with you.

I am very sorry I forgot not to add the *future events/possibilities in your readings.
I saved it - if this is a misunderstanding. ♡
Never meant to upset you. I hope you're ok. 💕

Q "Do I know the two men that have their eye on me?' and more importantly are there actually two men? I would like to know if they will make a move and if yes, will it be before or after my solar return (May 15th), I would like to know more about their personalities too so I can narrow them down.

softissues, I sort of answered the second one from F in your portal thread. Let me inquire as to your meeting a new one by May 15.

Yes. The Sun Card. u of Cups at the bottom. As you usually do, you'll probably find more ghan one or two!
You need to find the one eho instinctively you are drawn to. Your energies will merge nicely. This may be hte person you are looking for, from your portal Q. To keep this person in mind, the others may be less in the qualities in which you'll want.

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Moon! Can I ask one thing, could we not jump to conclusions, please? If I'm upset with you in the future, I'll promise to let you know <3. I think we have a lot of misunderstandings but it's okay I aim to make things clearer.

I personally don't read future questions which means exactly that, this does not affect your own readings. This just means any questions you may have that are future-centric, I can't answer for you. However, any questions I have, and you want to add your own input to do with the future that is perfectly okay! I don't want to make your reading rigid because you read how you read and I come to you because I admire your input. So I hope that bit is clearer.

I've put my thread as closed because I want to take a break for a little while, things are really tied up for me right now so I'm just taking a good break so I can just come to a good point you know? Although, I'm not sure how long this will be. So you did not upset me and this is a misunderstanding HOWEVER I am rather perplexed with this reading moon. I'm literally the moon tarot card rn, I am confuseddd.

You can still respond to my thread, I'm going to edit the post right now to make things clearer for everyone. I may do readings for people here but a select few depending on how I feel.

I did manage to look at all the answers for the readings but forgot to reply since I had a busy day.

posted February 02, 2021 03:55 PM            

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Moon! Can I ask one thing, could we not jump to conclusions, please? If I'm upset with you in the future, I'll promise to let you know <3. I think we have a lot of misunderstandings but it's okay I aim to make things clearer.

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Mercury retrog. I was wrong. My apologies.
I'll need to further respond as I'm going to meet my mother and other family. - I'll try to catch up with You as soon as I'm able to. ♥️

posted February 02, 2021 06:03 PM            

Sigh Idk what to do or think. F posted a video of himself on Insta today and idk if he knows I follow him because it's an account I specifically use to stalk him. Idek about his energies. Like one minute I'm like he wants me and then I'm like he doesn't. At times I could feel him so strongly and now it's barely there. It's going to be a year this month since we last spoke.

I need some clarification cards because I am so unsure. I'm seeing wand energy everywhere and I'm in no position for wand energy. I need stability and grounding of some sort. This is how I feel now. I just don't know what to do. Everytime I try to read the cards I get a migraine, what does that mean?

Could I ask if F is the Knight of Wands?

Is he planning to make a move around 12th April to the 12th of May? because idk I have this inkling.

If he still wants to marry me?

If not, I have an inkling who it may be. It's either T.N or M.N (both of them are brothers and both of them want to marry me sigh). I feel like T will make a move. He's been on my mind a lot but I don't want to marry him or M. They both live abroad and the world card and the idea that they will be from a different country links to them. T is a cancer with mercury in leo (conjunct my 7th house). He has his mars in my 5th house. So if Ali is not my solar return person then I feel like it's T.

posted February 05, 2021 06:53 PM            

 Hello beautiful.
In regards to F, did you ever have Stoika or others help with a synastry/ and or midpoint? The energy may have been stronger and you intuitively are feeling the dissipation of energetic glue? (magnetic hold pull)
Wand energy  is not all or always bad. Like the swords. Any card has so many perspectives too. Let's say he had all wand energy for you  - yes, overpowering sex is possible.  Yet too much water, too sensitive. Tpo many swords, too in the head.

  The swords can bring migraines. The cards, energy using them, does at times involve migraines. What I do, is ground, pray,  surround my self/environment with white light (+my Angels and crossed over loved ones). When they tell me to step away - I am now listening, I do step away  We can over tax our crystal circuitry (brain). Take good care of yourself first! Then delve in.
Another thing is, it takes a bit extra time,  I tap the cards, +other methods for my energy. When I'm in a heavy energy, I try to meditate and correct the areas needing work. Usually Chakras can come out of alignment.  Stress/worry can do this.
If you have them, work with Amethyst,  Obsidian (or tourmaline)  and tigersye to bring strength/protection in.

Your Q   "Could I ask if F is the Knight of Wands?"
  Your answer is YES with the Knight of Swords

Q  " Is F planning to make a move around 12th April to the 12th of May?"
   YES  with the 8 of Wands

 Q  " Does F still want to marry softissues? "
   YES  with the Star

Q  "Does T.N want to marry softissues? "
  YES  with 6 of Cups

Q  Does  M.T  want to marry softissues? "
  YES  with Ace of Wands
pls note, mt feelings .. these two options,  T.N is ferlings and M.T competitive. 

 Q is T.N softissues   solar return  beau?"
 YES with 8 of Wands

I hope these help.

  I'm  sorry I was absent. I know this is a difficult  time and there's  so much to try to learn but with his communication  off, it's  not fluid.
Sending virtual  *hugs*

posted February 06, 2021 10:38 AM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
Softissues ~

 Hello beautiful.

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Ahh my heart died at thissss, hi moonnnnnn

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In regards to F, did you ever have Stoika or others help with a synastry/ and or midpoint? The energy may have been stronger and you intuitively are feeling the dissipation of energetic glue? (magnetic hold pull)
Wand energy  is not all or always bad. Like the swords. Any card has so many perspectives too. Let's say he had all wand energy for you  - yes, overpowering sex is possible.  Yet too much water, too sensitive. Tpo many swords, too in the head.

  The swords can bring migraines. The cards, energy using them, does at times involve migraines. What I do, is ground, pray,  surround my self/environment with white light (+my Angels and crossed over loved ones). When they tell me to step away - I am now listening, I do step away  We can over tax our crystal circuitry (brain). Take good care of yourself first! Then delve in.
Another thing is, it takes a bit extra time,  I tap the cards, +other methods for my energy. When I'm in a heavy energy, I try to meditate and correct the areas needing work. Usually Chakras can come out of alignment.  Stress/worry can do this.
If you have them, work with Amethyst,  Obsidian (or tourmaline)  and tigersye to bring strength/protection in.

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Okay so I did get Stoika to look at our chart but I don't have his birthtime, she said we had good chemistry but it didn't look long term and neither did Todd, he said that F may not feel the same way about me and I called ******** on that but that's pretty much it. Like the other charts were more binding but it sucks that I don't have his birth time sigh.

And that is so true, I need to keep that in mind. But idk I see wand energy and I'm like 'oh no' but you are right. And such a good protective about the swords, most the cards I pull are swords. I'm really trying to ground myself because otherwise I feel so lost and disorientated. Something I'm still learning. Thank you

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Your Q   "Could I ask if F is the Knight of Wands?"
  Your answer is YES with the Knight of Swords

Q  " Is F planning to make a move around 12th April to the 12th of May?"
   YES  with the 8 of Wands

 Q  " Does F still want to marry softissues? "
   YES  with the Star

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Okay so I acknowledge F as the King of Swords because this pops up a lot in our connection and in my readings about him frequently. And with the sword energy displayed here, I'm seeing he may message me during this time or send some sort of communication to me. The Star card here isn't positive for me because with the star, he's hoping to be with me and still idealising our connection, kind of like I did.

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Q  "Does T.N want to marry softissues? "
  YES  with 6 of Cups

Q  Does  M.T  want to marry softissues? "
  YES  with Ace of Wands
pls note, mt feelings .. these two options,  T.N is ferlings and M.T competitive. 

 Q is T.N softissues   solar return  beau?"
 YES with 8 of Wands

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Interesting, M.N* doesn't know T.N. likes me so I'm wondering why the competitive energy. I think it's the competitiveness from the outside rather than with me because of our situation.

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  I'm  sorry I was absent. I know this is a difficult  time and there's  so much to try to learn but with his communication  off, it's  not fluid.
Sending virtual  *hugs*

PS -
I need to skim your portal thread, as I msy owe further responses.  I'm  going to respond to a cpl othef threads just before .. giving you an opportunity,  if you're  awake there yet, to see this. ♡

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It's okay Moon, I'm really busy out on my end too and just trying to communicate whenever I can. I just don't know about anyone but I'm really putting myself first. Thank you for these *hugs*. Speak to you soon <3.