posted April 03, 2021 02:22 PM            

Hi Spring.

 
4OC will need to let go very soon of whatever her/his energy is towards you. Things are about to become more challenging so our (more specifically Americans) attention to our primary concerns soon will be most highlighted. You are a distraction  for 4 O c and the highlighted area for them will soon be making a swift redirect.

 Regarding my Arthur deck. I lost the Fool (seeker) card this past week. Funny enough it was in a piece of furnishing that I had a question on, I had been pondering to give away. Also that deck is complicated for my little brain ~ different. On Easter Sunday I'm  going to get familiar with the cards. Spears and Swords - all the suits, kind of threw me. As well the major Arcanas are all in need of a memory storing. I love the deck though.

 Yes! I've  known one Libra Sun male who was like that with films too. I thought his Moon Taurus  might be why but maybe the Libra factor was why. He would recall lines and I think he compared me with a romantic lead actress which I found as funny because the Capricorn Sun guyfrom way back compared me to her competitive  lead romantic  actress.  Yeah, *sigh* I agree with your feelings on the Libra guy. As well I'm  very sorry of his passing. With the lady psychic  too.

  I happen to be drinking tea atm. Oddly.

  I wonder how my Mercury near your Asc might mean. We align? Both Saturn influenced.  Structured, thinking. Detailed maybe. You might be in appearance.

  Good news on your rain coming! My Amethyst pendant helped me reboot my dark energy back to medium centric. As well I'm chakra healing too.

posted April 03, 2021 10:26 PM            

Thank you.

Lately I've been picking up the 4 O C's energy a lot, so maybe the frustration you saw is coming (also maybe part of the Pluto retrograde before going direct later this year). Maybe someone recommends therapy for them like you thought they needed or tries to Baker Act her. I asked in a reading if the 4 O C's had mental health problems and was told that she had issues. I've also been working on my yard a lot lately, so right now there wouldn't be anything she could point to and say I'm not taking care of like everyone else.

Along with people going back to work or moving forward with their lives..even though the European countries and others are are still struggling with C-19, I can see things changing here with all the vaccinations. As I get things completed around the house with help from my Pisces brother, I won't be out and about all that much...they have my mom noted as homebound. All the home healthcare people are showing up already--even on Easter. The healthcare people we have are ones that are used to working in a hospital as they are part of one of the hospitals here and also my health insurance. My pupper is liking them. The nurse that came by today has 3 cats, a dog and 3 horses, so my dog loved that--more fun at their house. LOL

I confirmed my ESP today with the SIL (not wanting us around something). My nephew, her son, invited the Pisces' brother over for Easter breakfast tomorrow. No text invite for me or my mom... It's okay, though. A home health PT person will be here tomorrow anyways and I will get everything ready for Monday (our Easter lunch). Making more cookies to warm up the house and to have for Monday.

I hope you find the tarot card you lost. I struggled with the Arthur deck, too. That one was harder for me, but I thought the pics on the cards were really nice as I remember watching the old King Arthur movies. There was always something romantic to me about that time period.

There must be a few movie buffs around then. Interesting. Maybe they were actors in a past life. We made peace before his passing...just couldn't believe he listened to the B.S. from the other girl..but I needed to get away from his drinking.

Mercury near my ascendant is like having Mercury conjunct Mars between us..lots of energy to communicate and maybe debate subjects, but you understand what I understand about what's considered good behavior. To some maybe that's old fashioned or out of date.

Thank you.

I hope you, your spouse, mom and fur babbies all have a blessed Easter. I think of this day as one of peace, much like Christmas. Enjoy your day, too!

posted April 04, 2021 02:11 PM            

I hope you are having a lovely Easter with your mother and Pup. +guests? Thank you for your wonderful wishes for us too. Is your mom happy to be home? The nurse sounds sweet.
Horses were in a reading we did for your dad. Does your mom get to see the horses?

   We're  having a quiet day. Last night our neighbors baby cried a lot, so my sleep was unfortunately terrible. I prayed for ease and the baby settled down. I hope she's ok. We haven't gotten nearby them aside from in buildings due to the vir.

Last night we forgot The Ten Commandments was on but today we may watch it. We caught a modern one w/o Carleton Heston, it's on now.
Sayid from Lost (ABC) is on it, I think Joachim Phoenix is too but am uncertain.

 Regarding 4OC's I hope it wouldn't need to come to that. I meant living costs would soon go higher and other changes may happen to create struggles for the many. Nothing like it may had sounded. I'll pray for you and 4OC because they need to heal. You were probably right though re therapy, she may seek or be offered at some point. 

Your yard is nice to do, ESP ~ might during nature time, bring much in insight for you. I had some (random esp) lately but think t was due to where my tr Saturn was (is for a temp time).

 Regarding your SiL, it could be she's as well not wishing to infect you?Idk, These times it could be so much more than ordinary times. A quiet celebration with your mom might be easier on your Mom too? After being in the care center.
That was strange, you said she needed things they did not provide, now she has someone there who knows her best  (you). It should be wonderful just being together today.

 Yes, my tarot card "was" found when I wrote that. It was "the seeker". Funny enough. I was going to start studying them today but my vertigo began through the night. Had it since I was 5-ish. Too difficult to read much with it. I'm going to find a remedy  - hopefully.  I too love that deck, it has a charm that touches with (some question) history.

  Re the Movie buff, that is good you got to make peace with him. A rather close guy to me, from my younger era died of it too. It came in with a nebulous discovery and soon he was taken. Never got to heal from his loss but know he was good and is happy now. No troubles or pain.
~ My guy was not a big drinker. It was probably his huge cellphone from then. Which I too used.

 Yes, .I'm  outta date.
"To some maybe that's old fashioned or out of date." I do hold strong values to core parts of humanity,& America. For me it is also unworldly, how I think, with structures of old fashioned. Like you said once before, traffic lights are needed. I see the chaos is not high vibe, so yes, rules need defined but the Aqua side of me dislikes too many - only the necessary. Capricorn Mercury brings stubborn/rigid. Maybe a balance.
Yet no two leaders wouldn't see anything the same. In my heart of hearts -I just want living beings all treated kindly with compassion. As you say "good behavior ".
My most pronounced energies are Jupiter, Uranus +Venus. Venus makes most aspects in my chart.

Take care, be well.
  Moon

posted April 04, 2021 10:25 PM            

Sad to hear that you had the challenges of the baby crying and keeping you awake. Maybe they are teething, are colicky or have issues with gas...all that I can remember that seems to upset them besides being hungry. Hope they get better soon, so everyone can sleep. Hugs.

My mom and I enjoyed our Sunday, but tomorrow will be better as no there will be no home health care people stopping by. So far they have been okay, but it's just something to anticipate instead of just enjoying the day. I did some baking and felt like I stayed in the kitchen most of the day.

Tomorrow I'll be cooking the turkey I had in the freezer..couldn't anticipate my mom being home on Easter, so tomorrow it should be thawed out completely. It will be just a simple gathering..only expecting the pisces brother and my mom. Both brothers showed up today..pisces brother brought flowers and then went to visit the friend of his that he had been hanging out with (a girl from the past). The other one was interested in when the family breakfasts on Sunday will resume..they will, but I plan on letting them sit with our mom while I work on stuff around the house that I know I won't get to easily since my mother is home. One of them brings their own food, but I'll be making breakfast for my mom and the Pisces one. I plan on making and eating something for myself before all of them arrive. Usually my brothers will just talk between themselves, so at least they will be sitting there with her.

The nurse was nice, yes, but doesn't live close enough for my mom to see her horses.
Today I picked up that the 4 O C's must have gone somewhere (thinking Easter dinner at her mom's) and was back on it after she came back. One reader called what they are doing an obsession--not sure how that works with addictions.

The yard work I plan on doing as well when my brothers come here for breakfast. When I go over to my moms to work on her yard, I will ask the Pisces brother to keep an eye on her at his house and take my pupper to play with his dogs.

When I got a reading through HV on my SIL, her cards saw my SIL as a HORRIBLE person.
She has transiting Saturn squaring her natal Moon in Taurus right now, so maybe it will help her with some much needed emotional maturity before it is over. Her natal moon is in her 10th house, so there could be some karmic lessons as well.

My mom has the use of her walker now and she seems more interested in using it now than before. Glad that she is using it more.

I think your values are more realistic...maybe that's what the others need to know instead of saying normal or responsible. I told the PT lady today that they should have vaccinated the younger ones that weren't listening first as they seemed to not care as much about protecting the others and were big spreaders. The older people were staying home more or away from others, so technically they were helping to end the pandemic.

I hope your projects continue to prosper.

Time to get some sleep. I hope your evening and day tomorrow go very well.

posted April 05, 2021 09:55 PM            

  Was your Easter lovely? You got to bake, that must have been fun. Imo Turkey is nice any time of year. It was good you had one on hand. Did it all turn out well and timely?
You did have them over then? Are your brothers close in age? The order of birth. Hopefully your SIL wasn't awful. As HV had seen her as that way, hopefully she'll mature beyond that. The tr Moon  Taurus sq to Saturn has to be an uncomfortable one especially if she already has a bad chemistry with another? It could be you are part of ea other's karmic agreement- &you both fell into each other's  orbit. Is she the one who is involved with both brothers?
It does seem karmic, doesn't it?

 You're  4 O C's person  is probably an obsessive natured person. I identify with that.  It takes great maturity+ effort to realign that energy to higher vibes vs the obsessive,  unless healthier habits are placed in those areas. I've  done that myself. However I never made it a mission to create such trouble for others. It seems there's a lot of growth needed by 4 O C's. - from what you said thus far re this individual,  HV was pretty good there but it could too be chemical?

 OIC regarding your mom and the nurses horses. On Easter day my hubby watched enless eps of the b&w Blondie. He loved that show as a boy. There were lots of horses and dogs. lol I thought of your nurse. How's  your pupper doing? I'll bet the nice weather has her happy.

 The baby is going through teething I think and I wasn't begrudging of her waking me. I was both frustrated at getting back to sleep and the nurturing side of me concerned.  I prayed. It was nice because the soothing seemed to follow.  The father responded after a bit of time. I believe they are training her to cry herself back to sleep. They are first time parents.  All has been better though. 

  My projects, re learning, took a bit of a hiatus. Home updating is in stall but the kitchen was luckily updated fairly well. We needed new plates, dinner serving laddles and spoons ~ in time for Easter we were able to get them. Yay. Feels nice to not use worn out items. Products break down much sooner than once upon a time.

Nothing huge going on in terms of my project currently. I'm going to start some new yoga later this week.
Our front room "was" going to be liberated of space more but everything does happen as it is meant to. I'm  going to just grab a hanged man  card and live by it.

 I hope your week's successful and you have positive  exchanges everywhere you go Spring! ☘☘🌸☘☘
Take care ♡
Moon

Ps~  With your reading, did any of them seem they could be accurate?  The friend, is it at all a possibility?  I would happily  get clarifying if you needed. I'm  happy ☺ to hear the knee surgery for C went well.

🌸🌸 I am updating that no worries over my not responding. I will be going on a hiatus. I need it. I doubt I'm ready for reading on my own platform, which later I may consider, I have so much still to learn. A break might do me some good. Then I can problem solve with our home and sending nicely used + newer stuff to a relative. Getting into yoga too which is exciting and my body really needs it. Thank you for all you have taught me. For reading for me and giving me Qs - I appreciate it so much! ♡
All the best you + your pupper and mother!
Spring 🌸 You are lovely person, happy LL introduced us.

posted April 05, 2021 10:24 PM            

Glad things have settled down more for you on the home front (quieter).

I'll respond more tomorrow, but on your reading for JB, while I was writing some feedback to you and at the same time sending him a message, I picked up another energy of someone not liking me or saying bad things about me. Towards the end, I picked up the not liking me energy and then JB's energy telling the other energy something good about me.

If you want to do a clarifier: Does JB have a gf or significant other? I'm thinking there is a woman living with him--gf or wife, so ending the conversation or not responding would probably be better.

I pulled some cards for myself yesterday and got reunion with an old friend coming up in the next week or so.

posted April 06, 2021 10:21 PM            

I hope you enjoyed some of your time away and was able to rest again.

The home health people work all days, so we had one of them here on Easter, but for the most part it was nice not worrying about my mom being at the rehab place and potentially falling again, and that gave me peace. Only had the one brother here..nice to have the meal without the drama..sad to say..he took a plate home to his daughter. He is three years younger than our older brother. This brother also seems to be outside of the SIL's influence now, but you're probably still right that both of my brothers are scheming together. I think his daughter was still sleeping at the time we had the meal--her birthday was on Easter and she went out partying and didn't get home until the next day. No more baking until the Fall this year. Today we had the nurse visit, PT person visit, her PCP doctor's appointment and a short ride in the car..needed gas for the lawnmower and car, exercise for the pupper..and also the pupper's birthday today..she turned 6.

Tomorrow more errands for my mom and time to get the pupper's nails trimmed and a bath later for her. One of my brothers will be over for lunch possibly. I'm hoping he will stick around for a little bit so I can get some cleaning done as well.

The transit of Saturn in Aqua to my SIL's moon could reflect all the work they have--with COVID people are doing more recreational stuff at home, so their family business is doing better than usual with less free time. Saturn is sitting in both of their 6th houses right now.

On the 4 O C's, they have transiting Uranus squaring their natal Mars in Leo. She also has transiting Pluto squaring their natal pluto and Saturn. Both of these are longer term transits as you know.

My pupper likes the weather to be 75 degrees or cooler..loves the upper 60's. When it gets 76 degrees or warmer, it's getting too hot for her.

Lots of older programs to watch on TV...I remember the Blondie comics, but don't know if I ever saw it on TV.

I'm glad you had a nice Easter. What did you serve on your new dinnerware for your meal?

Sounds like you are taking your home's transformation in stride. Hope all your updates go well.

Thank you for the well wishes. I'm glad I took some breaks while my mom was away as I knew it would get busy once she returned. Still trying to get to my book, but have had some interesting ideas lately.

Yes, my aunt's knee surgery went well. She's recovering now.

Thank you also for all the kind words. I'm glad to have helped you. You are a bright light here on LL.

What's interesting about JB, the classmate. I found his birthday and think he was probably born the same year as I. Our moons are conjunct. Our suns are opposite. His sun sextiles my moon and my sun trines his moon. There are some other interesting aspects, but one thing I noticed, though, was that his mercury and mine are opposite each other. His mercury squares my saturn and my mercury squares his saturn. The other guy, BS, who I had been talking with, he and his ex-gf had mercury opposite his saturn and his mercury opposite her saturn...the energy I picked up was them being critical of each other and arguing about things. They did have other good aspects between them and one reader said that BS genuinely liked his ex-gf. So interesting the similarities. I didn't send JB a message today. Think there is another girl around him and feel like I have to be careful what I say as to create any misunderstanding. If he is divorced, she may be much younger than him as at our age, the pool of eligible partners is much smaller.

Again, I hope you enjoy your time away. Tomorrow will be busy and hopefully by the end of the week I'll feel like I covered a lot of ground. You did read once for me where you saw that things would slow down one day with not much to do and you suggested we sing songs to entertain ourselves. My mom's first nights home--getting up at around 4 times. She's now down to 3 times and I'm thinking with the exercise today, she may only get up once or twice tonight.

Time to get some sleep. I'll check back here periodically, but I'm with you on needing time away.

May your days be filled with laughter and your evenings end on a positive note. Sending you many blessings of love, peace and hope for the completion of your projects.

posted April 09, 2021 05:45 PM            

I've been pretty busy but Spirit was nagging me that I forgot this Question " If you want to do a clarifier: Does JB have a gf or significant other? I'm thinking there is a woman living with him--gf or wife, so ending the conversation or not responding would probably be better. "

 I apologize for the delay and I can't respond to all of your recent messages. I can leave your answer though to this ^ -If I'm not too late.

Your Cards re   JB
   King Of Pentacles  - The Magician- 2 Of Pentacles 

 < I didn't  feel confidence in my thoughts, so under my reading of my insight is the basic one I found online.  >

I used my deck with animals. You've a pair of Wolves on the King OP card. I feel he's with someone or lost them due to dependency on some habit. Likely drinking. He might have left her or she did him on a recent full moon.
He's the type that would prefer a mate. A solid mate. He's  working to manifest her. Everything in his life currently requires balance so he won't fall on the path she might have fallen on. *I'm  merging this with the reading of him earlier. With another deck but I do recall the Pentacles. One on his head (thinking of creating stability)   Now I wonder if her habits caused his loss of so many coins. He's  taking the Two here in a motion to manifest back to King Status (w/Magician skill) and I feel to complete this picture he needs + wants the Queen too.
(Adding - that bottom card HIEROPHANT)
I feel he has high standards. His last relationship has set him up for being a more careful picker of a mate as he Wants someone for the rest of His book.

 I hope this is ok. ♡ All the best whatever is to bring you with JB.Pls let me know your thoughts - when you can. I'll pop in as soon as I have more time to better respond to your message. Be well! 🌸

Hugs to you and your Pupper, Mom.

M.M

posted April 10, 2021 06:28 PM            

I remember responding to this, but just noticed that it didn't take my reply.

Anyways, turns out that JB is married. After seeing your reading, I went on FB and looked at his profile. Nothing there. Then I looked at his posts..no girls in pics with him, but I didn't go back all that far...strange..then I started messaging him and asked if he had traveled to other parts of the state. He then said he was planning a trip...then mentioned his wife after showing me a pic of their accommodations. He does have his natal Sun opposite Neptune. This aspect can make one unknowingly deceiving themselves or others without realizing it. His FB page shows no family members either and I think I saw where he had at least a son who liked one of his posts...a junior or II. Transiting Pluto is already squaring this aspect in his chart along with his natal Venus at around 25 degrees of Aries. I'm thinking this is my intuition/ESP validating that I'm aware of more than I think I am.

Otherwise, I'm getting things finished and hope to get to my writing in earnest soon.

Hope things are going well for you with your chores/projects and getting rest as well.

Hugs back to you and your family!
Spring

posted April 12, 2021 10:22 PM            

Hope you and you're mom are both doing well.

  With that last reading - I'm sorry. Guess my cards and intuition were off. Unless there's more unfolding. idk.
Life is about surprises,  if I am wrong it's ok but if it unfolds, it still can ~ and ..... If not - you have a huge plentiful of suitors to look through. I'm sure others may have or will, their eye on you.

 (with him) I think his  status confuses me there, as you wrote it. Neptune is very much indicative for him. Maybe he wants out and my reading suggested it was coming up, the parting of ways from his spouse.  His Neptune might had make it difficult to read too, as he feels illusion-istic, especially with his Magician.  He feels a lot like 7 of Cups. Oh well. Keep me updated if I should figure differently, as he isn't easily peg.

  Great job on wrapping your writing up. That must feel good. Did your final edit satisfy you as the creator?

I've  been tending to 4th house matters. Made fresh squeezed "refreshing"  lemonade today. 🍋 Yum.

Take care,  Enjoy the nicer weather. 🌞

posted April 13, 2021 10:18 AM            

The freshly squeezed lemonade sounds yummy and a great way to relax.

Thank you. My mom and I are doing okay. Getting through a lot of my chores and projects..more planned while my siblings are here this weekend. I can get some things done inside during the week and can keep working on everything. Today I should get to my writing more..plan on starting and then when I get a block I'll go on to another home chore or task and then go back until the writing has been completed..sorry if I made it sound like I had already finished it.

My mom isn't much for exercising and that will create more problems for her with the muscles in her legs atrophying more, and her breathing, etc. She hasn't been eating all that much either unless it's a complete meal..like the turkey, mashed potatoes, healthy gravy and green beans I made the other day. I got a rotissire chicken yesterday.

I did pick up a lot of emotion and even tears when I told JB how nice I thought he was when we were in school..he may have been interested in me then, but I never picked up on it. With his natal Venus at 25 deg aries...at the exact time when I told him it was nice to get caught up and talk about the old days, transiting venus in aries made an exact square to my natal saturn in Capricorn and showed the end of our conversation that started days before. He may have also been testing me to see if a rumor was true...when you're a single woman, the gossips tend to see you as either you only date married men or are gay. I think the dating married men rumor had been circulating and why I also don't get many responses to my posts.

Made French toast this morning...found Nature's Own artisan white bread is so good for that. Low on sugar and noticed that it doesn't come out at good with the whole wheat bread version I usually use. Yum yum...probably good with lemonade, too.

We have the nurse and therapy home health people coming today..it may be the next to the last day for the nurse. Exercise is key for her now. She is being good and using her walker for the most part and only puts it to the side when she is near where she will be sitting, but really needs to get it as close as she can.

Hope your fur babies are enjoying the extra attention and your family is doing well health wise, too. Just saw where country singer Luke Bryan got the coronavirus. Most likely one of the variants. Be safe!

Oh, on the 4 O C's and a past reading you gave me...you mentioned addiction and something chemical...she had transiting sun, moon, mercury in aries opposing her natal pluto in libra over the last few days...the sun opposite pluto aspect..researched it more online and it talked about addiction...and she has been gone long hours going to those circus tents as you call them..and probably people taking advantage of that addiction..the card reading I pulled for her had two king cards reversed--shysters basically and her running out of funds in the end, which made sense with what Saille told me a while back (not knowing all this) that I would finally have peace.

Hugs. Hope all your chores, projects and restful times go well. Take care.

posted April 14, 2021 10:59 PM            

Just some feedback on JB. I just read some posts that were made by him and his family members.. seems he once had a thriving business and now see what you were saying in your reading...his wife Im thinking that was her and son threw barbs at him in reference to his past business efforts.. I also now understand the one post he made about narcissists.. most likely some of his family members..and like you said they probably squandered the money he made....sad.. also makes sense with his natal Sun in Taurus opposite Neptune in Scorpio.. he also likes to go fishing..and is probably a good outlet for him to get away from the others..

Hope you and your family are doing well.

posted April 15, 2021 12:33 AM            

 Hi Debbie.   

How did the sibling time go? Did your mom enjoy having everyone around her?

 Those French toast you and your Mom had, sound marvelous.

Oh not atrophy. I'm  sorry. That sounds uncomfortable for her.  Can it be reversed?  I hope it can.

No. I think it was me, thinking you had finished. I probably was seeing it as done, you felt energetically efficient. Yet you, to me seem efficient and well tempered in your timing. To not do it too quickly is better, as to see anything you might with to alter in uour final production.

Writing block is similar to reading energy blocks. It seems by your description.  Changing your rhythm of activity jarred new thoughts. I wonder if your T reading has helped you become the writer who is very focused and understands the flow differently - because you understand  the sequences cards work with.
 I used to write, filed it all away *for now*. Learning tarot  has taught me
storylines in ways I hadn't thought of before. Narratives through characters and storyboards.

 My boys love the home and family time. More than just their mommy, they are in love with the sun and the nature.  It's wonderful to see nature coming out again - they are eager to watch everything. How's  your sweet pupper? Enjoying some nice weather? That's awful about Luke Bryan. I hope he recovers well.

  4OC's I do feel there might be hinge they have that is attached to the connections  (tents). Holding them to the addiction. 
I'm  sorry "the same patterns as last year". Hopefully not as bad or at length.

 Thank you for your update with JB. That is sad though. 
Maybe his Neptune energy is what he uses to work through his disappointment.  To not relect his situation as it does sound awful for him. That is cold for them to publicly humiliate him.  Fishing can be tranquil.  Therapeutic.  He might be creative too.

posted April 15, 2021 09:48 PM            

Thank you for asking. My mom did enjoy the breakfast with everyone. My brothers made some extra effort in trying to include her in their interaction. One brought her some coffee and a newspaper to look at. She is also doing much better now. The physical therapy people are happy with her progress. She is also using her walker more.

She needs to be active to avoid the atrophy. Yes, it can get better, but only if she continues to exercise.

I can see you being a writer as you express yourself so easily here on LL. I saw your new thread...great idea...and how your energy brings life back to the forum--it was awfully quiet while you were gone.

My pupper is doing well. She likes nature, but also misses her interaction with other dogs and people. Some of it I have dodged--people without good intentions. I've been finishing some stuff and trying not to overdo things..so sometimes I feel like I don't have enough play time with her.

I'm getting better at focusing and not letting the 4 O C's and other things distract me now. I have also been making an extra effort to get to bed earlier.

Yes, it's sad about JB. His natal Chiron conjuncts mine, so he is feeling similar judgements like I have been dealing with and people not being who we think they are.

I hope everyone in your family, including your puppers, enjoy the coming season. I think the full moon later this month will be in Scorpio, so that should be interesting with it opposing Uranus in Taurus and the other planets in that sign.

How is your collaborative project coming along? Are your home updates almost finished?

I'll be checking back here, but will be taking some time away..maybe a fresh perspective as I had some ideas for another book as well as how to approach the second version of my current manuscript.

posted April 17, 2021 06:44 PM            

 I had intended to respond last night, time slipped by too quickly. Been pretty busy here.

  That is uplifting news regarding your mother and everyone coming together for her, as you had said.  Maybe she feels the walker is worth her challenge due to the level of care her kids feel for her. Heart warming. 💖

  Awe, thank you. It was once a dream and I realise it is never too late. Reading cards opens my mind to creating ideas.
It has been strangely quiet @LL awhile. I hope all of the members are safe and well. It's been beautiful here so maybe they are getting nice outdoors time.

 
I agree it is a mixed group of people, energies that might come in contact with your pupper. You're right to be on your toes. She probably meditates when you're not looking. Our fur babes are zen Ones. ☺ My boys are a definitely zen and athletic too.

 
I'm happy to uear that, regarding your perspective on 4OC's, not giving them your energy. I did that with someone in my past  - they faded out of my life (script)  and rarely do they pop in anymore.

 
JB having chiron cnj yours, similar to mine with DC you last read for me on. The old friend, I once lived by. I wonder if this for you two connects you in a "feeling" way. For healing ~ Sensing eachother. So he has you in his radar too. Maybe there's a reflection within eachother that helps you each, if noticed, heal yourselves? It was only a thought.

Thank you. Yes, the homefront is doing well. A lot of changes took place over the past few weeks. We're adapting. I need to get back to a routine though, the changes got in my way.

 
The collaborative project ended. That turned out to be more individual projects. It worked out to bump start us. Reinvigorated us both.

  The new Super Moon is going to oppose my natal Iris. As she is a rainbow goddess, it is as well pt of the Eye. Or focus. I'm uncertain how this may effect me, as of yet. My pov has waivered in some aspects this year already. I adapt as well feel the right flow, times are uncertain of how they might be, in terms of a new "norm"; hopefully this Super Moon will bring precise focus. Opposition,  could be a challenge to use it. I'm interested in this energy.

  That is excellent news on your projects. Are you E-Publishing too?
Not too far from now, you'll find success. You've done well in your manuscript,  creations and bringing forth ideas - with the transits. Very Magician of you, to see possibilities through these storms. I admire that. I'm  going to look at the magician card too, like my lemons last week, transmutation is subtle - yet can turn things around.  I thought this today. With my goals and looking at them in the reality pov, not just the dreamer side, within me.

  A fortune cookie from our restaurant, brought an empty inside. Nothing - which can be anything, everything! I get to make a wish. I get to write my future!
How apropos for a fortune teller - "reader", huh? Oh I am silly .. anyway I'm looking at everything far differently since I began reading cards on LL.

  I've been doing some  small creative projects today and tomorrow.

posted April 17, 2021 07:27 PM            

Thank you for the kind words. Trying to go the traditional route on the book, but not sure about self publishing.

Hope the new super moon brings you lots of good things. Not sure how it will affect me.

You getting the empty fortune cookie made me think about one that I've kept for a few years. It said, "No need to worry! You will always have everything that you need." This fits with my Natal Venus in the 8th house as someone told me that's what it can represent. I think this is true, though, of everyone if they would only believe.

I'm now picking up the older guy B I had been talking with and seem to have a connection, the lyrics from Maddie and Tae's song "Die from a broken heart"...especially the lyrics how do you sleep at night when telling all those lies.. I'm guessing he thinks I'm worse off than I am after how things all worked out in the end. I haven't seen him in almost a year. He crosses my mind on occasion, but I don't put too much stock into it.

Time to help my mom with her exercises and a shower.

As I get more things completed, I feel more connected to the other people around me or who I interface with each day--mostly the home healthcare people, but I did meet some nice people while out yesterday with my mom and pupper--outdoor cafe...we found a good corner away from the others and enjoyed being outside.

posted April 17, 2021 07:53 PM            

 I had thought on E-pub too, I agree with you regarding the traditional way. There are many younger people who even love collecting tangible books. My hubby reads so many "real" old fashioned books. Nothing so nice to see either, it's  comforting to me, as he is getting really involved in reading. He's a fast reader too.

 The Super Moon will be in Scorpio too. Transformative energy.

 That fortune cookie you have is a nice touchstone, to reset when in a place of worry.

  You provoked me to listen to those songs. I think I've  possibly heard them already.
  Did B bring untruths to you? I'm  certain, if not now, , it will come to him as a boomerang.  12th house can't  hide all forever. Everything seems to be pushing up for us, living now, relating to the past and giving/receiving of upset, kharma, general disharmony.

    The healthcare team for your mom have no doubt been good for everyone. They are an added  ingredient and as well understanding in how your mothers healing is needed to be tackled. Assisting in the the way in which she will be her best.

posted April 18, 2021 11:03 PM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
Debbie ~

 I had thought on E-pub too, I agree with you regarding the traditional way. There are many younger people who even love collecting tangible books. My hubby reads so many "real" old fashioned books. Nothing so nice to see either, it's  comforting to me, as he is getting really involved in reading. He's a fast reader too.

 The Super Moon will be in Scorpio too. Transformative energy.

 That fortune cookie you have is a nice touchstone, to reset when in a place of worry.

  You provoked me to listen to those songs. I think I've  possibly heard them already.
  Did [b]B bring untruths to you? I'm  certain, if not now, , it will come to him as a boomerang.  12th house can't  hide all forever. Everything seems to be pushing up for us, living now, relating to the past and giving/receiving of upset, kharma, general disharmony.

    The healthcare team for your mom have no doubt been good for everyone. They are an added  ingredient and as well understanding in how your mothers healing is needed to be tackled. Assisting in the the way in which she will be her best.

   Until next time, be well -
    Kira
   [/B]

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Hi Kira!

Hope you had a nice day!

I'm glad your husband has taken an interest in reading--great support for you
...I don't have many book readers around me these days. I think I need to look at the different ways books are acquired by readers as I know technology keeps changing.

Maybe there will be some good changes with the Moon in Scorpio. It will make a sextile to my natal Pluto in Virgo and conjunct my Sun/Neptune conjunction..another vivid dream for me?

On B, after his wife passed in 2004, he told me that he had been gone for 7 years. I had bumped into him in 2011 when he came back. I had readings about him in 2014 and was told that he had some guilt over her passing...I figured it out that he had been unfaithful..and was told in an intuitive reading that that had been the case. The girl, L, that he had been dating for I'm thinking 4 years or so, was no stranger to being the other woman and with some of their friends not approving of their age difference, they kept it hidden and that fit in with him having secret (unfaithful) relationships. Could that be the secret(s)? Maybe that had been the norm for him because in readings I was told that he was from the old school where you get married and then work it out..maybe the physical part of his marriage wasn't all he needed. I also kept getting a card for him when I would try to read for myself...some of the meanings were: ruin over a woman, intolerant and conceited fool. I was able to see his FB page (before he made it private) and one of his work friends told him he was still handsome.. Some of the posts he made were kind of extreme in the sense that he thought that all women who prostituted themselves or had certain professions like dancer, etc. in a bar couldn't be good people. Seemed narrow and intolerant his perspective. I remember reading that some women would work as dancers to pay for their college education...so I'm thinking that also makes him judgmental. He also seemed to be suspicious of honest people, but trusting of dishonest. I think when we bumped into each other in 2014, it was because he was looking for another job..and connections to help him find one. He may have seen me in the parking lot of the store I was in at the time when I saw him, and parked his car and walked in to talk with me. While we were chatting, I could see something register with him--like I met the criteria he was looking for in a girl. He hugged me and gave me a kiss on the cheek before leaving to go back to work. I remember getting impressions of him mentioning me to others--with positive intent or words. With him spending as much time with L, maybe all of her negativity rubbed off on him or I'm just seeing everything for what it really was. HV saw me seeing both T (one with bad energy) and B, but in the end she saw me cutting ties with both of them.

My mom started out well with the exercises, but lately she hasn't been too interested. Illunitique on LL saw me being emancipated from helping her one day..I can see that as she would rather have me help her with most everything than do it herself.

Time to get some sleep. I've been enjoying the CMA awards on TV.

posted April 21, 2021 08:24 AM            

Hope you are enjoying your time away..

Just some feedback on JB. In looking at his chart.. wasn't sure if he was born in 60 or 61, but he has Venus square Saturn, which can give him the miserly qualities you saw. I also sent him a birthday wish yesterday that he liked.. I think that square can make him feel lonely or unappreciated at times and also that relationships sometimes are more trouble than they are worth.

My mom hasn't been sleeping well.. does better sitting up than laying down and in the past I remember someone saying that it is a heart related condition. Will check today to see if they can do something to help her.

Take care. Hugs to you and your family.

posted April 30, 2021 04:20 PM            

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Originally posted by Springtimeflower:
Hi Kira!

Hope you had a nice day!

I'm glad your husband has taken an interest in reading--great support for you
...I don't have many book readers around me these days. I think I need to look at the different ways books are acquired by readers as I know technology keeps changing.

Maybe there will be some good changes with the Moon in Scorpio. It will make a sextile to my natal Pluto in Virgo and conjunct my Sun/Neptune conjunction..another vivid dream for me?

On B, after his wife passed in 2004, he told me that he had been gone for 7 years. I had bumped into him in 2011 when he came back. I had readings about him in 2014 and was told that he had some guilt over her passing...I figured it out that he had been unfaithful..and was told in an intuitive reading that that had been the case. The girl, L, that he had been dating for I'm thinking 4 years or so, was no stranger to being the other woman and with some of their friends not approving of their age difference, they kept it hidden and that fit in with him having secret (unfaithful) relationships. Could that be the secret(s)? Maybe that had been the norm for him because in readings I was told that he was from the old school where you get married and then work it out..maybe the physical part of his marriage wasn't all he needed. I also kept getting a card for him when I would try to read for myself...some of the meanings were: ruin over a woman, intolerant and conceited fool. I was able to see his FB page (before he made it private) and one of his work friends told him he was still handsome.. Some of the posts he made were kind of extreme in the sense that he thought that all women who prostituted themselves or had certain professions like dancer, etc. in a bar couldn't be good people. Seemed narrow and intolerant his perspective. I remember reading that some women would work as dancers to pay for their college education...so I'm thinking that also makes him judgmental. He also seemed to be suspicious of honest people, but trusting of dishonest. I think when we bumped into each other in 2014, it was because he was looking for another job..and connections to help him find one. He may have seen me in the parking lot of the store I was in at the time when I saw him, and parked his car and walked in to talk with me. While we were chatting, I could see something register with him--like I met the criteria he was looking for in a girl. He hugged me and gave me a kiss on the cheek before leaving to go back to work. I remember getting impressions of him mentioning me to others--with positive intent or words. With him spending as much time with L, maybe all of her negativity rubbed off on him or I'm just seeing everything for what it really was. HV saw me seeing both T (one with bad energy) and B, but in the end she saw me cutting ties with both of them.

My mom started out well with the exercises, but lately she hasn't been too interested. Illunitique on LL saw me being emancipated from helping her one day..I can see that as she would rather have me help her with most everything than do it herself.

Time to get some sleep. I've been enjoying the CMA awards on TV.

Take care,
Debbie

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Hi Debbie.

Been pretty busy and way tired. Not getting proper rest either. A lot of random changes going on. How have you been? How's  your  mom doing? Any new changes in 40C? Or the other's? 

  That was funny. I see you thought I meant my hubby Reads cards.
Nope. He's an avid novel reader. Janet Evanonvich, Clancy, Grisham and others. He can read one per day. He's  not into reading electric books. Only old fashioned paper. 
  Nah, he has no interest in reading cards. I tried him (he's a Cup Sun sign) He told me "that's your thing".  I wish we could both indulge in them. Maybe some day.

    B did sound as though he angled to meet up with you. He liked dishonesty in people? That is odd. Unless he has a low vibe and feels more aligned with them. Maybe he sees himself as a "fixer"? The judgmental part seems he could be a Christian,  faith type that wants to "show the way" in his way of thinking?

  Your getting the reading  .. "me being emancipated from helping her one day" certainly sounds like her team will pull the efforts fwd to become her mainstay. As though you get to have the backseat. Just my thoughts on that. Your mom likes them, right?
 

  I've been taking on some creative energies, aside from reading cards. It's been interesting. The sun brings me into a new focus. Taking myself offline for it, is nice too.  This is going to be a quick season, summer is rather near.

  Hope you're enjoying Spring!
Take care,
  Kira

posted April 30, 2021 04:28 PM            

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Originally posted by Springtimeflower:
Hi Kira!

Hope you are enjoying your time away..

Just some feedback on JB. In looking at his chart.. wasn't sure if he was born in 60 or 61, but he has Venus square Saturn, which can give him the miserly qualities you saw. I also sent him a birthday wish yesterday that he liked.. I think that square can make him feel lonely or unappreciated at times and also that relationships sometimes are more trouble than they are worth.

My mom hasn't been sleeping well.. does better sitting up than laying down and in the past I remember someone saying that it is a heart related condition. Will check today to see if they can do something to help her.

Take care. Hugs to you and your family.

Debbie

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I did enjoy myself. It was differnt. This place had become a habit. Which I need more breaks from, apparently. lol

That's regrettable for JB. Why do our charts bring such discomfort? I feel bad, as he might not aware of this and it feels like a dark cloud he can't shake. I think my late aunt had that aspect.

Your mom coyod have digestive issues? Is it a Saturn effect possibly too? Though the heart doesn't involve Saturn, soreness could. Digestion could chain reat with heart ventricles possibly. This is common lately, many are saying sleep is troublesome in these past couple months. Jasper stones are said to aid for sleep.

posted April 30, 2021 09:29 PM            

Now that the full moon has passed, maybe you'll get better rest. I feel the same way--over-tired.

My health seems to be bouncing back, but then I feel stressed... like yesterday and today my mom wobbled a few times. She had her ortho appointment today and is done with the followups--it healed like it was supposed to..I think she is having heart issues. Her PCP appointment is next week, so I will ask about doing an EKG.. since the sleep aid didn't seem to help.

I think it's great that your husband can read so quickly. I was a slow reader for a long time, but still don't read all that fast. Probably my Mercury square Saturn natal aspect.

You were right about the 4 O C's and this month being like last year--December.. I started thinking again about what HV said about them having issues in a reading she gave me and looked back at psychology.. think I found something that seems to fit the 4 O C to a tee... Paranoia personality disorder..the Cleveland clinic does a really good job on describing it.. people who have this rarely seek therapy, because they don't think anything is wrong with their behavior and it can stay with them throughout their entire life. This disorder affects 2-4 percent of the population. I remember asking a reader what would happen with them after I moved from the community.. she said the 4OC`s would just focus on someone else nearby. Sad.

B does like to help others and seems wise. When he was younger, B was also very attractive and probably had his share of stalkers. In psychology.. I remember something called negatively suggestive..some people know how to tap into that..believing lies but not the truth. I also had one girl tell me over the last year that when guys have sex with someone, they believe everything that girl tells them. I noticed that some guys also pick up the negativity from the girls and even start acting like them...mostly the mean girls and probably the lower vibes.

JB seems to be a funny bird, but along with what you said he recognizes his current lot in life. I think he feels lonely more than most people that have a family.

posted April 30, 2021 09:52 PM            

I was telling another reader on LL how older and wiser their spirit was and it is the same for you given your real chronological age. I'm amazed as I've encountered many more young souls online and around me.

I took a break yesterday and with my mom's appointment today and other errands tomorrow will be a busy day.

Hope you are able to bring many of your projects to a successful completion..

Let me know if you need help with a question.

I'll look at what you wrote again tomorrow with hopefully rested eyes..

Take care..sending good vibes your way.

posted May 01, 2021 12:34 AM            

 How's  your writing been going? Did the Moon bring more to your creativity? Any beautiful flowers there now? I imagine some of your plants are flourishing now - or soon.

  I'm  happy to hear that about your health. Such fantastic news about your mother's Ortho appointment,  her improved and healed hip.
Good thinking with that EKG. Anything unseen should be revealed.
Do her Tau/Libra and Venus energies look safe? The Heart is effected by many facets. I try to listen to healing chakra frequency on the heart energy. I wonder if she has Scorpio, or water transits htat Moon may have touched. (her sleep)

  4OC - With the paranoia personality disorder,  I never heard of that.  Then again in the past 20 years there have been many added. You know 4OC's,better than I. I just felt that it resembled energetically with a
addiction. What you mentioned could very well be the psyche in them. I do feel chemical issues within our biochemistry, can create issues in which aren't always "forever ". It could be a way of thinking possibly people in their circle, perpetuate it*, that brings this disorder to full effect for 4OC? Like a wheel, similar to addiction,  It's  not easy to get off that ride. If that makes sense. It is sad.

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B does like to help others and seems wise. When he was younger, B was also very attractive and probably had his share of stalkers. In psychology.. I remember something called negatively suggestive..some people know how to tap into that..believing lies but not the truth. I also had one girl tell me over the last year that when guys have sex with someone, they believe everything that girl tells them. I noticed that some guys also pick up the negativity from the girls and even start acting like them...mostly the mean girls and probably the lower vibes.

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 You're very welcome Debbie. I get side tracked and my guides have ways of alerting my memory, thank you.

I could be a pretty young soul myself.
Sometimes I wonder how we can understand who is old/young in Souls. 

 That is good you had a break. You might feel refreshed if you are able to get mini breaks if you can't get longer ones. Mine was so needed. I reset my inner crystals. lol

I hope your errands go well and your energy bumps upwards. Rest well.

Oh thank you, my projects are artistically involved. I've  been working with drawing again. Aimlessly tbh. I feel when I read, I'm at my best as these energies are aligned. Art projects  

 With reading - of course, but only if your energies are not feeling low.  I haven't a question atm. - If you want to, the practice is very much appreciated!
Let me know when and your questions, we can exchange.