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posted May 01, 2021 06:41 AM            

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Hi everyone, my question is kinda embarassing and it's something that makes me think and stress a lot.
It's strange and of course I know there are A LOT OF MORE important things in life, but i have a big anxiety towards this topic.
Truth is, i'm 24 and i never had an orgasm (nor by myself, nor with my boyfriend). I find it harder by myself, and easier with him (strange, isn't it?), sometimes i find myself very near the climax but it goes away because i'm too much into my mind.
I am an anxious person since i was a child, and when i became sexually active my thoughts during the act have always been focused on HAVING THIS FAMOUS CLIMAX. well, i never succeded, even if I think i am relaxed.
Things got much better with my boyfriend of 1.5 years. We love each other and i really enjoy our intimacy and him, but everytime i find myself almost there the sensation just... Disappears. So about every half a year I start stressing a lot about this topic. I even questioned my sexuality,but i don't think i am a lesbian since i find some women beautiful but actually can't imagine being with them, both romantically and sexually. I should add that i started fantasizing very early in life about men in general, but of course when i stress about it i just can't.
What's wrong with me??
Can you please help me with my chart?

Thank you soooo so much,hugs <3

Ps i should add that my Lilith is conjunct my mars... What does it mean?
http://imgur.com/a/0qddyng

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posted May 01, 2021 08:02 AM            

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Moving this to Personal Readings.

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